We Are Constellations

Allison Paige. Published author and photographer.

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My baby 🤤

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I can’t wait to get the hell out of here. When I move I’m not telling anyone until I get there.

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poppy daze

antelope valley poppy reserve, california

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I love him. Kelvin. We haven’t been able to disentangle ourselves from the other. He keeps saying he doesn’t see a future with me and keeps reaching for me. I keep allowing it. Even though I know he won’t ever feel as deep as I do.

I found strands of her long black hair in his room. He had washed the sheets but not the comforter. He didn’t vacuum. He said she’s just a friend and holding those strands I knew something had happened and yet I couldn’t bring myself to ask about it. Even now when she flirts with him I pretend I don’t know.

I tell him everything is fine. That I’m ok with this. I’m a big girl.

It hurts so fucking much. I’ve stayed loyal to a man who has never committed to me. I have allowed my love to be taken advantage of all over again.

And to top off Sean keeps reaching out. I had to block him and everyone else.

It’s not fair.

It’s not fair that any of you keep hurting and using me and thinking there are no consequences. You’re killing me.

I’ve never been in a relationship with someone who truly loved me and I don’t think I ever will.

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One of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do was ask him to pray with me. I knew he needed it, that I did too. But I was terrified. My heart was slamming into my chest, catching my breath when I spoke with my head bowed.

I’ve never felt so vulnerable and open.

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Darker dreams await beneath the former Lakeview Mall.

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Arieșeni, Romania

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A gentle May evening…