Don’t waste your pretty time on me
Description: Harry Wanted to help mend readers heart after she loss Cedric in the TriWizard Tournament (Goblet of fire spoilers) but no matter how hard he tries she can’t move on, she can’t fully mend her broken heart.Â
Song: Avery Lynch To Love Someone Else
You know you make me feel good
And that’s something i don’t take for granted lately, no
Those eyes, that smile, yeah it glows
But i can’t help feeling like something’s missing though
Harry was special. Not because he was the “chosen one” but because he healed my heart, maybe not fully. But he took the pieces of my heart broken into 10 pieces and repaired at least 9. The way his laugh carried across the room, the way he would look at me, the deep emerald green eyes which bore right into my soul and told me I would get through this.
I know what everyone wants for us both, I know what he wants. To heal together but no matter how whole Harry makes me feel there will always be a part of me missing.
I know this isn’t easy
That’s all that people tell me
When you come out of a love as the one who’s not enough
It feels like there’s no healing
And you’re perfectly good
Probably better
But please don’t waste your pretty time on me
He’s great, makes me feel like I'm the only girl he can see a future with. With Cedric I always felt insecure, he was amazing, but he always gave a few longing looks towards Cho whenever he thought I wasn’t looking.
Harry would make me feel like a princess, I know this. But he deserves more. He deserves better than a girl who will never fully get over her last love, her first love. He shouldn’t waste his time on me because I don’t think I could ever fully love him without closure.
You know that i would
You’re so much better
But that’s not enough
If i can’t get over
The way he used to look at me
And how he left so easily
“Why can’t you give him a chance, let him take you on a date, let him heal you”, that’s all I ever hear my friends say. But, how could I? How could I when all I can see before I fall asleep at night or when harry is looking at me are my memories with Cedric. The first I love you, the first date, the last moment I saw him... He left so easily. No goodbye, no closure, no cheating. He was just Dead.
’cause i could fall for you if i wanted to
And i could get attached and love the hell out of you
I could fall for you if i let myself
But i don’t think i’m ready to love someone else
And i hate him for not letting me feel like i can finally breathe
I hate it
And i know you’re probably best for me
I see the way you look at me and i hate it
’cause i could fall for you if i wanted to
But I can’t
Maybe I could fall for Harry one day, maybe one day we could have that electric, beautiful love everyone always talks about but I'm not ready yet. I don’t know if I would ever be ready and I couldn’t ask him to wait for a what if when there's so many girls that would give him now and forever. I could try... I could try to completely and utterly love him with every fibre of my being, but I don’t know if I'll ever be able to replicate the love, I had with Cedric with someone else.