Lorelilly

She/her. 35 yo. Smosh fanfic author. Please don’t tell my mom you guys. She still thinks I rarely swear.

[lorelilly]

Running List of Works

Thanks for checking me out! From the bottom of my heart, I appreciate every read, comment, and kudos. I never knew I could love writing as much as I do now that I've discovered such a supportive community.

All my works are currently on AO3 so here's a list of links and brief descriptions. Hopefully this will continue to grow!

Love & Other Smosh Games (Series) Characters: Shayne Topp, Spencer Agnew, Courtney Miller Themes: Poly, Friends to Lovers, Light Dom/Sub *Parts can be read as stand alone fics

Little Love (Part 1) - Rated M Equilateral (Part 2) - Rated E Lucky (Part 3) - Rated M Wants and Expectations (Part 4) - Rated E

Rites of Passage (Series) Characters: Spencer Agnew, Amanda Lehan-Canto Themes: Friends to Lovers, Body Worship, Friendship Over Time *Parts can be read as stand alone fics

Chapters (Part 1) - Rated M Missing Pages (Part 2) - Rated E

Livewire - Rated E Characters: Shayne Topp, Spencer Agnew, Courtney Miller Themes: Poly, Friends to Lovers, Light Dom/Sub

In Reverse - Rated T Characters: Spencer Agnew, Tommy Bowe Themes: Friends to Lovers, Coming Out, Demisexuality

Pasta Predilections - Rated G Characters: Assorted Smosh Cast Themes: Culinary Crimes AU, Food Puns, No Romance

He Cooked - Rated G Characters: Trevor Evarts, Arasha Lalani Themes: Cooking, Fluff, First Kiss, Getting to Know Each Other

Midnight - Rated T Characters: Spencer Agnew, Alex Tran Themes: Friendship, Hair Playing/Braiding, Mild Hurt/Comfort

Sound & Heat (Both Make Waves) - Rated E Characters: Spencer Agnew, Amanda Lehan-Canto Themes: Phone Sex, ASMR, Mutual Masturbation

No Rocks, Only Chaser - Rated E Main Characters: Spencer Agnew, Tommy Bowe Themes: Bartender AU, Strangers to Lovers, Emotional Recovery

Behind the Camera - Rated E Main Characters: Shayne Topp, Spencer Agnew, Courtney Miller Themes: Pining, Smut and Fluff, Pre-Poly, Crack Treated Seriously

What's Earned - Rated E Main Characters: Spencer Agnew, Shayne Topp Themes: Daddy Kink, Service Kink, Established Relationship, Kink Discovery/Exploration

Love Like A Button - Rated E Main Characters: Spencer Agnew, Shayne Topp, Tommy Bowe Themes: Poly, Threesome, Rough Sex

Smooth - Rated E Main Characters: Spencer Agnew, Tommy Bowe Themes: Swimmers AU, Established Relationship, Shaving, Body Worship

All This Potential (Plus Gravity) - Rated M Main Characters: Spencer Agnew, Tommy Bowe Themes: High school AU, Coming Out, Bisexuality,

People Pleaser - Rated E Main Characters: Spencer Agnew, Amanda Lehan-Canto Themes: Smut and Fluff, Pregnancy Kink, Kid Fic, Getting Together

Pushing it Down - Rated E Main Characters: Shayne Topp, Spencer Agnew, Courtney Miller Themes: Professor AU, Pining, Jealousy, Angst, Hopeful Ending

Push-Pull - Rated E Main Characters: Spencer Agnew, Shayne Topp, Tommy Bowe Themes: College AU, Threesome, Love Confessions

Luck Be A Lady - Rated E * a collaboration with @ephemore Main Characters: Spencer Agnew, Amanda Lehan-Canto Themes: AU Casino, One Night Stand, Smut, Based on Fanart

Front Row (When You're Ready to Shine) - Rated E Characters: Trevor Evarts, Arasha Lalani, Spencer Agnew Themes: Cuckolding, Edging/Denial, Light Bondage, Light Dom/Sub

Cross My Heart - Rated E Main Characters: Spencer Agnew, Shayne Topp Themes: Getting Together, Phone Sex, Pining, Friends to Lovers, Fluff and Smut

[sirb4bygirl]

song + fic moodboards: who do you love by marianas trench + who do you love by @lorelilly

i won't come back to you broken / i won't stay away too long / even if words i've spoken / seem to still come out wrong / i'll get my shit back together / get right where i belong / who do you love?

[timpaxew-art]

I’m going to steal his gender and there’s nothing he can do about it

[tiredgoul]

young spencer portrait because he singlehandedly cured my art block (click for better quality)

[benngonseph]

some self indulgent spommy sketches (they both look so good in their ref image omg). These men have been my art muses recently <333

Spencer drawn on Bristol Paper - Graphite Pencils (HB, 8B, 10B).

Tommy sketched on Clip Studio Paint.

[makingqueerhistory]

Crush

Richard Siken

Since winning the 2004 Yale Series of Younger Poets competition, Crush has become a modern classic. This twentieth-anniversary edition includes a new introduction by award-winning poet Dana Levin and a new afterword by the author.

(Affiliate link above)

[hrnysmoshconfessions]

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(they forgot to go on anon lol)

[spectresmut]

reading who posted this was a jumpscare

[lorelilly]

[lorelilly]

To this day, cannot believe this video isn’t behind a paywall 😂

[lorelilly]

hey im the spommy anon who talked abt the last chapter... I loved it! Dont get me wrong, it made total sense with the story!!! It's just my horny ass speaking sorry

Lol. Hey you don’t have to apologize. Zero judgement from me. My horny brain dictates so much of what I write (I think like 20 of my 25 total fics are explicit). It’s genuinely a fight within myself sometimes to write what feels true inside if just smooshing my imaginary dolls together in fun ways. I’m really glad you enjoyed the fic! That’s what matters most to me. :)

[lorelilly]

looooved the bodyswap fic, but like... poor spence didn't even to got to c*m on the last chapter :(

Trust me, when I first started writing chapter 1 of my bodyswap fic, I had all these ideas for the wild sex the three of them would get to have at the end. But then I got there and realized it would be disingenuous to act like these characters were all suddenly ready and didn’t have any lingering fears or hesitations.

Also, I sort of enjoy when stories don’t treat sex like it has to be an equal exchange of orgasms. It feels more true to life to say that intimacy can be fun and rewarding even if not everybody gets off right now. And I have full confidence that Spencer’s not complaining and will definitely get his sometime soon. Lol

[lorelilly]

just wanna say that your spemanda stuff is sooooo good. really excited for whatever you write with them in the future!

Omg thank you so much! It feels like it’s been a while since I wrote Spemanda (*checks and realizes it’s only been three months 😆) I definitely have fun writing that pairing. I’m hoping that whenever the next RE videos drop it’ll give me some fuel to write more of them again!

[lorelilly]

Got inspired by @sirb4bygirl to try my hand at a drabble. I don’t know how they’ve been writing one of these every day. Keeping it to exactly 100 words was tough. I guess I just love to yap. 😆

May 2026 Drabble Challenge

Day 15 Prompt: History

“Do you remember this spot?” Shayne asks.

Courtney's head scans the horizon for some invisible landmark while he discreetly reaches into his pocket.

"It was a year ago," he reminds her. "We stopped for water, and the way the sunlight hit your face—I knew one day, I'd do this here."

All things in nature have a past, but only humans can shape them into history. Some rewrite the clouds, others carve love letters into bark, but for him, the small shift of gravel beneath his knee is enough. Here, they write the story of their love onto the world.

[lorelilly]

Who Do You Love - Final Chapter

https://archiveofourown.org/works/82291511/chapters/223836251

Thank you so much to everyone who's been interested in this story. It's been a wild ride writing it and it feels absolutely surreal that so many other people enjoyed it too. Here's the final chapter, the longest one yet. I hope you enjoy. <3

[lorelilly]

11 and 27 💖

11) Do you have a comfort item? Tell us about it!

I have a few! I mean I have a LOT of stuffed animals and beanie babies, but I’d say I have two items that I consistently use for comfort. One is a little frog I got off Etsy that’s like a homemade beanie baby. His name is Buttercup because he’s yellow but I call him BB. There’s just something about the weight and fabric of him that’s super soothing to hold. I also have a rock that my old coworker’s daughter gave me and it unintentionally turned out to be a great worry stone. It’s smooth and it fits the curve of my palm perfectly.

27) Do you like to garden? Have you ever grown something?

Boy do I! Lol. During Covid I decided to cut open a lemon from the grocery store and see if I could grow a lemon tree from the seeds and it actually worked! So then I built a raised bed in my backyard a few years ago and I’ve been slowly learning about how to grow fruits and vegetables ever since. When I started, a buddy of mine who’s an amazing gardener gave me a lot of cool starter plants, ground cherries and purple long beans and a fig tree and a passion fruit plant. But I’ve also grown carrots, tomatoes, peppers, strawberries, cucumbers, lettuce, squash. All kinds of things. This year is shaping up to be the year of the blackberry which I’m super excited about. Not everything grows perfectly, I’m kind of experimental with what I grow each year and how I do it. I find that there’s something magical and comforting in just allowing nature to take its course and seeing what can grow with minimal human interference. It removes the stress of feeling like you wasted the seeds or the plants if they die, because even if one thing fails to grow, it’s typically so that another thing can thrive in its place. And at the end of the day, what it really accomplishes is giving me a kick in the butt to get outside every day and literally touch grass.

[lorelilly]

ah yes something else I've meant to say about Who do you love is that I feel like your portrayal of poly relationships is so much better than most of what I've read in fanfiction in general. So many writers would go to a "ohh I must choose" or a huge drama about the characters morals, like yeah, you question your own morals about being exclusive and about hurting your current partner, but it's not like cheating, it's not a curse to be poly lol you realize that your feelings exist and you allow them to exist and then you decide what to do about them in an ethic way, you love and respect your partner all the while, you talk about it, see their input as well, and each partner will have a different journey and relationship, the "first" couple is not a unit that thinks with only one brain - as much as we joke about single braincell. The scene that shayne and court are talking about spencer in the kitchen and they both admit they are into him and celebrate each of their crushes individually and are at peace with it and it makes them love each other more? yeah that's peak ethical non-monogamy

This is also so sweet of you. I actually feel like I’ve seen quite a few positive poly relationships in fanfiction. I’ve dabbled in a good number of AO3 fandoms over the years, and yes there are plenty of people who sensationalize the drama of it all, but there are also plenty of people writing beautiful stuff too. I’m not poly myself, so I’m just trying my best to approach other relationships from a place of curiosity and optimism when I write. To me, that means recognizing that all types of relationships have challenges and triumphs, and that there’s no inherently morally superior type of relationship so long as there’s honesty and open communication.

And for anyone who’s interested, there’s a tumblr page called polyamships that shares fics/art and runs events that are open to any fandom with the goal of promoting healthy depictions of poly relationships. :)

[lorelilly]

heyy, this week i finally got to read Who do you love and I can't wait for the finale -- my life has been pretty chaotic with work stuff lately so I was kinda waiting to have more chapters so I could read it, cause I've noticed that when there's like only 1-2 chapters published and I read them, the plot has not developed enough I guess, my brain forgets everything and I don't get attached to it.

That is to say - I'm still much more of a spommy girlie myself but I enjoy your writing in many ways and couldn't miss it and I'm glad I read it. You continue to write everything so palpable I can almost believe everything is real. I truly had the thought like "well, I don't think I have experienced waking up in someone else's body like this" during a scene, like it is a common occurrence and I individually had not experienced it yet by chance, not because it's completely fiction stuff. Anyway.

I don’t blame you at all for being nervous to start new unfinished fics. I used to be the same way. But I’m glad you gave this one a shot. I’m so close to being done with it. And this final chapter is shaping up to be the longest one yet. :)

I’m also giggling at your thought. It makes me super proud of myself whenever I can take a sort of crack premise and shape it into something believable. I’ve always been a big fan of sci-fi/mystery books in particular, but I think regardless of the genre, that’s kind of what fiction is. It’s about throwing characters into literally any situation and still making it feel relatable because the characters themselves are grounded in reality. Readers can look at a story and think “oh that’s how I would react in that situation” even if the situation is literally impossible. So thank you for the sweet compliment. I hope I can keep writing insane relatable things.