I hope you have a good day. If you ever wonder why I’m writing this to you, It’s simply because I can never say this directly to you. You’re complicated. Not in a bad way, it is just making me so hard to understand you. I do understand you..very much, but I don’t understand why. What are you waiting for? Why you’re so afraid of the undone things? Why you don’t work for it? Why don’t you fight for it? Why not now?
This makes me hard to breathe everytime the thoughts cross my mind. Maybe I wasn’t the best for you. See. I keep questioning your action. I’m sorry.
Truly, I believe you know how much I like you. I hate to tell you because I know you don’t feel the same. I won’t force you. But you know what hurts? Being your friend and pretending that I don’t have feelings for you. That hurts.
Pretending that I don’t care. That hurts.
Not talking to you for days, that hurts.
When I tried to distance myself from you, you seem affected. Why? Do you have feelings for me? Am I your 2nd, 3rd options?
I am willing to wait. But what If I waited for you then you end up loving and married to someone else.
I am willing to wait for you, but what if somebody asks me to marry them and they are too good and kind to be rejected?
Do you wanna lose me ? I bet you’ll answer – yes.
Stop giving me false hope. I love you but I can’t have you. I know it. Thank you for treating me nicely. Even you’ve been treating me nicely, it still hurts because the truth - I can’t never have your heart.
Stick to your decisions, find your true love and live happily ever after. And don’t find me ever again. Even as a friend, just don’t.
We are merely strangers with some shared memories.
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