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[loserb0ys]

✦ it’s aries !

also call me rams

the fabled yap sideblog . warning i will say whatever i want here ! also probably talk about my stupid fucking art and writing occasionally

☹︎ no dni , i block freely and happily

[snoozmu]

My stupid chud baby

[loserb0ys]

i see what mitksi means by falling in love with a war like jesus christ i miss myself

i miss my own self i miss recognizing me in a mirror i miss feeling the itch in my body that makes bad decisions for me i miss feeling my own heart beating in my chest i miss the unexpected i miss waking up feeling a bit different each day

i miss being alive

[loserb0ys]

help my (homoerotic self-loathing dynamic of mutual obsession) is a vampire

every panel here is something that occurs in writing so like i Guess spoilers but ts is Not getting done any time soon

[loserb0ys]

right okay we got a ripe 300 WORDS of ch3 🥹🥹🥹

and yet 2.9k on the FIRST 2 scenes of ch 7 right.. right. okayyyyy….

[loserb0ys]

i like describing love this way .. insistent and painful and unable to ignore the more you let it settle. like a wound

great for pbag

[loserb0ys]

i usually hate making my ocs or my kins transmasc bc it’s not an experience i would wish on ANYONE being trans fucking sucks. but like

god . griff is so fucking transmasc to me idgaf

i remember creating him inspired by me and making him bipolar before i even knew i Was so like. that’s funny but idk making him transmasc is a big jump that im not sure im willing to take

[loserb0ys]

sideblog is nice bc i can post unfinished ugly wips without being killed with hammers

anyways Actual Refs coming maybe

[loserb0ys]

the kin square except it’s not a square bc i don’t have many kins and i had to scrounge about in the depths of my mind to find some of these and i still didn’t have 36. oops

(inspired by my princess)

[loserb0ys]

throwback to when i made out with a guy at a halloween party 2 years ago and then he stalked me for like a month when i said i didn’t want anything romantic . someone reminded me of this event today unfortunately

[loserb0ys]

google search what do you call it when the idea of romance sickens you beyond belief and makes you super anxious and angry and jealous BUT you just want to sleep w people without having a connection because you’re really good at ruining things BUT you also secretly wanna be loved gently and tenderly and be affirmed that you Are capable of being loved and loving in return

[loserb0ys]

some sort of catharsis when i think about how all those characters could be dead rn in my canon

griff kills himself after the thing with raye and he never meets the second vessel and he dies knowing he’s irredeemable

ACTUALLY on that, i think the second vessel might’ve been discarded right after his creation. he was toooo flawed aswell:)

cal kills himself after the tidal wave

silas is also definitely dead and has been since like his 20s or 30s

[ceruleanheaven]

why does everybody hate me [remembers my behaviour and personality] why dont they hate me more

[loserb0ys]

pbagpbagpbagpbagpbagpbag……..

[despazito]

Sometimes I'll be looking at bullshit online that I know will just rile me up and I have to think of this image to get myself to stop

[loserb0ys]

you ever get like sick of yourself and find your own voice and appearance and opinions just so aggravating 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[loserb0ys]

i definitely shouldn’t be jealous or angry about that but i am . so like what else is new lmaaoooo