must . not . eat

I don't care if it hurts, i want the perfect body My stats are; sw:70kg cw:60 gw 1:60kg gw2:55kg gw3:50kg ugw:45kg

[losesomeweight101]

[toothpickthin]

Shadow

“The cup of soup is lower calorie than the burger you crave”

My shadow whispers

“Your friend thinks your fat for eating that much”

“Wow gained 1 lb. that is disgusting”

“We just need to restrict”

She says soothingly.

“If you hadn’t fucking binged we wouldn’t have to purge.”

She yells.

“Look at how huge your thighs are. And don’t get me started on your fat fat stomach”

“We can’t handle feeling full. Get rid of the feeling”

She demands.

“You’re hopeless. No one will care until you are skinny”

She confirms.

“Everyone judges you when you eat.”

“No food or water until you’re going to pass out”

She decided.

“You’re disgusting.”

She ridicules.

“You need to work out and stop being so lazy and fat.”

“Think of how pretty we will be once we are skin and bones.”

She smiles.

“Why would you eat when we didn’t need to.”

She demanded.

“You need to get worse.”

“You can’t even be good at anorexia”

“You. are. a. FAILURE.”

“I HATE US ME YOU ME ITS ME US WE ARE ANOREXIA WE ARE HOPELESS I AM FAT WE NEED TO GET WORSE.”

[losesomeweight101]

[losesomeweight101]

[gazingvacantly]

I feel like my whole life is on pause until I lose weight. Like i’ll never enjoy life or make it meaningful until I’m skinny.

[oneofthosenites-deactivated2020]

my ed: ooh your legs are especially gross today I see...

[starving-for-september]

And I-ooopp

[i-need-to-be-fixed]

[satansdepressedprincess]

I thought I was getting better. I honestly did. But now I'm laying in bed at 4am, trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me and why I'm never enough.

[greenteandcollarbones]

Thinspo ✨

[amethystpeonies]

tfw ur on ur merry way to ed tumblr and

[spinmeintotheabyss]

I used to be so skinny effortlessly wtf happened

[slut4froot]

Mood

[gracesperjury]

TWICE - Nayeon

[fancyproana]

•Moonbyul/Mamamoo

•Tzuyu/Twice

•Krystal/f(x)

•HyunA

•Wendy/Red Velvet

•Jennie/Blackpink

•IU

MY ULTIMATE BIAS THINSPO

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[ko-dolly]

MY MOM WENT GROCERY SHOPPING AND BOUGHT A WHOLE BUNCH OF HIGH CALORIE STUFF NOOOO

[wannabe-idle]

Imagine waking up on your soft, fluffy bed but still being able to feel your sharp ribs and hips poking into you; you grumble and stretch your long thin limbs until you feel like you might break. As you pad your way out of bed you glance in the mirror and take in your new appearance, your face sharp and defined by the prominent cheeks bones and jawline that are now so clearly there, your collarbones sticking out of your boney shoulders, as you look down you notice you can see the outlines of your sternum through your chest, you can count each rib leading down to your protruding hip bones perfectly framing the razor sharp v-line you recently acquired. Lazily you ruffle your long, messy hair, somehow perfectly placing it on top of your head, shuffling over to your closet you pull out your skinniest pair of jeans that you could have never imagined fitting you, as you tug them up your skeletal legs you slip on one of your old sweaters finding its huge on you allowing your collarbones to stick through. You almost forget to weigh yourself this morning so you quickly hop on the scale only to find that even with your heavy clothes on you have reached your ultimate goal weight, a large smile spreads across your face as you step off, grab your shoes and leave the house to go for a walk, one of your new favorite activities to do in the winter. As you’re walking you notice a group of girls giggling as they walk past you, you manage to hear one of them nervously whispering to the others, telling them how cute she thinks you are asking if she should ask for your number. A few months ago you would have been afraid they were talking badly about you but now you slowly shake your head thinking about how much everything has changed. Now, you’re perfect.