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In 2014, I went to Beyond Wonderland NorCal. In 2019, I finally made it to Beyond Wonderland SoCal. It was just as amazing: met hella cool ppl, got lots of compliments on my outfit, traded a ton of kandi, and danced my ass off. Thank you Jess for being my rave partner in crime. 👏🏽

#beyond wonderland #rave #cheshire cat #UNOTR #armin van burren #darren styles

It’s been a wild year for me.

I graduated with my bachelors. My cat passed away. Finally got medication for my anxiety and depression. I got into a masters program. Was broken up with. Came to the realization that I needed to have people by my side who were willing to grow and not be stuck to one place. Became a foster parent for cats. My best friend agreed to go to EDC with me. We made a bucket list together. Got a new job (though idk how long it’ll last). Went on dates with some beautiful women. Spent time with my family. Lost a lot of weight. Reconnected with the queer side of my life which I have been ignoring for a long time.

So, I’m glad this year is over. The lows definitely outweighed the highs both emotionally and physically. But, overall, I am strong and I know that I am better aware of what I need in my life and that I will just continue to grow as a person and in my life.

#wild ride of a year #definitely wasn’t pleasant #but hopefully things to come are better #also I am done putting pictures of significant others on my Tumblr #UNOTR

In honor of International Cat Day, I am going to be talking about Sherbet. A lot of you are familiar with him but, unfortunately, he unexpectedly passed away June 16th in my arms. He was 14 years old. I have had him since 5th grade. I remember the day that I picked him to come home with me, naming him after my favorite ice cream (misspelled sherbet), all the times he would curl up in my lap, let me cuddle him as he purred when I was upset, endured all the photos and videos I took of him, our year of living just us in Chico, the first time he played in the snow, the first time he had catnip, the first time he went outside. I remember them all. He was my world and not having him in my life has been something I have had to get use to, however this has been made slightly easier with the tattoo that I got (looking just as mad in ink as he did in real life). But it was the most difficult thing to say goodbye to him and I will always love him. You’ll be missed baby doll. Please enjoy some photos of my cat.

#I miss you #forever loved #you were the light in my life #and can never be replaced #life is going to be so much harder now #cat tattoo #UNOTR