Devoted/Ruined

Old millennial | trans | very bad at having a body

[lost-in-fumes]

fucking stunlocked by strange aeons riffing on a smoking fetish post

[lost-in-fumes]

yelling "I know what you are" every time I see an unattributed smoking fetish video on here with the colight brick wall background

[lost-in-fumes]

sowwy I haven't done much with this account lately. it started as a parking lot for my capering smoking fetish demons, but then it started getting a little trans inside baseball, and I quickly realized this is exactly the wrong website for trans inside baseball

and then a smoking fetish writer and artist I admire broke cover after 10 years and has spent the past 3 months posting AI slop nonstop. it kind of broke a girl's heart.

[nephriteheart]

HURT + COMFORT + FF + MAGIC ACTION

What if the heroic knights and the dark princess fought and everyone lost? Pick up the pieces and find your way forward in Chapter 2 of:

VESPER KNIGHTS FOREVER!

[myunknownsentinel]

[lost-in-fumes]

Juri Han after 2-0-ing Chun-Li

[nephriteheart]

CORRUPTION + MC + F/F + MAGIC ACTION

The sequel to a kids on bikes urban fantasy tokusatsu that doesn't exist. Rekindle rivalries! Sexually bully older women! Fight valiantly and risk it all in:

VESPER KNIGHTS FOREVER!

[READ HERE]

[lost-in-fumes]

when I get my finances right I'm commissioning more smoking fetish art

[ubercharge]

lungs x cigarette gijinka toxic yuri for @tr1ppykay's kofi request!!

[ubercharge]

commissioned to draw an even more toxic followup 😳

[lost-in-fumes]

one of the hypno/mc girlies was on bluesky posting stuff like, "cursed object that you can feel taking over your mind, you're horribly aware of the fascination it's implanting in you, and all you can think of is the cursed object" and I posted a pack of vs 120s and she blocked me

[victusinveritas]

[lost-in-fumes]

still thinking about the time I yearned on here and bared some of my lonely soul, and a smug domme rocked into my reblogs like "ah but you will feel so fulfilled when you purchase things for: me 😈"

[lost-in-fumes]

advantage of stepping back from tumblr for a while is less "someone should write a story where" and you get the ingredients of a story. don't wanna do the work so here is a source developer kit for a story. API plugins for a story

[lost-in-fumes]

sorry, every time I open tumblr to think about posting here it's just people endlessly getting into fights, doing the lisa simpson windmill fists at shadow demons, and I think nah. I'm good

[ubercharge]

lungs x cigarette gijinka toxic yuri for @tr1ppykay's kofi request!!

[ubercharge]

commissioned to draw an even more toxic followup 😳

[lost-in-fumes]

trying a new trick to fall asleep at night where I lay down and fantasize about being devoured by vampires or soul eating faeries

[gaytanic-panic]

Instagram knows I have a smoking fetish so it will just show me random hot photos from girls who smoke but the prblem is the girls will not be fetish blogs they will just be random women which means I often end up following them and then seeing their other posts and ending up deeply concerned like I just saw a girl who said she refuses to take medicine for her diabetes bc she doesnt trust doctors ever since they told her she needed her wisdom teeth out when she was 16

[lost-in-fumes]

meanwhile youtube is actively ashamed of my smoking fetish. it won't show me a single colight clip in my recs, not a single drop of paraphilia for this lamentable pervert

it will however show me thousands of hype and aura clips from the fascist superman shows where they're like "don't you GET it I HAD to be fascist superman! there is NO CHOICE" and I'd rather have Keenan from Colight smoking virginia slims like they're actually filling her mana bar

[lost-in-fumes]

I know comparison is the thief of joy but I am obliged to look at the big screen that compares me to stuff. so you see the stress I am under