Nephrite Heart

Like a weed, naturally, as a matter of course | old millennial | fighting game enjoyer | miniature painting | evil elf liker

[qqchurch]

[quinn-pop]

every time

[nephriteheart]

lets eroticize our fear of abandonment with mama

[roadside--picnic]

[immigrant]

this was tumblr in 2013

[allegedly-human]

This is tumblr in 2026

[pangur-and-grim]

this is huge… a three chair event

[pangur-and-grim]

[nephriteheart]

I think I have Sidereal Arcane Fate, but not the cool parts of it where I can slip into roles and performances with ease. I just have the part where I vanish from your memory midway through a conversation

[ca314159bara]

if you're having trouble sleeping the best you can do is put a bright object close to your face and look at it for at least 30 minutes. if that doesn't work you can close your eyes but make sure to think really hard about a bunch of bullshit

[nephriteheart]

all social media websites incentivize conflict but no place trains you to fight shadow demons 24/7 quite like tumblr. every ffffucking time I open my feed I see people locked in mind duels trying to convince the commons that the other person is hitler. there are campaigns of covert operations and anonymous inbox trolling that stretch back years. there is something here that makes everyone miserable and you gotta walk away from it.

[fireleaptfromhousetohouse]

[nephriteheart]

I gave this website an honest try but I think I just don't get it. I actually think I aged out of this shit

[nephriteheart]

I came back to my tumblr about a year ago and my main takeaway is that I need an actual blog. I spent years on microblog platforms writing almost nothing of note. I'm not even sure who I'm talking to on here! like I can count on my left hand the number of friends who I believe still follow this.

Livejournal felt like more of a record of my life than this, or x dot com the everything app, or whatever cohost was supposed to be. I think I would like a more organized archive of my feelings. It would sure beat leaving a bunch of posts in drafts where I wax maudlin about old friends.

if anything interesting actually happens on this site any more I can just watch the Strange Aeons video about it. I met some really cool people by posting on here, so in that regard I think my tumblr experiment was worth it. but most of what I see here is just intracommunity skirmishes and inside baseball and tired millennials screaming at each other.

[nephriteheart]

I gave this website an honest try but I think I just don't get it. I actually think I aged out of this shit

[pusong-mangga]

[nephriteheart]

I refuse to believe the kid I saw on here saying "cracker is a slur so why don't you think about that :( :( :(" is actually 15. it's 2026, teens aren't logging into a dead website to throw haymakers at tired trans women, they're too busy watching mrbeast and being subliterate

[nephriteheart]

I am so kiki and fightsome on other websites, and opinionated about fandoms, but when I log into Tumblr, the website purpose built for getting into arguments with keyword searching strangers, I float free of the wheel of samsara. I do not need to fight the homestuck wars, I don't need to clock shifts in the idpol mines.

[nephriteheart]

how it feels every time there's a fucking nintendo direct and every nintendo adult gets winter soldier activated to post 3000 times about Bluppo Remastered for the next week

[nephriteheart]

12 days on the Ichor

[nephriteheart]

in the spirit of Tidy Up Tuesday I'm gonna do a thing of laundry

[nephriteheart]

extremely me coded to be a few weeks out from going to a video game tournament I've spent months preparing for, only to realize "wait a minute, I'm tired of video games"