Am I A Sinner?

...try to understand that I'm trying to make a move just to stay in the game. I'm trying to stay awake and remember my name. 🎶

[lost-in-literature]

04-23-22

You needed me

Cause you're never one to drink

Your whiskey neat.

Like ice on your vice

I gave parts of me

To tame the bitterness

You've always craved.

Take it! Take everything

Until I'm nothing.

Does it hurt like the lies?

I knew it burnt your insides.

I hope you feel the chill

I wish you tasted

The bitterness still.

[bittersweetsadboi]

"I was gone for five minutes, Kara." "You left me unsupervised."

[bittersweetsadboi]

This one though. Lol. Lena trying so hard to avoid it but it's fucking everywhere and Kara's face to her denial was just so fucking funny.

[lost-in-literature]

Still awake past 3am and suddenly having a momentary flash of memory. A happy one. The details aren't very clear but the feelings are so strong that I had to stop what I've been reading. Happy, carefree, hopeful, and just altogether amazing. Then I realized that memory was from 12 years ago. Probably the last time of ever feeling as light and positive as that.

It was of me and my college friends at the very back of an ordinary bus, going home from the mall, laughing and singing during the ride. It was just a few seconds memory, a glimpse of a happy day, but it was enough. A group of friends, just a few months shy of graduating from Uni, laughing with each other, dreaming of the future... so hopeful, so happy, so content, so invincible thinking that the world can't touch us. And in that moment I knew it would be one of those times in my life that I would never forget.

I was wrong, I don't remember the songs nor the conversations, I don't remember much now really... but I remember that it was the last time we were ever that happy together without worrying about anything. The feeling is all I ever remember, and the funny thing is that, I forgot how to be happy for such a long time that remembering it makes me sad.

[whitepeopletwitter]

[nineprotons]

Dolly’s absolute amazingness aside… She is who she wants to be, and shows herself as she wants to. Anyone who sees her as a joke is in fact the joke themselves and I’m quite happy to laugh at them.

[injuries-in-dust]

The real joke is that she’s the one finding it, not the government.

[elfwreck]

[villainous-queer-deactivated202]

She purposely does this, y’all. I have been fascinated by her for years and she has purposely crafted this and people reacting like this is her intention. She is a master. Like, how many country artists can get away with openly being a queer ally and funding AIDS research and COVID research and all this other stuff and yet still I defy you to find a person–no matter how conservative–who will say anything worse than ‘she’s trashy’ to you–but it can’t even insult her because she says she’s trashy!! She is so good at this y’all. A master at the whole concept of reclaiming and owning one’s image. All hail Dolly.

[ultrareginarules]

An American icon. A hero.

[poems-and-word]

Poems & Words

[poems-and-word]

[poemswords]

[lost-in-literature]

What’s worse than feeling like you’re in rock bottom?

Knowing that it ain’t it yet. There’s still a chance you’ll get into the bottom bottom.

[inspiration-and-motivation]

[poemswords]

“A person can’t change all at once.”

— Stephen King, The Stand (via books-n-quotes)

[booksquotelife]

[poems-and-word]

[poemswords]

[thegoodvybe]

[the-book-diaries]

“Sometimes I feel as though there are two me’s, one coating directly on top of the other: the superficial me, who nods when he’s supposed to nod and says what he’s supposed to say, and some other, deeper part, the part that worries and dreams… Most of the time they move along in sync and I hardly notice the split, but sometimes it feels as though I’m two whole different people and I could rip apart at any second”

— Lauren Oliver, Delirium

[poemswords]