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bloom can now be found @empathiques
@solhcir !
bloom’s beyond tired with everything that’s happened in the past month, but tonight felt like a culmination of everything at once.’’so -- i bring news, sky and i broke up, for the last time and officially.’’ she hummed like it was nothing, she visually seemed to be okay.’’and no, before you ask -- he did nothing new. i’m ... just done. i think finding out i’m .. a princess opened some eyes.’’
SELF WORTH && MENTAL ISSUES .
bloom is a strong, fearless and bold person. it’s easy to pretend to be fearless then to let the doubt and terror swallow her whole. she is the leader of the winx, the one who makes the majority of the choices that could end up with hurting her friends and others. sure, they do get the choice to argue or say something would be better ; but the burden of the consequences will always all to her shoulders in her head. she feels like so much of the pain and trauma they face is her fault. which is a major forming to her ptsd, which comes in the form of avid nightmares, semi frequent flashbacks and just the hypervigilance constantly. she rarely if ever feels not on guard, only with the girls & select s/o’s does she have the ability to relax at all.
she’s always had a dash of self worth issues, trouble accepting that she is important and loved. which stims from her depression that remained undiagnosed for the longest time, (not due to over-sight from vanessa & mike, due to her not sharing what was up & pretending to be okay as she could.) with time she does work on managing her depression & anxiety, though there’s only so much that can be done for that.
she truly believes most of the time, that she isn’t wanted and is just a burden to people. the only people that can severely get through this are the winx (stella mainly) & audrey/alex(verse dependent *) and even then, it’s almost easier to her brain to think, being alone is the best option because she can’t hurt anyone.
sky and her is probably the most bad for her mental health, until they both change & she finally accepts the fact, he can never put her first and if their gonna be together, she has to be okay with that. she knows she has her own issues and almost never fully blames him for her own head being a dick, it's something she needs to work on. though ultimately , it’s the /never feeling like she actually matters to him (though she knows she does, but actions speak louder then words.) and that she will never be important enough, even in a similar fashion to his duties with eraklyon.
ultimately, hug her please!
before i forget, rules have been updated! thank you.
Why does tragedy exist? Because you are full of rage.Why are you full of rage? Because you are full of grief.
Anne Carson, Grief Lessons: Four Plays by Euripides (via heresay)
dynamics call ; like if you wanna plot out a platonic/familial/romantic .
Abbey Cowen- Fate: the Winx saga
@solhcir liked for a starter !
‘‘ --you know, we should have a sleepover, stells.’‘ bloom paused, taking her hand in her own.’‘just me and you, we can take a break from everything going on, yeah?’‘
comic bloom is not canon or accepted here.
WE DO THIS SO OTHERS DON’T HAVE TO . so they can sleep at night.
indie bloom of winx club ; heavily divergent. as loved by riley.
LIKE FOR A STARTER ; specify verse if wanted and muse if you’re a multi .
an independent bloom blossom of winx ; a study into a girl who really needs a nap, the soul of a leader, the pressures of having to save the world constantly when you’re just a kid yourself, a constant ache in your bones, the fiery one. - as loved by riley.
slides. discord on request.
* 𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐒 𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 .
SUCKER .
‘ we go together better than birds of a feather , you and me . ’
‘ i’m feelin’ heat in december when you’re around me . ’
‘ i follow you throw the dark . ’
‘ i can’t get enough . ’
‘ i’m a sucker for you . ’
‘ you say the word and i’ll go anywhere blindly . ’
‘ i know you and you know everything about me . ’
‘ you’re making the typical me break my typical rules . ’
COOL .
‘ dammit , i’m feeling so cool . ’
‘ i’m feeling high like a late night summer of last year . ’
‘ standing there with a red dress on ya , a killer queen . ’
‘ is it me or am i just having a good year ? ’
‘ lately i’ve been feelin’ so cool . ’
‘ now that we’ve made it , how complicated was last year ? ’
‘ when i grow up , i wanna be just like me . ’
ONLY HUMAN .
‘ i don’t want this night to end . ’
‘ it’s closing time , so leave with me again . ’
‘ let’s find a place where happiness begins . ’
‘ hurts when i’m leaving you . ’
‘ it’s only human , you know that it’s real . ’
‘ why would you fight or try to deny the way that you feel ? ’
‘ only getting up to close the blinds . ’
‘ leaving now just don’t feel right . ’
‘ let’s do it one more time . ’
I BELIEVE .
‘ i’m here to stay through the good and the bad times . ’
‘ you send me to space . ’
‘ you’re mine . ’
‘ you show me something i can’t live without . ’
‘ when you hold me , it’s like heaven coming down . ’
‘ now that i got you close , i’m alright . ’
‘ i’m glad that you found me . ’
‘ doesn’t matter anymore now i got you here with me . ’
‘ nothing matters any longer now i got you here with me . ’
USED TO BE .
‘ you used to be the one i love . ’
‘ i’m the only one you know that’ll listen . ’
‘ lately i don’t even know you . ’
‘ oh my god . baby , if it’s what you want … ’
‘ i just wanna see you happy . ’
‘ i don’t lie even though you’re not mine . ’
‘ we had love , now it don’t matter . ’
‘ you just thought you could do better , so do better . ’
‘ so tired of chasing all your demons . ’
‘ little late if you ask me , but you know i’ll come around if you ask me . ’
EVERY SINGLE TIME .
‘ call me up and say you’re needin’ my love . ’
‘ now you’re leaving like you never even needed my love . ’
‘ so much you left between us , but you don’t ever think about us . ’
‘ why do i want you even though you make it hard and i don’t want to ? ’
‘ now i’m out here catching feelings like i want you , but all you ever do is look away . ’
‘ every single time i keep on coming back to you . ’
‘ you’re always on my mind , doesn’t matter what i do . ’
‘ if loving you’s a crime then i won’t keep my love locked down for you . ’
‘ there’s too much water under this bridge to go down like this . ’
‘ i never thought that we’d come this far to fuck it all up and end like this . ’
DON’T THROW IT AWAY .
‘ see if it helps , give it a week . ’
‘ i bet no one gets you like me . ’
‘ i know you think you’re better off without me now . ’
‘ we can work this out . ’
‘ don’t throw it away this time , just take a little time to think . ’
‘ don’t throw it away , it’s fine . ’
‘ it’s fine , just don’t forget to think of me . ’
‘ just don’t forget to think of me . ’
‘ your mind is messin’ with your head again . ’
‘ instead of walking away we should give it a break till we love the same . ’
‘ don’t save the words till it’s too late . ’
‘ i know it hurts and that’s okay . ’
‘ if it’s too much to open up then give it time . ’
‘ let’s sleep on it tonight . ’
LOVE HER .
‘ drive me crazy , make me mental , no other buttons you can push . ’
‘ one second you’re miss sentimental then you’re afraid you’ve said too much . ’
‘ opposites attract and we’re living proof of this , but i keep on coming back . ’
‘ no matter the fight i know you’re always right . ’
‘ they say love can hurt , but seeing you smile can get me every time . ’
‘ i put my selfish ways in boxes and shipped ‘em back to where they came . ’
‘ we will never let it get close to being toxic . ’
‘ i promise i’ll never walk away . ’
‘ gotta learn to let the small things go and know it’s always far from perfect . ’
‘ i know that we can get emotional , but the hardest parts are always worth it . ’
HAPPY WHEN I’M SAD .
‘ crying over old loves even though they’re over . ’
‘ they think i’m happy . ’
‘ they think i’m happy when i’m sad . ’
‘ can’t look how we made it . ’
‘ looking like i’ll never be lonely again . ’
‘ i see me in the mirror , nothing ever changes . ’
‘ never gonna stop , never gonna calm down . ’
‘ i put on a smile , don’t need a face lift . why can’t i when everybody fakes it ? ’
‘ they think i’m happy like they know exactly how i feel . ’
TRUST .
‘ i don’t trust myself when i’m around you . ’
‘ lately , i don’t think i even know me . ’
‘ every time you come around , i’m like the old me . ’
‘ take me back to when you were my only . ’
‘ we were thicker than thieves , like a pod , two peas . ’
‘ all at once , it’s like i’m being someone else . ’
‘ you’re all i want but i know you’re bad for my health . ’
‘ i know that i’m better off without you but i know that i could never live without you . ’
‘ thinking about my lips upon your mouth got me weak . ’
STRANGERS .
‘ i came here looking for another excuse . ’
‘ every step back pulls me right back to you . ’
‘ what we feel started way before we ever touched . ’
‘ you found me right before i’d given up . ’
‘ it’s no surprise we ain’t strangers . ’
‘ must be from a different life . ’
‘ you got a heart that i know i can miss . ’
‘ hold me like that and pull me right back again . ’
HESITATE .
‘ i’ll kiss the tears right off your face . ’
‘ i won’t get scared . that’s the old me . ’
‘ time only heals if we work through it now . ’
‘ i promise we’ll figure this out . ’
‘ i will take your pain and put it on my heart . ’
‘ i won’t hesitate , just tell me where to start . ’
‘ you saved me once and now i’ll save you too . ’
‘ i won’t hesitate for you . ’
‘ don’t you ever say goodbye . ’
‘ if i could only read your mind then i could map out all the ways to make it right . ’
‘ pull me close and i’ll hold you tight . ’
‘ don’t be scared ‘cause i’m on your side . ’
‘ know there’s nothing i wouldn’t do for you . ’
ROLLERCOASTER .
‘ we weren’t just a phase . ’
‘ we weren’t just pretend . ’
‘ i remember low lows and high highs . ’
‘ it was fun when we were young and now we’re older . ’
‘ we were up and down and barely made it over , but i’d go back and ride that rollercoaster . ’
‘ those days that are the worst , they seem to glow now . ’
‘ faith led me to the clouds . ’
‘ now everything has changed , we found better days . ’
COMEBACK .
‘ come back to me , i’ll come back to you . ’
‘ you know the place that i go running to . ’
‘ i get scared when you’re scared , but what else can i do ? ’
‘ wherever you are right now , know somehow i’ll be on the way like a bat out of hell . ’
‘ if you stay then i won’t let you down . ’
‘ if you’re lost on the way then i’m lost too . ’
“ i’d follow you to the bitter end; as i always have. ”
clearing my inbox || status || accepting.
‘‘we’ll go down fighting together, like we always have. together we can do anything stells, i don’t think anything can not make me believe that.’’ she spoke with a small smile, gripping onto her hand.’’ --- we got this.’’ she ignores the urge to add she hopes. but it would be a honor to meet her end along stella’s side.
OPEN : whoever!
bloom doesn’t know the last time she slept, she doesn’t know the last time she actually ate. the thought just makes her want to curl up into a ball and not move for hours. she has too much work -- how can just a girl figure out how to save everyone? if bloom could she’d sacrifice herself ten times over for everyone to just live. a hand rakes through her hair lightly, eyes turning to whoever came in.’’ -- oh, i’m good. do you need anything?’’
repost and list 5 songs that inspire you to write your muse:
warrior / beth crowley
soldier / fleurie
nvm / faith marie
icarus / bastile
interlude: i’m not angry anymore / paramore
& list 5 quotes that inspire you to write your muse:
❝ if i wanted too, i could destroy everything. but i’m a good girl. ❞ — unknown
❝ i cannot make my anger beautiful and i cannot make my pain sweet. ❞ — unknown
❝ “He's She’s more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his her’s and mine are the same.”. ❞ — emily bronte
❝ i used to wonder if i deserve a break, a moment to breath under the weight of the universe. but then i realized, i’d rather suffer a thousand deaths' then let someone else go through what i do.” ❞ — unknown
❝ to carry the weight of the world on one’s shoulders. ❞ — atlas
TAGGED BY: stolen from @solhcir
TAGGING: you
“you’re my family.”
clearing my inbox || status || accepting.
a small smile is present on her face, gently hugging onto the girl's side.’’you’re my family too and i’m always grateful for you.’’ bloom spoke genuinely.