My Life Upside Down

Confessions of an analog guy in digital world - personal diary/blog of my relationship with a sex worker

[lostinasexshop]

Fuck , i think of her way too much

[lostinasexshop]

That was like two months ago , i haven’t stopped thinking of her

[lostinasexshop]

2 years later . . .

[lostinasexshop]

Fuck , i think of her way too much

[lostinasexshop]

That was like two months ago , i haven’t stopped thinking of her

[lostinasexshop]

Fuck , i think of her way too much

[lostinasexshop]

Turns out , it is like the movies

The second its over

All you can remember is the stuff that made you fall in love

Blazing through your mind .

I d never felt this way before

Where you love the bad things about someone

As much as the good ,

Maybe even a little more .

Love isnt a strong enough word

And sometime it scares me

To love someone so completely and not have them love you back

[lostinasexshop]

That first month was perfect

We ve been to hell and back

We ve done the hard work

And we were close

We were living the dream

Couldnt keep the hands off each other

Couldnt keep anything off each other

That first month when we met was

It was intimate . Real

It just brought us closer , made us one

But then over the next few weeks

Something happened

I couldnt tell the exact moment

Things went wrong between us

But wrong they have gone

It didnt just go south

Its over . And i want to know why

[lostinasexshop]

I havent wrote anything for a while , cause there s nothing to write about . Only thing left is the epilogue

[gaysuggestions]

netflix and…rest your head on my thigh while I run my fingers through your hair continuously

[right-here-deactivated20240923]

Honestly, i want a real thing with someone

[fate]

[psixasthenia-deactivated2023072]

you

[overthink]

Shoval Faibish

[overthink]

Martin Kruck

[awo]

idk man i just don’t wanna fucking do this anymore

[kittyb4e]

[nitrogen]

By Stephen Medeiros

[kittyb4e]

[certasluas]

[charlotteagerillustration]

i can’t get angry at you, so i just get angry at me