Everything's set~ just the most important thing for this bath is still missing... @lostinlush
Happy Valentine's Day, babydoll! ❤️🕶️
*runs up the stairs* i'm on my way!
cherry valley forever
KIROKAZE

Jar Jar Binks Fan Club

blake kathryn
ojovivo
Mike Driver
No title available

Love Begins

shark vs the universe
untitled
Cookie Run:Kingdom Official!
hello vonnie

tannertan36
Aqua Utopia|海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
occasionally subtle
No title available
h

gracie abrams

No title available
Show & Tell
seen from United States

seen from Kazakhstan
seen from Brazil

seen from Singapore

seen from United States
seen from Canada

seen from United States

seen from Indonesia
seen from Mexico

seen from Vietnam

seen from Vietnam
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Austria

seen from Bangladesh

seen from Germany

seen from United Arab Emirates
seen from United States
seen from Norway
@lostinlush
Everything's set~ just the most important thing for this bath is still missing... @lostinlush
Happy Valentine's Day, babydoll! ❤️🕶️
*runs up the stairs* i'm on my way!
Got everything for the new Year's Eve party! But the most I am looking forward to, is to celebrate the arrival of a new year the RIGHT way with you, babydoll ~ 🕶️
You always know how to celebrate the new year the right way, Twitch! *she hugs you tightly* happy new year, my lovely zombeer ❤
The new picture of Billie boy got me thinking - let's dye my feathers, honey! It will surely align with the rest of my wardrobe~
that's a really cool idea! we'll definitely do that! i'll think of some nice colors *she smiles and rubs her hands*
@lostinlush just because~
@lostinlush
@lostinlush oh OH wanna have breakfast maybe?
ooh that looks so yummy! i'm making this tomorrow!
@lostinlush
* stands in front of your house with a boom box, which blasts "Baby come back" at max volume * ...I am aware that I also live here, BUT I need to make this statement!
*she opens the window and sticks her sleepy face out* what on earth is going on here?! *she looks down and a sleepy smile appears on her face* Twitch! Get your foolish beautiful ass back inside! *she rests her chin on her hand and blows him a kiss* it's cold in bed and you're waking up Rosie May..
*he drops the music as the window opens to his surprise making it shut up* oh shit! ... Ah anyway. *He sighs and then waves at her with both arms up and a wide smile on his face* hey babydoll!~ will do in a minute just trying to be romantic here first. *He catches the kiss and returns a goofy smile* I... Oh right I didn't think about that...
*she laughs and waves back at him* hello my zombeer..how romantic you are! *she giggles and moves her finger* where's your brain at, my love, come quick!
* one window flings open * for everything is holy - Dad! I wanna sleep up here! - * another window opens * oh oh! You sleep all the time, Alex, don't be such a crybaby~ You go uncle Twitch! Mom will surely love this action! - * the blonde young pouts * Carol! Not everyone is a creature of the night! - nOt EvEryOne iS a CrEaTurE oF tHe NigHt *mimics him in a mocking tone* - stoooop! I hate when you do that!
*she looks to the side and gives the kids a serious look* and you two..go back to sleep! Carol don't tease your brother like that! *she laughs at the whole scene and closes the window again*
* stands in front of your house with a boom box, which blasts "Baby come back" at max volume * ...I am aware that I also live here, BUT I need to make this statement!
*she opens the window and sticks her sleepy face out* what on earth is going on here?! *she looks down and a sleepy smile appears on her face* Twitch! Get your foolish beautiful ass back inside! *she rests her chin on her hand and blows him a kiss* it's cold in bed and you're waking up Rosie May..
Before we knew it, it was June and the weather was beautiful warm and sunny. We had decided to do the wedding in our garden and the entire place was decorated so beautifully, there were tables out in the garden for all the food, there was a bar, cause us lushotologists sure need a lot of booze always, the pool was filled with red roses and little floating candles and part of the garden was transformed into a dancefloor. I was so nervous, not because of the thought of getting married to Twitch, but the thought of not deserving him. As Lauren was doing my hair and make up in our bedroom, i was nervously playing with my fingers, biting my lips while staring into the mirror. Was i really good enough? Did i really deserve all this? My mind was racing, Lauren noticed my nerves, but i couldn't tell her what was on my mind. She tried to comfort me by telling me how gorgeous i looked, especially with the beautiful dress and she giggled cause she already knew what Twitch his suit looked like and she assured me that we'd match so perfectly and that Twitch looked very handsome. Wilhelm walked into the bedroom just as Lauren was finishing my make up, she gave me a kiss on the cheek and left, leaving me and Wilhelm alone. Wilhelm smiled at me as he rested his hands on my shoulders, telling me how lucky his brother was. He knew me well enough by now to notice my nerves and he knew why i was nervous without me having to explain. What Wilhelm didn't know, is that i found out i was pregnant just yesterday, i didn't want to tell Twitch yet, not until after the wedding, i wanted it to be a surprise for the morning after the wedding. Wilhelm reassured me that i deserved all that was given to me, that i was more than good enough for Twitch and that he knew that me and Twitch were made for eachother. We looked at eachtoher in silence for a minute, both smiling with a feeling of nostalgia and affection, no words were needed, it was good, we were happy with our loves, the only thing left of feelings between us was a deep love of friendship and parentship. It was time to head to the garden where all our guests were waiting, our kids and most important, my husband to be. Wilhelm guided me downstairs where Michael waited for me, to walk me down the isle. Lauren was right, Twitch looked very very handsome. All i could do was smile with tears in my eyes as i walked down the isle, there he was, dressed up for our wedding, his blonde curls illuminated by the sunlight, his green eyes sparking with happiness and pride as he looked at me like a teenager in love. And that's how i felt aswell as soon as i stood beside him and held his hand, like a teenager in love.
The months leading up to the wedding were exciting and hard at the same time. Exciting cause the planning was like one big pre party, it was so good to see Twitch being so happy and he came up with the most amazing ideas for the wedding and i was so much looking forward to celebrate our love through marriage. Hard cause i still was struggling with my feelings towards myself, i still felt like i didn't deserve him, i still hated myself for all the pain i caused him. Every time i looked at Twitch as he was feeding Alex or helping him with his first steps, my heart melted and hurted at the same time. Or when he looked at me with those beautiful bright green eyes, a look that showed how he felt like he had won the gold medallion in the Olympics, that gold medallion being me. I felt hurt, cause i couldn't get the thought out of my head that i wasn't a good enough angel for him, a good enough girlfriend. He was so genuinly good, his heart and soul were just one big ball of love and he did all he could to keep our love burning. The thing is, he didn't even need to do his best to keep our love burning, cause our love was so strong and so much on fire, nothing in this world could even slightly cool the love between us down. I on the other hand wanted to make sure i showed Twitch even more love than ever, i wanted to be sure he knew how intense my love for him was, how he really was the love of my life. I showered him with all my love as much as i could, to make up for the pain i put him through and it was just so easy for me to shower him with that much love, cause i really stilll loved him just as much as i did when we first met, i loved him even more than ever. I also wanted to be a good example for Alex, he was a born angel, as his mother i had to guide Alex in his life of being an angel. Twitch told me that his physical angelic parts would really start to show in his teens, just as Carol would face her physical demonic side during her teens. So we still had some time until then, but until that happened, i wanted to be the best angel mother for him and Carol, the best mother Mary they could have, help them with the feelings it brought as they grew as kids, cause the feelings and basically mental part of their angelic and demonic side was already inside them since birth. I didn't want it to just be Twitch and Wilhelm to be teaching our kids their non human side, i wanted to do that aswell. So i really had to start working hard to learn to be the perfect angel. And after a while i think i managed it better than in my first year of being an angel, with the help of Twitch ofcourse. I learned to control my strong feelings aswell, Twitch told me our intens emotions and feelings couldn't be diminished, but he told me that i could at least try and deal with them the right way. He was a good and patient teacher for that, he himself learned it the hard way and we both laughed at the fact that he could have taught me these things much sooner. But to be fair, too much was always going on that we didn't have enough peace in our life to properly focus on it, but now we did have enough peace.
Me and Lauren found the absolute perfect vintage dress for me for the wedding, Twitch had begged me to find a nice vintage dress and i was happy he wanted that, cause the big white dresses that would make me look like a big cake weren't my thing. During that certain shopping day, Lauren admitted to me that she had a crush on Wilhelm, she hadn't seen him in so long and seeing this new side of him, him being a father, being gentle and kind, made her see him in a whole new way. She was worried to tell me, cause she knew i wasn't over him yet, but i comforted her and gave her my blessing to try and find out if Wilhelm was interested in her aswell, after all, i didn't own him. Was i finally becoming a good angel? maybe i was, but i knew for sure, that if Wilhelm had to be with someone, she would be perfect, i liked her, she was sweet and modest and so pretty and on top of that, she loved the kids!
As expected Wilhelm and Lauren fell for eachother quickly and the nice thing is, i didn't feel pain seeing them together. I was genuinly happy for Wilhelm, all this time it broke my heart that he had no one, apart from his brother's girlfriend that would never be his. The love between me and him only ever brought pain and it felt like a big relief that slowly our love changed into some kind of love that you feel for a friend, for the father of your daughter when you're not an actual couple. It was so calming, not just for me, but for Twitch and Wihelm aswell. Lauren spent more and more time at our home and it didn't take long before she moved in with us. It was actually so nice to have a girl my age in the house aswell, so i could have girl talk whenever i needed it, me and Lauren could talk about anything. But it was also so good to see Wilhelm being happy with her, i could see him being more calm and content, seeing this glince in his eyes when he looked at her, i recognised that glince, as it was the same thing that showed in Twitch his eyes when he looked at me. Meanwhile the kids grew so fast in the next months, they started learning their first words and i'm proud to say that Carol's first word was "mama", it melted my heart. She was so pretty, such dark hair and dark green eyes like her father, competitive with her brother by wanting to be the first with everything, growing teeth so fast that i had to stop breast feeding sooner than planned. Alex on the other hand was so much like Twitch, the brightest eyes, sleepy, calm, cuddly and the cutest blonde little curls. Both Twitch and Wilhelm told me that both Carol and Alex looked like me aswell, but i could only see the resembles of the fathers in them.
Several weeks passed by and i spent those weeks convincing Twitch that he was the love of my life, that i wanted to fight for him, for our love and everything we had together. It was pretty hard to make him see what i felt for him, he made it really hard for me, i had to crawl through the dust. But i don't blame him though, i deserved it and i'm glad he made it difficult for me, i would have been the same, i tried to live with myself, for the fact that i had been a terrible selfish angel. I needed him to show me how much i messed things up, how much i failed him. But i couldn't learn to forgive myself if Twitch didn't have faith in me. But after a while his faith in my love grew again and one evening he proposed to me again and ofcourse this time i said "yes" right away, no matter what i still felt for Wilhelm, i knew for sure that i only ever wanted to be Twitch his wife and that he truly was the love of my life, my world. The only thing that made me sad, was that i had no one left in my life that i could share it with, like a sister or my mother or a best friend, since i had lost my parents when i was young and my best friend now aswell. I told Twitch about my sadness that i didn't have anyone to do the girly things with for the wedding, like getting a wedding dress and find a nice cake. Twitch said he could introduce me to an old girl friend of the band, Lauren, he believed i would get a long with her. So we invited her to our house not long after that and i have to say, i fell in love with her from the moment i saw her, not in a love-way, but a friend-way ofcourse, she was so lovely, kind and not pretentious in front of Wilhelm and Twitch, just a really genuinly warm sweet person and she seemed excited to meet me and the babies and even better, she was excited to help me with the girly stuff for the wedding!
I didn't wait too long, i had to sort things out quick, i didn't want one more day of this mess. I realized how selfish i had been, it was time to become a good angel. It was gonna be hard, but it was the only way to make things right, to make things normal. So i went to Wilhelm's room the very next morning to apologize to him aswell for my actions from the previous night and to tell him that i wanted to stop any intimacy we had. If we kept being intimate, we would never get over eachother, we had to find a way to just be parents of Carol and good friends. Cause i didn't want to lose Twitch and i sure didn't want to be a homewrecker and put two brothers against eachother, they had no other family left and they needed eachother and loved eachother. You might wonder why Wilhelm could be so cold about sleeping with his brother's girl, but it's probably hard to even try and begin to understand what demons are like. Me on the other hand, i had no excuse, my only excuse was that i had a weakness for Wilhelm that i couldn't explain, him and Twitch looked so much alike, but their characters were very different from eachother and maybe it was exactly that, that made me fall for both of them. I can't even understand it myself, but i guess my strong emotions that came with being an angel made it hard to ignore my feelings for Wilhelm and i still hadn't learned how to deal with these strong feelings. But i had to learn it now, before it was too late and i'd lose everything i had. Anyway, Wilhelm took the news fine, it would be hard for him too, but just like me, he didn't want this thing to end up in disaster. It was best if Wilhelm would date people, until he found the right partner, or even if he didn't, as long as we didn't focus our love and lust on eachother. I kissed him "goodbye" and we promised eachother to love one another for the right reasons, friends and parents to our daughter. I felt a relief after our talk and i hoped i would be strong enough, i was gonna give it my all, i wanted to give Twitch my all aswell as the children.