lostinreality

somewhere in space 

[saying]

[ilovmusic]

[wvstedpotential-deactivated2024]

[expressions-of-nature]

[ghostcafe]

[thatlove]

[urbnite]

[destroymylife]

[neckkiss]

“IF NOT US, WHO? IF NOT NOW, WHEN?”

[shisasan]

Ghost in the Shell (1995)

[neckkiss]

Freaks and Geeks (1999-2000)

[neckkiss]

Heartbroken

[sci-universe]

[sci-universe]

[driflloon]

moschino ss03

[lostinthisreality]

just some thoughts of mine

feelings...

they are something quite extraordinary, one moment you feel like you’re on top of the world and next, your depression hits you back once again. I wonder... did I really get better or was I just distracted this whole time, I don't know to be honest. My head feels like a maze most of the time, like I can't escape the terrifying creatures that my mind created, the monsters that haunt me when im awake. Every time I wake up, I wish I could just sleep forever and ever just so that I wouldn't have to fight with my anxiety and overthinking all the time, it drains me out more than anything, it is my biggest struggle in my life. I could say im lost, and there is only one person in the world, the universe, who could save me from myself

[lostinthisreality]

please understand that im trying my hardest, my head’s a mess but im trying regardless