Death Before Decaf

My eating disorder journey and my major depressive thoughts accentuated onto an online page instead of a journal i do not promote eating disorders // I suffer from one and this is my form of therapeutic writing and my thoughts that people outside wouldn’t understand

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Sometimes I watch the snow it’s quiet and beautiful. Everything goes into still-motion. Time seems to stop. Things become a little bit more clear. Everything just looks so beautiful.

And then I cry. Because my mind is a horrible place to be.

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Wash your face. Brush your teeth and hair. Drink some water. Baby steps, darling, you can do this.

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Brain: You’re a horrible, worthless, garbage person, and your life is going nowhere but to hell.

Me: I don’t know what the fuck you expect me to do about that at 11PM, my dude.

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“I think too much. I think ahead. I think behind. I think sideways. I think it all. If it exists, I’ve fucking thought of it.”

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Can’t wait to finish the front over the next few weeks xoxoxo livin n breathing art & transparency n yoga hahaha

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