heaven is 6 feet underground

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[szaszkehoff-deactivated20221115]

I’m so sick of myself I wish somebody just beat the shit out of me til I’m unconscious

[louddistortedscreaming]

Just realized I might be radicalizing my therapist 🤔

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

[louddistortedscreaming]

Anyway I'm gonna keep listening to this book in the hopes that some of it sticks lol

[louddistortedscreaming]

I want to [not writing down my urges because I think they'd be against TOS if I wrote them down in detail]

[louddistortedscreaming]

Listening to an audiobook of The Body Keeps the Score and man I just wanna kill myself lol

[louddistortedscreaming]

Did y'all not reformate your thinking based on the idea that alcohol was a poison at a young age? Did y'all not do that?

[louddistortedscreaming]

My brain is scrambled eggs

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

[adhighdefinition]

somebody: so what do u like to do for fun? :)

me, very used to being mocked for my interests: ha ha, i dunno, i don’t do anything. Ever

[heavensghost]

[rottenn-angel]

arguments with myself

[louddistortedscreaming]

How I'd wake up the morning after my abusers funeral

[louddistortedscreaming]

Me rn if today I had confirmed the identity of my abusers corpse for investigators

[louddistortedscreaming]

How I would sleep if my abuser was dead

[louddistortedscreaming]

I have got to learn how to cope more quietly

[lovetragic]