Empty Space

[louis603]

Just woke up. I feel weird. And alone. And angry. Had a really weird dream. Might have been a nightmare.

[louis603]

after the conversation with her 04/20/23

I feel like I'm pushing people away at this point to force myself to be alone. To make it my choice. Deep down knowing that if it wasn't my choice I would not accept wanting to be alone. I feel myself falling into this hole again from how I felt years ago when I was so active on this. I don't know what I want. Do I want to make this hole my home or fill it up? I think I need time to know how I fully feel. Feels like that time will never come to pass at this point though.

[louis603]

Lately it’s been feeling like it would be so much easier to just die. The crushing weight of everything feels like it’s almost enough to suffocate me. I just want to drift off one random night and peacefully go. Not knowing when it’s going to happen.

[louis603]

I just want to die. It would be so much easier.

[louis603]

Fences - From Roses

eh

Currently wrestling with the fact of "why am I not enough?".

[koboyan]

[toon4mi]

Visit Original Link

5 Centimeters Per Second OST | End Theme 

[louis603]

I’m having a really hard time. I don’t see the point in anything anymore.

[sandman-kk]

Shibuya, Tokyo. March 2022. 13213

(via 2022-06 - Sandman-KK)

[ambiguations]

The roof, again

[lilli9]

day to day

[tokyostreetphoto]

Empire, Ebisu 恵比寿

[sandman-kk]

Shinagawa, Tokyo. September 2021. 12478

(via 2021-10 - Sandman-KK)

[takashiyasui]

Through the lens

[vagabondedlife]

Visit Original Link

[louis603]

This has been my favorite running song as of late

[suffix-deactivated20181203]

[tokyostreetphoto]

Polygons II, Roppongi 六本木