Just woke up. I feel weird. And alone. And angry. Had a really weird dream. Might have been a nightmare.

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@louis603
Just woke up. I feel weird. And alone. And angry. Had a really weird dream. Might have been a nightmare.
after the conversation with her 04/20/23
I feel like I'm pushing people away at this point to force myself to be alone. To make it my choice. Deep down knowing that if it wasn't my choice I would not accept wanting to be alone. I feel myself falling into this hole again from how I felt years ago when I was so active on this. I don't know what I want. Do I want to make this hole my home or fill it up? I think I need time to know how I fully feel. Feels like that time will never come to pass at this point though.
Lately it’s been feeling like it would be so much easier to just die. The crushing weight of everything feels like it’s almost enough to suffocate me. I just want to drift off one random night and peacefully go. Not knowing when it’s going to happen.
I just want to die. It would be so much easier.
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I’m having a really hard time. I don’t see the point in anything anymore.
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