delirium

Louise Shaw 26. sister. girlfriend. mother-to-be am I too broken?

[louiseshaws]

trevor--hayes​:

“That I am. It’s one of the many reasons why you love me.” Trevor chuckled lightly, holding her close to him even after she tugged the blanket up around them. Taking a moment, he listened to the quietness. “That it is.” He spoke softly. “No idea but I’m enjoying this time with you. I’m lucky that you came into my life.”

Louise smiled, shaking her head at him in amusement. “If you say so.” She teased gently, curling up to him. She was tired but she was also very content. Looking back up at him, she shook her head. “No.. really. I’m the lucky one.”

[louiseshaws]

claraxshxw​:

“I’d love to,” she replied with a sigh of relief. At least then she could figure out where she was and how to get home easier without asking her sister. “So much better than waiting for an ass who decided not to show up.”

Louise smiled, nodding. She didn’t think too much of it honestly, Clara didn’t seem too off to her right now. “Exactly! Forget them, they’re clearly mental.” She chuckled. “Now you get to hang out with your favourite sister.” Louise joked.

[louiseshaws]

trevor--hayes​:

Trevor kissed her head lightly, with a smile on his lips as his arms went around her. “Oh, we most certainly can do that.” He picked her up gently and moved over to the couch. Setting her down before he sat down, his arms going around her again after he put the blanket around them.

Louise giggled when he picked her up, wrapping her arms round him as he took her to the couch. “You’re silly.” She chuckled, tugging the blanket up and snuggling into him. “Listen... it’s quiet.” Louise joked. “Wonder how long we’ll get this time.”

[louiseshaws]

claraxshxw​:

“Uh…yeah…” Clara lied, figuring that was a better way to explain this than having just blacked out for no sane reason, “But they never showed so I’m guessing I got stood up.”

Louise looked back at her sister for a moment and scrunched her nose. “Guess they’re an idiot then.” She smiled slightly. “Wanna come with me then?”

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[louiseshaws]

claraxshxw​:

Clara kind of jumped when she heard her name, breathing a slight sigh of relief when she saw it was Louise. “Lou, what are you doing out here?” she asked, trying not to appear frazzled by the fact she had no idea where she was.

“Just doing a... quick run to the shop for some late night snacks...” She said, meaning the 24 hour supermarket nearby that she knew stocked the stuff she liked. “What about you? Are you meeting someone?”

[afterglowinspo]

[ssweeneys]

Halston Sage in You Get Me (2017―)

[poems-and-word]

“I will love you the exact way I always wanted to be loved.” -

Carrie Rudzinski, Open Letter To The Last Person I Will Ever Love

[trevor--hayes]

@louiseshaws​

“Is he finally asleep?” Trevor questioned, looking over at her for a moment. “If not I can tag in and you can get some much needed rest.” 

[louiseshaws]

Louise smiled. She was tired but happy as she nodded, moving over and wrapping her arms round him. “Uh huh... finally.” She chuckled, closing her eyes as she leaned against him. “Can we just curl up on the couch for a bit under that big fluffy blanket before he wakes up again?” She chuckled softly.

[insporp]

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[louiseshaws]

@trevor--hayes

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@secretsummerstarters​

“Yeah, I can’t talk right now,” Clara said as she looked around. “Can I call you back…? Great, thanks.” Hanging up the phone, Clara looked around as she realized that she must have blacked out again and had no idea where she was. Internally she was freaking out but she tried to look somewhat calm as she started to walk the dark streets again, trying to figure out where she was and how to get home.

[louiseshaws]

“Clara?” Louise frowned a little when it seemed like she wasn’t noticed but then she realised she’d been on the phone so she nodded lightly to herself, moving over as quick as she could. Luckily she wasn’t far off. God, she hoped this baby came soon. “Hey! Earth to Clara!” She said again as she got closer, tilting her head a little as she looked at her sister.

[afterglowinspo]

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[trevor--hayes]

“He’s a cutie.” Trevor smiled while petting the dog. “Yeah, totally thinking about adopting him now.” //@secretsummerstarters

[louiseshaws]

“Well, that would definitely be a full house.”

[brightmalcolm]

- The Glass Essay, Anne Carson

[louiseshaws]

trevor--hayes​:

“Should we make a pros and cons list? Might help.” Trevor wanted to help as much as possible. He didn’t like seeing her down. Holding her closer, he wanted to protect her from everything bad in this life. “She actually wants to have dinner with all of us.”

Louise smiled, leaning into him with a little shrug. “Maybe tomorrow.” She said, feeling better with him there and wanting to forget it for a bit. “Really? She does?”

[pixiedustings]