Just posting this here so I never lose it and BECAUSE I AM NEVER GOING TO GET OVER HOW GREAT MEETING MY QUEER IDOL KATE BOX WHO PLAYS MY HERO LOU KELLY WAS. She recognised me knew my name because shes always known of my louxkate instagram account and remembered it when i met her anyway when i walked to ask her a question i was all the way in the back and she still said "thats a long way from where you were sitting jas" and she messaged my louxkate account 2 days after the con thanking me for my poem about her characters representions and was the kindest human ever to me saying shes sure she'll see me around. I asked her to write "lou loves jas" bc the actor of Mullet said mullet and lou loves me back and i was desperate to get that from Kate as Kates the closest thing to me being told a fictional character loves me too but when i gave her the second autograph i didnt say any suggestions on what to write and the fact that she wrote "You're so special, jas, biggest love" means the whole world to me because of how bad i feel like i looked in the photos and even though i looked that cringe kate knows how much i adore her and she still wrote on her own "You're so special" which just meant the whole world to me. Im so insecure and so cringe when i met Kate but she was just the most kind person ever back to me and so encouraging and just fucking better then i could have ever hoped. My idol is the best bye.
The video in this post: This is probably always going to be my favourite edit ive made because its my fictional hero lou kelly and me meeting my queer idol kate box. ❤️❤️