also i made an edit today 😭 havent done it in a year but it’s literally so fun????
AAAA I MISS YOU TOOOOO, my cousin forced me to exercise with her since ive been stuck in the house for like 3 weeks and the back of my leg is so sore ☹️
I KNOW RIGHT?? EDITING IS SO MUCH FUN, ALSO OH MY GOD YOURE WATHCING MODERN FAMILY?2?? WHAT EP R U IN?
5. keaton henson - you don’t know how lucky you are
6. wunderhorse - teal
7. horse jumper of love - orange peeler
8. the cure - just like heaven
9. beabadoobee - care
10. skirts - always
tags (only if you wanna!): @junn-dot-o @sootapologist @yael-things @halftheway @phoibos-querella @qwilbur @badgamegraphics and anybody else who wants to <3
Alright let's see this train wreck from 1781 songs-
Happy Ever After by LDShadowlady and Pokopom
Make Some Noise from Sofia the First
I Just Can't Wait to Be King by Taylor Davis
Shiny from Moana
Dynasty by MIIA
Not Giving You Up - Acoustic by Big Time Rush
Can't Give Up by Ali Gatie
A Thousand Years by Christina Perri
Glad You Came by The Wanted
Natural by Imagine Dragons
I'm always surprised that Set It Off never comes up with these tag games... I have like. SO MANY of their songs on this playlist and listen to them constantly lol
Tagging: @tacochippy @surohsopsisofclouds @glowsticks-are-valid @hihopelessromantics @lolpuppy @emo-sunshine42 @airiervessel @corrosive-cyanide @captain-krow-drozdov @theforsakenprince (all tags are no pressure, and if I didn't tag you but you wanna join in, go right ahead! 💜)
Thanks for the tag!! Don’t use Spotify so had to improvise but
1. Persephone - Tamino
2. Earth - Sleeping At Last
3. This Is Home - Cavetown
4. Let It Out - The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals Cast
5. Pump Shanty - The Mechanisms
6. The Horse and the Infant - Jorge Rivera-Herrans, Luke Holt & EPIC Ensamble
7. Medusa - Kailee Morgue
8. Don’t Throw out My Legos - AJR
9. Rise of he Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Main Title - Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (I. Can’t believe this is in here this is so embarrassing)
10. Woodland - The Paper Kites
(Exposing my interest in musicals Rip)
Tagging (if you want): @i-dont-even-noa @bird-lurker @dontcallmecanada @thevoidisscreamingbackatyou @aroaceeliasbouchard @supersleepyslowpoke @zoya-nazyalensy-supremacy @lostspaceghost @loser-swag @bucket-of-nickels (+ open tag)
OHHHHH MY STARS I LOVE EXPOSING MY PLAYLISTS TYSM :3
btw ur music taste >>>>
This is War- 30 Seconds to Mars
I/Me/Myself- Will Wood
Passing Through- Kaden MacKay
Better Than You- Camp Camp
Coffee- Jack Stauber
Warrior of the Mind- Jorge Rivera-Herrans
Gb Eating Gb While Listening To Gb- Crywank
Somewhere Only We Know-Keane
Anytime You Smile- JT Music
Therefore You and Me- si-o
can you tell i am obsessed with animation memes
no pressure tagging!! <3 @donnietellos @burritowitch @iconicore @flowers-floating-in-space @sanfezu @turtlore and anyone else whod like to do it!!!(noodle i didnt tag you bc youve been tagged before sorry /gen)
“ive never heard of boygenius” i feel like ive been STABBED
okay so phoebe bridgers?? dk if u know her but shes honestly the most popular of them. basically its an indie (??) band and i love them more than life and they make me sad
OHH, I THINK I'VE CAME ACROSS A PHOEBE BRIDGERS BEFORE BUT IM NOT SIRE, THE NAME JUST SOUNDS FAMILIAR
PLEASSSSSEEEEE CAN I GET AN ANGSTY ABBY X READER ON MY KNEES
phantom pain
misleading photos ish bc angsty abby!!!!!!!
so tbh abby speaks 0 times in this but idc. ellie and dina r the best tho! also so sorry it took so long to get to this 😭 have not been motivated at all
ALSO I PROMISE ELLIE IS IN THIS PLATONICLY BUT SHE IS ITS NOT IN THE ELLIE TAGS FOR NO REASON TY HAVE A GOOD DAY!
not proofread!!!
lyrics from ‘phantom pain / the rapture’ by leanna firestone !
you weren’t vital to my survival its just what it felt like
the door slamming shook ellie and dina out of their haze, both heads turning to see who walked in.
“dude, watch it the neig- shit. are you okay?” ellie quickly switched over as she saw the tear streaks on your face. both she and dina rushed over, pulling you to the couch.
“babe, what happened? i thought you were on a date with abby tonight?” dina treaded lightly, scared to upset you more. unfortunately, the blondes name only brought more tears to your shiny eyes. she shushed you, pulling you close to her.
“i just,” you pulled away from dina. “i think im gonna sleep this off.” your fingers wiped the salty tears from your face, finding your lap afterwards. “yea, im gonna go to bed.”
“i just,” you pulled away from dina. “i think im gonna sleep this off.” your fingers wiped the salty tears from your face, finding your lap afterwards. “yea, im gonna go to bed.”
“i just,” you pulled away from dina. “i think im gonna sleep this off.” your fingers wiped the salty tears from your face, finding your lap afterwards. “yea, im gonna go to bed.”
ellie and dina watched with concern as you slowly grabbed your bag and headed to your door.
“what. the. fuck.”
it didn’t kill me to lose you i just thought that it might and right when i think i’m finally fine
“welcome back to the land of the living, princess.” ellie smiled, teasing you as you finally ventured out your room.
you’d holed up in bed for days, only getting out for food and the bathroom. dina was close to intervening, but ellie convinced her you’d come out on your own.
you hummed in acknowledgment, eyeing her pancakes and bacon and making a b-line towards it. ellie tried to swat your hands away as you reached for her food, but you hit back. “i’ve barely had any sustenance, you want me to pass out, hit my head, and die, ellie? hm?”
ellie grunted, pulling her plate closer to her as you walked away with a piece of bacon in hand.
“babe ill make you more relax.” dina’s voice rang as you made your way to the kitchen. “hungry my love?” you nodded and she laughed, not shocked in the slightest. “go shower and i’ll have some ready for you. you reek.”
the girls made it their mission to keep you preoccupied from thinking of abby. a movie marathon, a couple pizzas and puzzles, and some reading, and they managed to get you out of the house for some fun.
happy and confident, ellie and dina led you to your favorite spot to go together.
“im gonna go grab a couple drinks, ill be back.” they both nodded with a smile and watched as you headed to the bar.
the healing is done its been enough time thats when, it sinks back in
you ordered all of your drinks, and stood waiting for them. you looked around the room, taking in all of the people and music.
an all too familiar blonde filled your vision. hyper focused on her stupid braid, and stupid arm around some stupid girl.
not even two weeks and she had found someone new?
ellie noticed you out of the corner of her just in time to watch you push out the door. “fuck...” she grabbed dina’s hand and rushed out to you but saw abby first. she nodded at you for dina to go after while she hung back. “hey, abby! what the fuck?”
dina watched you gasp for the breath outside the door. she grabbed your face in her hands, focusing you on her and her breathing.
“what about vermont?” a finger drew small doodles over your chest as your fingers ran through blonde locks.
“vermont?” abby laughed, looking up to you. “what’s in vermont?” she questioned, stopping her tracings.
“i dont know... its stupid but ive always wanted to go. my sister and i used to plan to live their when i got older.” you smiled fondly, pushing her away from her face. “its pretty, lots of trees. could live in the middle of nowhere. nevermind.” you frowned, looking away back to the movie.
“hey, no.” she turned your face back to hers, a smile on her face. “its not stupid. promise. sorry i teased.” she tickled her finger into you. “forgive me? please, oh so kind amazing lover, please forgive me!”
you laughed at her antics and gave in. “mm, fine. no more though.” she nodded, pressing a kiss to your lips and laying back down.
“so vermont it is...”
the invisible and incurable pain of
“fuck me.” you laughed, leaning into dina. “shes so horrible but god, i miss her.”
she nodded, a sad smile on her face. “i know. it’ll get better though, i promise. and y’know... karmas coming for her.” you both giggled as ‘karma’ walked out the door. “what’d you do?”
“ripped her a new one, thats what i did!” ellie showed off her newly bruised knuckles, making dina gasp and rush over while you laughed. “and whats so funny to you chuckles?”
“only you would say ‘ripped her a new one’!”
“hey, you didn’t have joel for a father.”
“... and then she pulled out a chair for me? like what? i mean, what a gentleman but like who taught you that, you know?” dina nodded, snacking on the popcorn you made. “anyways, we had dinner, which sucked by the way, and she’s like ‘wanna get out of here?’ and im just like, ‘what 2000’s movie am i in right now?”
“as much as i love your little commentary for your own story,” ellie teased, “please get this moving, i have class soon.” she checked her watch as she spoke, nudging you to continue.
“anyways. we went to this park i honestly thought she was gonna murder me, and we just like talked. like about everything and it was really cathartic. and then she kisses me! and dude it was like, amazing. best kiss ever. and she took me back to her place and...”
“oh gay people,” dina sighed. “wish someone did that to me.”
“hey!” ellie yelled, knocking her shoulder. “youre so lucky i have class.” she threatened, leaning in to kiss dina as she headed out. “love you, have fun!”
“can i be brutally honest?” you wondered aloud. dina hummed, looking to you expectantly. “i almost hoped for someone like abby. i just... i don’t necessarily miss her, just us, you know? and i wanted that back.” you let out a breath, leaning against her shoulder. “but im so happy she wasnt. she was so, so much better.”
no bc literally crushes make or break my life yk? like its so fun bc “omg new person to like” but then im like “im never gonna talk to them whats wrong with me?” or i just dont have a crush and life is soooooo boring
like idek what to do with myself anymore j dont have any daily crush updates for you and thats so sad
REAL LIKE, CRUSHES ARE FUN UNTIL YOU GET ATTACHED TOO MUCH..😞 like its fun to get crushes that lasts for weeks or even a couple of months
ALSO ITS FINE KATE, I JUST REALLY ENJOY HEARING OTHER PEOPLES LOVE LIFE
i wanna give u updates but ive got nothing OTHER THAN IVE PERFECTED MY PANCAKESSSS
AaAAAA MISSED YOU TOO, MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!
ne too☹️☹️ ITS BEEN SO BORING WITH MY LIFE RECENTLY.. you know sometimes i wish i had a crush because like, It would make everyhirmg so much interesting
cher we may have broken up two days later cause she was being mean 😓😓
basically she was very dry all of a sudden and would take hours to reply and when i asked her why she said it was cause she was not over her ex 😐😐😐
wait whay. WHAT???? im so.. shocked AND ANGRY?? IDK IF ITS OK FO BE ANGRY AT SOMEONE I DONT KNOW YET BUT THATS A SHITTY THING TO DO,,, leading you on like that is so...??????
she should've thought about that before getting with you, you'd helped her so much (from what I've heard) and you have been so patient,, you literally do not deserve any of that?? AND LIKE I GET IT THAT THEY HAVE PROBLEMS TOO BUT THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TAKEN IT OUT ON YOU.. ugh. im sorry, i know its not my place to say stuff but like☹️☹️
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