Lately I've been having this very specific fantasy.
I find a shady, underground camsite and make an account. I set everything up beforehand, making sure whatever pervert joins my steam has the ability to control my toys to their will.
I make myself really cute. I wear a mask, of course. Also a wig and heavy makeup. I go very far to hide my identity. I use press on nails, colored contacts, and fake tattoos. I even spent time perfecting my streaming set up so not an inch of my real room is visible. From the camera's point of view, everything looks different.
My door is locked. The stream is set to end after a certain amount of hours. I set the timer and then prepare myself. Sometimes I'm in full self bondage. Other times I just shove myself half way through a small wall or into a box. The only thing that's really important, after all, is my body, and how it reacts to when the stream starts.
Strangers I may or may not ever meet start playing with me for their own amusement. Sometimes it's a fucking machine pounding my ass while another one points my pussy and a third fucke my mouth. Other times I'm tied up on a vibrating chair, a vr headset filling my vision with brain melting hypnosis spirals.
I'm edged, forced to cum, and then overstimulated. Sometimes I'm forced to wait, soaking in anticipation only for someone to join, edge me, and leave. I become a regular on this shady website, never for money, simply because it makes me cum the hardest.
When the stream automatically shuts down, I'm able to free myself and clean up. I clean my toys and leave them to dry, take a shower, make myself a drink and put on my show. I look completely different. None of those perverts would recognize me. None of them know that they just made a perverted tboy cum his brains out before returning to his regular, boyish ways.
I mean, talk about a double life. I fantasize about slipping up, and an obsessed pervert finding my true identity and making it his goal to have me for real. Other times I think about somebody walking in as I whore myself out online, seeing their stereotypically male friend totally dolled up and having their way with me.
It's just such an amazing dream. Who knows. Maybe one day I'll try it out for real!
[Not Detrans content btw I love my transness and my masculinity.]