Dianne Emerald

living in a daydream, chasing sunsets 🎇🌸🐚✨

[fromhersoul]

may you attract someone who treats you like they’ve been waiting their whole life to find you

[lovedianne]

Dianne’s Daily Check-in 🌟

Date: January 6, 2026 (Tuesday)

Mood Today: Meh

Tasks I did today:

Answered hard emails I have been ignoring since December.

Finished urgent concerns early.

Wins:

Came to work early.

Removed major backlogs.

Challenges:

Had difficulty leaving the office early or on time; need to be firmer so I can get enough rest.

Wasn't able to cook any meals due to the time limit.

Reflection:

I told myself I would no longer get angry this year, but it seems I have a long way to go.

Sometimes, kindness and empathy aren’t enough. Sometimes you have to meet people exactly where they are willing to meet you.

I need to stop trusting people too much. These past few years, I kept getting disappointed and heartbroken over people I thought I knew. This year, I wanted to protect myself and my peace.

[lovedianne]

Dianne’s Daily Check-in 🌟

Date: January 5, 2026 (Monday)

Mood Today: Heavy-hearted / Irritated

Tasks I did today:

Read the bible and halfway through Genesis.

Finished urgent concerns early.

Scheduled new batch of out for town deployments.

Dropped by my mom’s house for dinner.

Took out all my trash before leaving for work.

Wins:

Came to work early and before 9 am.

Left work early (currently my earliest is 7pm haha).

Challenges:

Encountered emails that are hard to answer, will revert tomorrow.

Received sad news such as passing of an employee, who I was close to.

Received an awful message from someone who owed me money (got mad to the point of crying).

Reflection:

I told myself I will no longer get angry this year but it seems I have a long way to go.

Sometimes, kindness and empathy aren’t enough. Sometimes you have to meet people exactly where they are willing to meet you.

I need to stop trusting people too much. These past few years I kept getting disappointed and heartbroken over people I thought I knew. This year I wanted to protect myself and my peace.

[thepeacefulgarden]

[lovedianne]

Dianne’s Daily Check-in 🌟

Date: January 4, 2026 (Sunday)

Mood today: Anxious

Tasks I did today:

Ate an enjoyable lunch at my mom’s house.

Checked on my siblings who are feeling under the weather.

Coordinated flight concerns of our employees.

Cooked my dinner and lunch for tomorrow.

Ironed my clothes early.

Wins:

I took a step to help myself stay motivated, even on a low-energy day.

I cooked a healthy meal instead of ordering food.

Challenges:

Low motivation made it tough to get things done.

I am anxious about coming to work tomorrow, for I already see the small problems coming my way.

Reflection:

Even on low-energy days, small actions count so tomorrow I’ll focus on one win.

I will show up at work tomorrow, and do my best.

[lovedianne]

Looking for a little accountability 🌟

Hey Tumblr friends,

Lately, I’ve been feeling a bit stuck and demotivated, and it’s been hard to keep up with my tasks. I thought maybe sharing my days with someone could help me—and maybe help you too?

So, here’s the idea: I want to start a little accountability project. Every day, I’ll post what I did, what I accomplished, or even just how my day went. I’d love for anyone who wants to follow along to cheer me on, or share your own wins too—big or small.

Think of it as a tiny corner of motivation, where we remind each other that even small steps count. If you want to join me, just reply, reblog, or send a message! Let’s make it a little brighter, one day at a time 💛

[lovedianne]

Hopefully next December 31, things are better. I don’t want to feel this heavy, this stuck, this tired of carrying things alone anymore.

[lovedianne]

The urge to disappear and ghost everyone 🙂

[lovedianne]

No contact is cool but not reaching out to me when my father passed despite knowing is the final straw.

[lovedianne]

November 13, 2025 (Thursday) | Entry #01

It’s been two weeks since my tatay passed away, and two days since I returned to work. I don’t think I cried that much, except during the mornings when I’d keep him company alone and wipe his coffin, or when I was writing his eulogy after his cremation. Pero ramdam ko yung bigat. Parang pinipilit ko lang ang sarili kong bumangon at kumilos —I was dragging myself through the days. I’m used to commuting and walking a lot, but lately, even the thought of it makes me anxious. Sometimes, I don’t even want to answer the phone.

[lovedianne]

Pakiramdam ko wala akong maramdaman pero bakit iyak ako nang iyak?

[lovedianne]

My friends are really getting married out there omg

[lovedianne]

I just want distance myself from the whole story, para hindi ko na kailangang magpanggap na okay habang nasasaktan sa loob.

[lovedianne]

If that chapter ever unfolds, I hope I’m already in a different place —emotionally strong, busy with my own life, maybe even happy with someone who chose me, too.

[lovedianne]

I think it’s a different kind of heartbreak once you realize na ang lambing mo naman dati pero ngayon wala ka nang maramdaman.

[lovedianne]

I am becoming restless and it frustrates me because I find it hard to discern. Am I restless because it’s time to come out from my comforter zone, leave my current job, and move on? Am I restless because I am only getting stronger and preparing for the upcoming years? I am more than 7 years in my company, feeling ko naioffer na sa akin lahat ng growth. What I am battling now is not only myself but yung culture, mindset, and decisions ng management. Sometimes I’m grateful that I have been given the chance to grow, sometimes I feel that perhaps I made a mistake for accepting it. Mag-iisang taon na akong department head pero hindi ko pa rin alam yung sagot. Is there even an answer or only decisions? Decisions I have to make and choose every time?

[deinhochzeitstag]

I guess sometimes we just need to accept that we don‘t mean as much to someone as they mean to us, and that‘s okay