city lights is all we see at night.

Before you can live a part of you has to die. You have to let go of what could have been, how you should have acted and what you wish you would have said differently. You have to accept that you can’t change the past experiences, opinions of others at that moment in time or outcomes from their choices or yours. When you finally recognize that truth then you will understand the true meaning of forgiveness of yourself and others. From this point you will finally be free.

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text: my one and only.

Theo: NOAH F ENCE BYUY IM LAUGICNFN SO HAHRHD

Theo: ARE U OKAY BABY ??

Theo: it was good I think !!

Theo: how was Urs ?? besides the dog thing :p

Kaleb: YOU ARE RUDE IT HURT OK

Kaleb: well not really.

Kaleb: I'm glab baby boy!!

Kaleb: Well, I didn't do much today. It was my lazy day.

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text: him.

Sawyer: Haven't done anything today, had a lot of homework but who cares about it.

Sawyer: I feel so empty I haven't even moved from the bed.

Sawyer: I've been wondering about you though?

Sawyer: did you have a nice day?

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text: my one and only.

Kaleb: A DOG BIT ME TODAY

Kaleb: I'M AT THE HOSPITAL HE BIT MY FUCKING BALLS OK

Kaleb: how was your day baby?

snap ; baby boy.

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THEO: i miss u too babe :-( THEO: aw good ! THEO: im sorry to hear that :~(( at least ur getting ur work done !!

KALEB: look at you, being cute as usual KALEB: i miss you more tho KALEB: yeah kinda, I need help with a class already tho

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* sms ; [ heart eye emoji ].

THEO: i doubt that, bub

THEO: AHHH im excited !

KALEB: well don't doubt it because it's totally true.

KALEB: same baby boy, so pack up.

KALEB: and pls start packing for me too

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              now he’s really over the moon with sawyer’s hand in his, grinning up at the door before him, pushing the door open as someone was about it pull it open from the other side. his eyes widen when he sees them, the person being a petite brunette that he recognizes almost instantly. ‘  mia piccola paola ! ’

        sawyer smiles at the reaction from his boyfriend at seeing the girl who he thinks it’s the other’s little sister, keeping his distance from the other two as he hides behind caden because he’s still a bit nervous. he squeezes his boyfriend’s hand a bit, trying to get him to present him to the girl in front of them.

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                 ‘ what the FUCK are you talking about ? ’  he demands, adrenaline running so quickly throughout his veins that he could barely feel how tight his grip was on the stranger’s arm when they tried to escape the scene. he was practically the same size as caden, yet apparently not as built, as the italian quickly grabbed him into a full nelson, shoving his nude body against the wall. ‘ how did he drug you, sawyer ? tell me, baby. talk to me. ’

       he flinches a bit at the question, not liking the tone caden is using with him in that exact momment. his head is drowsy and he’s not in the mood to be yelled at since he didn’t do anything. a sigh left his lips as his boyfriend continued to demand answers from him, he was not in the mood and he just wanted to SLEEP.  ❝ he knocked on the door and he…he said he was your friend so i let him in, i offered him a coffee and when i brought them my attention went to something else, and i’m SURE he put something on my drink. ❞

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               ‘ aw, baby, ’  he coos, placing the sweater down on the small table next to him as his hands grasped onto sawyer’s hips. ‘ how about i wear it later, yeah ? once we get home, i’ll change right into it, just for you,  ’  he murmured, pressing a light kiss to his boy’s forehead.

he nods as a smile plasters itself on his face.  ❝ i like that idea a lot baby, ❞ he admits as he puckers his lips a bit asking for a kiss in just that way. he knows that he’d rather have silas wear the sweater in that instant but he’ll push those thoughts away for the sake of the moment.