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Lazy day

Watching tv with our children

Been a long time. I been busy with work. I finally got a picture of our animals. Lily laying down on the bed next to mittens. Peanut off the bed

#lily #mittens

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ENGLISH: Underverse 0.8 part 1 might be the last Underverse episode I publish. I'm done with the toxicity, the hypocrisy, and the bias. I give up trying to explain that I'm not a monster, I just wanted to have fun with a video game that made me happy. I'm not sure if I'll come back or want to make content on YouTube anymore, I'll have to take a long break after this, find another job, I don't know, stay ayaw from all this. Every year, it's the same thing, and I don't feel comfortable in this fandom anymore. I'm not mentally okay. I'm done pretending all this hate is not affecting me. Maybe if I step aside, these people will get the attention they've been wishing for, since there won't be that person and her work they hate so much. They feel I shouldn't have gotten an opportunity in the first place and that they could've done way better, as if this fandom were a competition. Or they'll just find another target to turn into a pariah. I'll make an announcement when the trailer/full episode will be released. ESPAÑOL:

Underverse 0.8 parte 1 podría ser el último episodio de Underverse que publique. Estoy harta de la toxicidad, la hipocresía y los prejuicios.

Me rindo tratando de explicar que no soy un monstruo, solo quería divertirme con un videojuego que me hacía feliz. No estoy segura si volveré o si querré hacer contenido en YouTube nuevamente. Tendré que tomarme un largo descanso después de esto, buscar otro trabajo, no sé, alejarme de todo esto.

Cada año es lo mismo, y ya no me siento cómoda en este fandom. No estoy bien mentalmente. Estoy cansada de fingir que todo este odio no me afecta.

Tal vez si me hago a un lado, estas personas obtendrán la atención que tanto han deseado, ya que no estará esa persona y su trabajo que tanto odian, que sienten que no debería haber tenido una oportunidad en primer lugar y que podrían haberlo hecho mucho mejor, como si este fandom se tratase de una competencia. O simplemente encontrarán otro objetivo para convertir en un paria.

Haré un anuncio cuando el tráiler/ episodio completo esté listo para ser publicado.

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I posted this on discord, but I'd like to post it here as well

I have been supporting Jakei for almost 7 years now. She was the reason I started making comics in the first place, which is the reason I started practicing art, which is the reason I got into animation, which is the reason it is now my career. She is intrinsically tied to the success of my youtube channel, having reposted my very first video which lead me to gain the initial success I needed to expand into music, which is why I write music to this day. My last 7 years have been completely changed by Jakei's work and by Underverse and I would not be a creator in this fandom without it. Every piece of work I've created stems from those two points of inspiration.

I have experienced very similar lies and harassment on much smaller scales and I know the mental toll it can take, but I also know that for every one person that gets swept up into hatred, there are 10 more people who support and love your work. There are lots of ways to prevent hate from reaching you if that would be an option moving forward (deleting twitter, closing dms, not seeking out opinions or drama, and setting up an extensive list of banned words), but nothing is 100% and I understand the decision to step away completely, though it is devastating for it to have come to this.

I will continue to support your work until you won't have my support anymore as thanks for all it has meant to me and the course of my life. I hope that one day soon you'll find the inspiration to keep creating your wonderful work regardless of whether its tied to Underverse or not. Your work has had an impact on millions of people and I hope that even if you step away, you step away proud of what you did. I wish you the best no matter what choice you make. Thank you for all you've done for me ❤️🖤