Lets Get intune!

Love through my lenses has already been written. Here

[lovelyaleese]

If I could love the way I want too.

If I could love the way I choose to.

If I could love the way I have envisioned.

If I could love you…

If I could love you, I could promise you ever lasting warmth..to simmer up your cold hearted words that could cut so deep if it was not me. Oh how I know you love me.

If I could love you I would open the flood gates of the pleasure I’ve been denouncing and chiming into seclusion, for I knew it was yours alone..so I wait.

If I could love you…..

It’s hurts. Breakage it’s not what I want, but love is within you so must endure solitude. Til I decide your or me.

Then we decided we. Us.

If I could love you, I’d lived a happy life. I’m living happily. I’ll live forever happy with you…

If I could love you…would you say yes?

To me.

[lovelyaleese]

Okay so I probably overreacted and was a bit dramatic on that last post of mines. Lol I’m sorry! Ughh no I wasn’t. I was in the moment. Feeling the vibe and guess tf what girls? He is NOT single! I swear I fucking knew it! All the good ones remain taken. It’s really fucking heartbreaking, but understandable at the same time. I love that they’re serious about their girl, their relationship. Seeing men be loyal is just so fucking attractive!

Stfu and leave me alone. I’M JUST A GIRL 😩😂. Anyways my heart was broken for 2 mins. Now it’s on to the next.

See you soon loviesss 💕

-A

[lovelyaleese]

I can’t think of title what this tale shall be called, but it’ll come to me *waves off*. So I’m kinda starting this a little late, but honestly it just occurred to me to document this lil crush or falling in love series of mines? Or is it a story. Idk because it’s literally happening as we speak! This is not a drill ladies and gents! I have sought out a MAN. Eyes on the prize! Why did I just start now? Cause you would have thought I was in a fucking romance novel on how I just stopped effing breathing when I saw him. Totally unexpected! I thought I wouldn’t see him at work for AT LEAST another 40mins because that’s how our work load over lays. And I want to give it to you guys fucking fresh, new.. in real fucking time. I’m going break it down on how I just fell into a book.

So I’m already clocked in, boss isn’t in yet something about the ER they said at the quick morning meeting. Okay so now I’m off getting coffee in the H bldg. caffe. Vibing to the tunes the girls are playing behind the counter as they’re cooking up breakfast items to lay out. Leave out from there, head to dock to hop on gator. At this time I’m otp with bestie taking about coach purses and the December Bali trip. Get of the around 7am. Fast forward to me finishing up filling the machine that was low on hydraulic fluid. Okaayyy so this is where the magic’s starts. The slight tingle of vibration that your body feels right before some unexpected happens. That feeling that can shift your whole mood..day. I close up the access panels with my left hand as I’m bending down with my right making the action to pick up my jug. And I do! Then automatically start walking and as I’m picking my head up to look where I’m going. There he is. Walking towards my way. In his buttoned down color polo giving spring a run for her money. Freshy cut beard and that smile! Uhhhhhh that smile that makes me trip and squeal at the same time! And don’t let me forget the dimples guys! I mean this man was curated from Gods fucking pupil. Guessing around 6ft 1. Football built, but lil lean to his waist. I stopped fucking breathinggggg! Like no shit. I was staring for so fucking long that I had to literally yell at myself in my head to fucking look way. It was so embrassing. I instantly blushed once I got my sled under control. Goodmorning with a smile is what he gave me. And it was enough for me to be over the fucking pinning and WOMAN TF UP! I need to ask if even single. I have too!

GIRLS GIRLS GIRLSSS….

Remember 90% of the time this be all in our heads fr. He could have a gf shit a mf wife even. I could be fanasizing the shit out of this and whole time this mf probably like wtf this woman get all weird and shit when I’m within 5 fucking feet of her. LMAOOOOOO cause it’s so mf true urghhhhhhh! I’ll be lowkey heart broke for like 8hrs.

Anyways wish me luck 😉

[lovelyaleese]

Happy Saturday kiddies! I’ve been wanting to write again, but I couldn’t see it happening at the time. Idk. I kept going back and forth to continue or not. To who this may soothe or reach, I’ll keep going for you..for me. I had to remember why I started this so called “blog”. It was FOR ME. To release my human thoughts raw or unfiltered. It’s who we are as human. RAW AND/OR UNFILTERED! It is how we were made. To began like this and evolve for life it self. My goal these that few weeks is to not fault short for a blessing, a breakthrough is forthcoming. Basically arriving in three to five business days. To continue life, my life not only for my self, son, but for God himself who has given me twenty-eight years of life, of love. So let me get up ass up and write, post, take action in my life all day everyday for tomorrow is an uncertain gift. Another thing I’m currently mastering is taking the advice I pay out (not literally). More of the story, do it your way with the guidance of the Higher Man. Your success is his success. Always

[lovelyaleese]

Every thing I mean for everything I say. Actions.

Music is my getaway in this life other than books I must say. With books I’m lost in their world, removing myself from this realm altogether. Transported to a reality I can see. Where words translate into motion pictures. I want to say Thank you to all who has contributed to “my world”. The one I created with God’s blessing and astonishingly loving humor who is in awe of our creations for it all be man made. I’m here living through every movement..decision. To be alive is to feel and acknowledge life’s vibrations. Have you learned that this is your world and we’re just living in it—same for everyone else. You live through your own lenses and not anyone else’s. So Live! So liveeeeeeee. Why not? They don’t want you around? Ok so move. Find new friends. Hate your job. Quit. Have faith in yourself and the Almighty and doors open. Most of the time the universe is waiting on you to make the first step into your own evolution love. For fear is your biggest hater. For she is thee one holding you into captivity. What will you do for your freedom, peace? The life you pictured that’s at arms reach, but fog is head, hazards? Regain your strength and brace for the journey for behind is no longer. Paving forward only. Soul pulling, life altering changes is your course. Is that enough for you….? To make the decision…. What will it be friends?

I know where I’m going, will you be joining me?

[lovelyaleese]

Grand rising flowers,

I hope you had an relaxing weekend and was able to recharge your core for the week we will be blessed with. I did self care all weekend. Starting from Friday to til today, Sunday and I enjoyed every part of it. Being a new mommy I have to remind myself that I deserve to get up and get pretty.. pampered. I put so much into my son that sometimes I forget about me and my wellbeing. Yes I am a Mother, but as they say a Bad B*** immediately after. Taking time for yourself especially during the times we live in now is cruical. Depression has taken the world by a storm. Young and old alike are not seeing a way of their darkness. Free Kindness has become limited it seems. We can longer let that be the case. A smile or a simple compliment, an how are you really? Can make a difference in a persons life. You could save somebody by kind genuine gesture and wont even know it. Let’s be here for our people, our family of humans. For here we are that we have. No other is like us in this galaxy fore it has been told. We’ve been hearing through history time and time again how species envy humans. We are gifted. It times we not only see it in ourselves, but in each other!

During this upcoming week I want to challenge you to brightens someone’s, a strangers, a family member, a friend’s day! Let it be genuine and wholesome. Show that person your true heart. Rather they take it or not you put in out in this universe that kindness is not only free, but easy to give, spread.

If nobody’s told you today or in awhile, you deserve every right to live through your life fully. You will be happy! Keep going, keep getting up and putting one foot forward towards your life that you’ve been blessed with. Religious or not. I have faith in you and i love you ten folds for you are my brothers and sisters in this life.

Love lots, Lovelyaleese 💓

[lovelyaleese]

#LoadingSummer #ReadyforSummer #tbtpic

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[lovelyaleese]

What I’m learning is that everything that is brought before you is to show you something, teach you something. It’s your responsibility to find the underlying of what’s been presented before you. To determine if it’s a distraction or an answer to what you’ve been seeking. Decision determine our next steps into the life we are reaching for. What decisions are you making right now that got you to this point of life? Where are you trying to go in this life, what are you trying to gain from this life that you’ve been given? Life.. what is yours to you? I’m am seeking the hardest, but most simplistic goal of them all..PEACE and JOY.

How are you? Can I ask you that? Will you be able to answer this question straight without veering of course? Simple questions have simple answers, but the actions behind them will you keep you from simplifying it. What do I mean by actions? The story to your answer. If you’re sad then what’s wrong exactly? Mad..angry for what? Can you change the outcome of it or the present of the situation or feeling? I hope your answer is a present one. The future is something that can cause insanity. So make sure you conquering something that’s now and here. Not something that could happen when the possibilities of change in the future is equivalent to infinity. Past is past. Future is the future, but the present is something you can change in a second. Are you listening? Work and faith all you need. You are loved and supported. Even only having your self is more than enough. Be your warrior for self. Why not? You made it this far….

Love lots, Lovelyaleese. Your friend forever ❤️

[lovelyaleese]

Happy Sunday my loves,

I hope this 12 days in this New Year are treating you with somewhat of respect. To all the families who’ve lost their homes and more in California. I send love and prayers to you all WHOLEHEARTEDLY.

Today I woke up thankful to be here, to have what I have for that I must thank God always. Last night I realize how far I have come since 2020, since 2015 when i dept in the military. Making the decision to fight for my country, my life, and my future. That decision I made that day is what made me everything I am today and more. We have to honestly step back and see where we started to where we are and what step we took to get here. Risk we took, dived in! We are always the winners when we decided to keep moving forward..never forget that my humans cousins lol. Im in the phase of finding out what is next for me. What will this year provide for me? I can tell that this is the year to put it all out there! I found out that this world is for us to do what we think is impossible. He has given endless possibilities so why not risk it all for the sake of finding your purpose. Mundane is not human. We are marvels. Nothing less or short of that. I’m willing to share all this confidence I’ve been given to you if you don’t have any or are low of it. I’m willing to give the hopeless hope. I am here for you as you are here for me. For we together will change the tide that has washed upon us. To waver without a fight is something I won’t let you do. I love you. You are loved. And if you find yourself coming across this post, we have made it and we will continue to do so for you are not alone.

Love lots - Aleese 🩵

[lovelyaleese]

Second day of the year, first time here. Hi or welcome. I can’t tell you why i am here, well i can, but i wont. At least not yet. It’s just something about putting your thoughts down and mine are usually kept in. Stuck not hiding. Waiting for permission. From me to myself. Writing and reading are safe havens for me, for my mind. And i welcoming you to my sharing of thoughts. Thanks for stopping by this post. Love lots 💛