LOVEMAIM.

heartbreak feels good in a place like this.

[lovemaim]

#lovemaim :   independent and private multi-muse, adored by holly.   featuring original characters and muses from television,  literature,  and more.   low / sporadic activity ahead. heavily affiliated with serendpitous.  21+ and mutuals only!

high muse :   still figuring this out

other blogs : @noamateur, @halfpyre

carrd. prompts. sideblog.

[lovemaim]

moved to @sequls!

[lovemaim]

moved to @sequls!

[lovemaim]

not sure if anyones still out there but hi <3 idk when but i'm planning to condense my solo blogs and relaunch the multi with a smaller muse list so stay tuned!

[lovemaim]

been thinking about this all day the only take ever

[riverdaleladiesdaily]

RIVERDALELADIESDAILY’S ADVENT CALENDER DAY FOUR→ Chapter Six: Faster, Pussycats! Kill! Kill!

[bdazzled-a]

❝ do you know what my mother said to me when i told her i wanted to start a company? she said your chances are one in a million. and i said maybe i'm that one. ❞ an independent, private, highly selective and extremely canon divergent brooke davis of one tree hill. as loved by liz.

[gilmor]

could we see each other again?

this night was anything but what she expected. a bad blind date turned into the rescue of a lifetime — no one ever thought to call jess mariano a knight in shining armor, except maybe herself over a decade ago. it's a big city, but tonight new york feels like a small town and she can't help but wonder how they hadn't bumped into each other any earlier than this. maybe the universe wanted it this way. maybe it had kept them apart until this very moment, with the stars and planets all aligned and whatever sort of hooey her horoscope read on the co-star app notification that she ignored daily. she might need to start reading it regularly. tonight has made her a believer in planetary alignment.

one drink turned into two, then three, then somehow ice cream as they strolled along the brooklyn heights promenade. and before she knows it, they're at her doorstep, fingers still entwined. her head is spinning in an oh-so-giddy sort of way. she's seventeen and thirty all at once and so head-over-heels for the man that introduced her to these feelings all those years ago.

" you could come inside, " rory replies, bright eyes full of the sort of hope she thought had long fizzled out inside her. " i don't mean it like that. i mean, i could. that wouldn't be unwelcome or anything but i just . . . " she trails off, searching for the right words before giving his hand a squeeze. " i feel like if you leave now, i won't be able to sleep and i'll be up all night trying to convince myself that this really happened. that i didn't imagine you. "

[lovemaim]

poets loved to wax philosophic about the magic of new york, musing about chance meetings and missed connections in ways that felt too nora ephron for a born-and-bred cynic like jess. it was transplant-tier romanticism — free advertising for a city that hardly needed the publicity, if his rapidly rising rent was any indicator. that wasn't to say he was completely jaded. he liked hot dog carts, liked washington square park, liked the strand. he liked his job ( sometimes ) and his friends  ( astoria ) and he liked that, of the many places he'd lived over the years, it was and always had been the only one that felt like home. but jess refused to be the kind of person that assigned sentience to a slab of land. he just lived his life — to hell with happenstance.

then there were nights like tonight. nights that made it very hard to believe there wasn't at least a little bit of magic in these streets. was it really a coincidence that they'd wound up in the same restaurant in the same city on the same night? coincidence that he had been stood up by an author while rory gilmore was having the world's worst blind date a mere ten feet away? it certainly wasn't coincidence that sent him beelining for her table, doing his best impression of an overworked assistant informing her of a work emergency at the bubble wrap factory. rory, to her credit, didn't miss a beat. the guy clearly didn't believe a word of it — even with such a committed scene partner, jess wasn't much of an actor — but it had done the trick regardless.

fast forward a few hours and here they are — two night owls on a stoop, nothing but a decade of history between them. silence, then the question he's been dreading all night. not because he doesn't want to see her again, but because he does. he really does. and when she invites him inside, he really wants that, too. " i know what you mean. " this moment feels fragile, but important — like they're standing on the cusp of some great discovery. something they were never supposed to see. " feels like i'm dreaming. maybe we both are. either way, i don't wanna wake up. not yet. " he studies their entwined fingers, unable to pinpoint where his end and hers begin. if this night all they had, he wanted to make the most of it.

" after that extremely smooth segue? how could i say no? " with the levity of the moment over, he can once again look her in the eye. his own twinkle with humor as he gives her hand an affirmative squeeze. " lead the way. "

[butcharium]

Why is it always focus on someone's delicate hands/fingers? what about a woman's robust hands and her firm grip have you thought of that?

[boyimpossible]

bumpin the multi in this life @fortitudinems

[lovemaim]

just between us: did the love affair maim you, too? independent multi-muse by holly. 21+ and mutuals only!

[serendpitous]

❛ you’re a little obsessive, aren’t you? ❜ / pacey @ lois

" — and you're a little yappy, aren't you? " lois fires back, pulling the pen she's been absentmindedly chomping on from between her teeth just to deliver the blow. she's been clacking away at her laptop for hours at the bar of this otherwise dead restaurant — not the best place to work, but anywhere with a hard, flat surface and perfectly crispy truffle fries that aren't too overpoweringly truffle-y will do ( what? she needs brain food ).

" can't you see a girl is working here? " the man opens his mouth to speak again, but lois is quick to cut him off. " let me save you the breath, yeah? no, i'm not interested. no, you can't buy me a drink. but yes, i will take another order of fries and if you do choose to get those for me, that'll be of your own volition and don't expect anything in return. "

@lovemaim

[lovemaim]

" famously yappy — purse dogs everywhere weep with envy. " if the pretty pen-chewer dared detach from her laptop for longer than half a second, she'd find a very self-satisfied pacey grinning back at her. it's a wonder he still has an ounce of wit left in him after a double — really, he should be studied! — and it's all going to waste on a non-captive audience. unfortunately, that's his favorite kind. " you do realize this is a restaurant, right? it's important to me that you know that. " and not just any restaurant. one of the daily planet leisure section's up-and-coming hotspots — circa eight years ago. given the lack of paying customers of late, it was probably high time for a retraction.

finally! she speaks! after a moment of faux-deliberation, he signals to the college-aged bartender, who looks relieved to have something to do besides polish the same glass over and over. trust him, he's been there. " hey marty! another truffle fries for the lady ... hold the strings. " the answering 'you got it, boss' is music to his ears. he may have inherited a dying restaurant in a city that gets more expensive to live in by the day — thaaaaanks, luthercorp — but that, at least, never gets old. " oh, and one of those mocha-pistachio shakes from last week's specials menu. " as marty passes along the order to someone more qualified, he once again gives the women his undivided attention. " trust me — pistachios, truffle fries, it works. "

[paceyjoeydaily]

365 days of paceyjoey → day forty five

[promptfairy]

❥    𝐕𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐔𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐋 𝐂𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐐𝐔𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒 [ 𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂 ] ( PART 2 ! ) .

part one is here. change gendered language and add context to your needs. happy roleplaying!! ♡

❛  never underestimate the value of being just who you are. life isn’t about being extreme all the time.  ❜

❛  i used to be so focused. but now, it’s like i just can’t … you know … do stuff …  ❜

❛  you know what i’d like? a chance to talk to someone who isn’t you.  ❜

❛  i waited and waited because i really wanted to see you.  ❜

❛  i’m pretty forgetful, but i’ll record the times we’ve shared in the notebook of my heart.  ❜

❛  there is no rational reason why people act the way they do.  ❜

❛  there aren’t any trendy shops and zero hot men. what a wasteland.  ❜

❛  if i listen carefully to the sound of the rain, it seems like music on the leaves and flowers.  ❜

❛  even if it’s temporary, fleeting happiness is better than none.  ❜

❛  in my opinion, passion is what makes people beautiful.  ❜

❛  no one ever understands me. i’m hungry all the time and no one cares.  ❜

❛  i’m afraid of falling in love and getting hurt.  ❜

❛  you’re just such a little ball of sunshine! you make the world seem like a brighter place.  ❜

❛  one day, i realized that i’m happiest just being myself.  ❜

❛  being filled with doubt and uncertainty is just part of being young.  ❜

❛  doing your best at something you’re really into is kind of what life is all about, right?  ❜

❛  i feel so happy, i might explode! … please promise you’ll clean up if i explode.  ❜

❛  if you ever need someone to hear out your troubles, or even just a shoulder to cry on, just let me know.  ❜

❛  i’m not crying. i’m just using my eyeballs to moisturize my cheeks.  ❜

❛  you’re just so darn cute! i can never say no to you.  ❜

❛  we meet people, get to know them, and then they get up and leave us behind.  ❜

❛  believe it or not, i feel like i’ve known you for a long time.  ❜

❛  the world needs people like me to tell everyone what’s wrong with them.  ❜

❛  it doesn’t matter if you’re powerful or weak. having a strong heart is what counts.  ❜

❛  sometimes i forget who i am and what i’m doing.  ❜

❛  i’m beautiful, but i’m also … deadly.  ❜

❛  there’s something loveable in all of us.  ❜

❛  you’re a little obsessive, aren’t you?  ❜

❛  i always thought you were some freak mental case because you run around town all the time.  ❜

❛  even if perfection is sometimes out of reach, isn’t it still fun to try?  ❜

❛  i’m a lone wolf who doesn’t want to be alone.  ❜

❛  the body is like a battery. every now and then, you need to recharge a little.  ❜

❛  sometimes i put flowers in the toilet so it’s like a huge vase.  ❜

❛  i’ll bet that he’s looking up at the same sky right now.  ❜

❛  even a good memory can make you cry.  ❜

❛  don’t be such a little capitalist! take a deep breath and enjoy a long walk.  ❜

❛  i don’t mean to brag, but, i’m one of those people that’s good at everything.  ❜

❛  you don’t know me. don’t try to judge me.  ❜

❛  i care about you a lot. if you’re having a hard time, i’m here for you  ❜

❛  when someone fakes a smile, don’t get mad. at least they’re trying.  ❜

❛  i guess i just went into fight or flight mode, you know? only my ‘fight’ is more like ‘cry.’  ❜

❛  i’m gonna have to come up with something nice to say about you that sounds believable.  ❜

❛  if you go around trying to change everyone, you’re just going to make them angry.  ❜

❛  i guess you’re having one of your shy episodes.  ❜

❛  i feel like you’re staring at me and it’s making me nervous …  ❜

❛  i do not like to go around spreading rumors. but you won’t believe the rumor i just heard.  ❜

❛  i’ve got this feeling that we have chemistry, and it scares me …  ❜

❛  what’s it like to be so cool and self-assured?  ❜

❛  nobody’s ever nice to me except you.  ❜

❛  when i look up at the stars, i just wonder … what will they all become someday?  ❜

❛  you’ve definitely gained 1-2 [ pounds / kilograms ] since the last time i’ve seen you. i can see it.  ❜

❛  i like to think that it’s my job to show you young people how hard life is.  ❜

❛  ah, it’s such a good story. but i am legally prohibited from sharing all the details at this time.  ❜

❛  you can forget about being friends with me.  ❜

❛  i’m leaving this awful town.  ❜

❛  you’re so short. i can’t help but laugh.  ❜

[goodnightmemes]

KNIVES OUT (2019) SENTENCE STARTERS

❛ Anything you need. You’re part of this family. ❜

❛ Kids today, with the internet. It’s amazing. ❜

❛ I read a tweet about a New Yorker article about you. ❜

❛ I’m here at the behest of a client. ❜

❛ You will find me a respectful, quiet, passive observer of the truth. ❜

❛ Are you baiting me? ❜

❛ You think I am dumb enough to be baited into talking family business. ❜

❛ This is not how I wanted to have this conversation. ❜

❛ He’s always been the black sheep of the family. ❜

❛ Are you, goddamn, insane? ❜

❛ You tell her or I will! ❜

❛ I know it’ll hurt, but it’s all for the best. ❜

❛ I expect it’s going to be about something, if not extraordinary, then at least interesting. ❜

❛ Does having a kind heart make you a good nurse? ❜

❛ Just the thought of lying, yeah, it makes me puke. ❜

❛ Have you seen her insta? She’s an influencer. ❜

❛ Can I wait inside? I feel like I shouldn’t be here. ❜

❛ So, somebody suspects foul play. ❜

❛ It makes no damn sense. Compels me though. ❜

❛ I don’t know why we keep going over this. ❜

❛ Physical evidence can tell a clear story with a forked tongue. ❜

❛ Can you just take your goddamn medicine and go to bed? ❜

❛ You really love drama, huh? ❜

❛ Why can’t I beat you at this game? ❜

❛ Such a bad loser you are. ❜

❛ There’s so much of me in that kid. ❜

❛ Playing life like a game without consequence, until you can’t tell the difference between a stage prop and a real knife. ❜

❛ I don’t fear death. ❜

❛ I don’t fear death. But, oh God, I’d like to fix some of this before I go. ❜

❛ Hey. You had a long day. You wanna do drugs? ❜

❛ I messed up. ❜

❛ You know, this is an interesting and efficient method of murder. I need to write this down. ❜

❛ There is no time, you have to listen! ❜

❛ If what you said is true, I’m gone, there’s no saving me. ❜

❛ But you have to do exactly what I tell you. ❜

❛ Will you do this? This last thing. For me. ❜

❛ What do you want me to do? ❜

❛ It sounds crazy, but it will work. ❜

❛ Don’t lie. Tell fragments of the truth. ❜

❛ I keep waiting for the big reveal, where it all makes sense. Wouldn’t that be nice? ❜

❛ Jesus, I’m gonna disappear until the politics talk is done. ❜

❛ Something is afoot with this whole affair. I know it, and I believe you know it too. ❜

❛ I trust your kind heart. ❜

❛ Be it cruel or comforting, this machine unerringly arrives at the truth. ❜

❛ You do as I say and everything will be just fine. ❜

❛ Best judge of character is a dog. ❜

❛ I don’t feel like talking. I’m distraught. ❜

❛ People grieve in different ways. ❜

❛ I don’t know what any of that means. ❜

❛ Now, you heard something. Spill it. ❜

❛ Maybe this might finally make you grow up. ❜

❛ This might be the best thing that could ever happen to you. ❜

❛ Nothing good is ever easy. ❜

❛ Up your ass. ❜

❛ Matter of fact - eat shit, how’s that? ❜

❛ The game is afoot, eh Watson? ❜

❛ Please accept it with grace and without bitterness. But do accept it. ❜

❛ You little bitch! ❜

❛ Did you know about this? Were you in this from the beginning? ❜

❛ Were you boinking my father? ❜

❛ In the meantime I’d maybe run. ❜

❛ I’m not on Twitter anymore. ❜

❛ You look like you’re gonna pass out. Have you eaten anything today? ❜

❛ I know I shouldn’t say this out loud, but when he told me, I… Jesus, I coulda killed him. ❜

❛ You asshole. ❜

❛ Tell me everything. ❜

❛ There is much that remains unclear. ❜

❛ I suspect foul play. ❜

❛ I have eliminated no suspects. ❜

❛ You’ve come this far. Let me help you go all the way. ❜

❛ What’s going on? This isn’t you. ❜

❛ You should do whatever you think is right. ❜

❛ You have to make things right. ❜

❛ I want you to know I’m gonna take care of you. ❜

❛ You lay low for a couple of days. Wait for this investigation to blow over, and it will. ❜

❛ Are we rich? ❜

❛ Why is grief the providence of youth? ❜

❛ I’d imagine that age deepens all feelings. Including grief. ❜

❛ One thing I assume of age is weariness. Damned if I don’t get more tired every day. ❜

❛ I think you have something you wanna tell me. ❜

❛ I don’t like any of this. ❜

❛ What kind of blackmail scheme is this? ❜

❛ You regret helping me yet? ❜

❛ Oh my God. I’m just pure adrenaline right now, I feel like I swallowed bees. ❜

❛ That was the dumbest car chase of all time. ❜

❛ Strange case from the start. ❜

❛ Listen, I don’t know what you want. Whatever it is, we can work it out. ❜

❛ I don’t want any more surprises. ❜

❛ God, you’re not much of a detective, are you? ❜

❛ You make a pretty lousy murderer. ❜

❛ You’re a pack of vultures at the feast. ❜

❛ Is anybody else confused? ❜

❛ I’m so sorry. I told them everything, I figured it was up. I’m sorry. ❜

❛ You shared a love of twisting the knife into one another. ❜

❛ I’m warning you! ❜

❛ You won’t get away with this. ❜

❛ A twisted web. And we are not finished untangling it. Not yet. ❜

❛ This is stoopid with two o’s. ❜

❛ You don’t have a shred of evidence. You’re just spinning a fairy tale. ❜

❛ In for a penny, in for a pound. ❜

❛ I knew you were a no good son of a bitch! ❜

❛ And then you’ll see just how much hell I can wreak on your life. ❜

❛ You vicious little bitch! ❜

❛ What the shit!? ❜

❛ I want you to remember something that’s very important: you won not by playing the game his way, but yours. ❜

❛ You’re a good person. ❜

❛ I have my own opinion. But I have a feeling you’ll follow your heart. ❜

[lovemaim]

thinking about doing something so insane ( being active here )

[lovemaim]

you can't be right you're wearing boat shoes love blue

he's wearing head-to-toe tommy bahama can't tell him NOTHING