♱ ashara ♱

creepypasta era • brians freaky dog any pronouns, idc. semi-hiatus • pin: lovemeark 🏳️‍⚧️

[lovemeark]

pinned ˚˖𓍢ִ໋📼

— ⦻ feel so numb - rob zombie 🥂

i am currently writing & drawing exclusively for marble hornets and the creepypasta fandom.

also a fan of danganronpa and sally face, along with the scream franchise.

feel free to send me anything under the impression that i may or may not actually get back to you. (kidding, i do check.)

i don’t bite much. or at all. depends how im feelin’.

all art uploaded to this account rightfully belongs to me.

— ˊᴖˋ

anons: 🌿

asks are tagged with #ashiespeaks

[lovemeark]

dude, if something like this happened now or before to you, why the fuck don't you just block the person and move on??

I'm sorry but i see no need to make like 20 different posts about this, like there is no need!!

I'm sorry that your feelings got hurt, but if the person just followed you and didn't block you after starting to post about a character that you selfship with, there is no need for you to make post about them

maybe i can relate to the person you are talking about cuz it happened to me, people started spreading shit about me just cuz i didn't unfollow them after i started posting about a character they selfship with

again, sorry you are going through this, but there is no need to spread hate towards the person, just block them and move on

man, i am allowed to post whatever the fuck i want on MY account, point blank. and i wasn’t “spreading hate.” i never once mentioned the person by name.

i don’t even know why you care that i care. quit bein pissy and get moving

[cryingintheclubdhmu]

!! TOBY SCRIBBLE FOR SLENDERS TOP PROXIES !! ^3^

Drabble about Dilf-Adjacent! Toby here :p <-

I wanted to draw him older and scruffy… scrumptious me thinks…

Alt ver without text below the cut :pp

[cryingintheclubdhmu]

BRIAN SCRIBBLE FOR MY SERIES !! :pp

He’s so scrumptious <//3 screaming actually T3T

You can find chapter : One & Two here !!

Also Tim’s render is otw !! ^3^

Update Tim art is here !!

[yurtgerhz]

Hornet marbles or something

I feel these guys because I'm also a film student

I think they are fun to draw, even if it's a bit complicated

[lovemeark]

people really be makin me feel like posting on tumblr is equivalent to signing a blood pact 💀

[lovemeark]

sorry, but didn't you say you were fine with doubles as long as they don't speak about their own ships to you? or am i dumb for misunderstanding something that you said in your older post, cuz i swear some random anon asked you if you were fine with doubles and you say yeah but only if they don't speak about their ships to you

again sorry if I'm misunderstanding something

its not just about doubles interacting with me in general. i dont mind casual interaction, its the whole “stalking my posts and becoming long term mutuals with me” that i dont care for. its about them hiding the fact they’re a double because they want to grow close to me. at my core i truly dont gaf about my doubles, not in general, but this shits not even about that. i don’t appreciate being lied to. its different when someone is open about it and when someone goes to great lengths to hide it from me because they know id be uncomfortable if i found out. people have become mutuals with me and began posting solely about my f/os right after which is whats upsetting. not to mention someone even tried copying my old layout on their twitter?? what kind of petty shit is this

im not talking about random doubles, im talking about feeling betrayed by a long term mutual/friend because they hid it from me when i trusted that they respected me and my love for the characters enough not to do that shit.

[lovemeark]

i want to clarify that i dont care about my doubles. i dont care that people like the same characters as me. i just dont want them on my page because i take pride in my ocs and my ships and i dont want anyone in my space that would make me feel inadequate. if someone who shipped an oc with the same character as me grew close to me, it would make me uncomfortable, because i would begin to wonder why people prefer theirs over mine. so im obviously gonna take it as disrespect when they force themselves into my space. posting about these characters is my thing, at least here, and i deserve a place where people care about me and my thoughts. i deserve to feel like i have a place full of people who respect me and want to see my stuff.

but if we’re bein real i dont really owe anyone an explanation lol

[weechoz]

quick sketch of a yearning simon

[lovemeark]

sorry, but didn't you say you were fine with doubles as long as they don't speak about their own ships to you? or am i dumb for misunderstanding something that you said in your older post, cuz i swear some random anon asked you if you were fine with doubles and you say yeah but only if they don't speak about their ships to you

again sorry if I'm misunderstanding something

its not just about doubles interacting with me in general. i dont mind casual interaction, its the whole “stalking my posts and becoming long term mutuals with me” that i dont care for. its about them hiding the fact they’re a double because they want to grow close to me. at my core i truly dont gaf about my doubles, not in general, but this shits not even about that. i don’t appreciate being lied to. its different when someone is open about it and when someone goes to great lengths to hide it from me because they know id be uncomfortable if i found out. people have become mutuals with me and began posting solely about my f/os right after which is whats upsetting. not to mention someone even tried copying my old layout on their twitter?? what kind of petty shit is this

im not talking about random doubles, im talking about feeling betrayed by a long term mutual/friend because they hid it from me when i trusted that they respected me and my love for the characters enough not to do that shit.

[cryingintheclubdhmu]

Tempest Teaser !!

—

You two were inseparable, parts of a whole. Everyone noticed, bringing it up in even casual conversation.

The market vendors would ask about you if he was spotted alone; his coworkers would tease him about declining an offer for drinks. Whipped, they’d tell him.

“Nah, he can’t- the bastards gotta’ get home to his lady.” And “She’s got you bad, man. Surprised you even talk to us during breaks instead of callin’ her.”

Mr and Mrs Wright, hometown sweethearts.

The perfect pair.

—

This chapter takes place in Tim’s original timeline before he gets into stuff with the operator. He is reminiscing.

I cannot lie to you. He is one bad day away from blowing his shit smoove off.

[cryingintheclubdhmu]

Oh babs you dont even know.. I'm a proud part of the "dont like dont read" crowd, but the amount of times ive been excited to read something creepypasta related just to see my favorite characters being into incest...... and being domestic abusers..... toby is a common victim😭

The concept of Toby “I hate my dad for being a shitty man” Roger’s being abusive to his partner

The concept of Toby “Lover Boy” Rogers putting his hands on you out of anger

[cryingintheclubdhmu]

State Of Matter .𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪𖤐

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Solidifying your fluid or whatever the kids are saying.

AKA: Telling the creeps you’re a boy that day ✮⋆˙

Ft. T. Wright, B. Thomas, T. Rogers, J. Nyras, J. Woods, L. Woods, A Bad Habit & One Jack In The Box !! ✶⋆.˚

➽──────────────❥

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Toby is exactly where he wants to be.

[meowsiesneow]

Tim again!

Tried a different art style hope it's alright....

[lovemeark]

regarding your last post, Ash

maybe that person stopped interacting with you or something? i had that happened a couple of times, and when i asked them bout it, they just said that they stopped interacting with my content but didn't want to unfollow, which is weird but okay 🤷‍♀️

maybe that's what happened? again, i may be speculating cuz I've been in situations like this before

but I'm so sorry that this happened to you, especially when you said your boundaries out loud, and they just decided not to follow them

- 🌿 Anon

no, they didn’t quit interacting with me. we were literally still moots and they kept blocking me on their alt accounts to make sure i wouldn’t find out about it. and it wasn’t just one instance that this happened. it has happened several times with multiple people. i don’t care what anyone says man, its fucking weird

im not even the type to truly give a shit about people liking the same characters as me; i just wish they’d leave me alone. its like me saying “i don’t like this thing, if you like this thing, don’t interact with me” just for somebody who likes the thing to make a whole other account where they pretend not to like the thing so they can keep interacting with me and my content. its the equivalent of saying you don’t like proshippers just for a proshipper to pretend not to be one so they can befriend you. which, yeah, i have also had happen. people are fuckin weird man. i just don’t get it. nothing i post is nearly entertaining enough for you to jump through hoops making sure i don’t block you instead of just simply choosing not to int with me.

[firewalkwithmedvd]

man if you're disabled you've GOT to find some way to make your fuckass body a source of pleasure whenever you can. jacking off. eating good food. wearing soft clothes. kissing an animal on the head. whatever you can do

[lovemeark]

yoooo fellow Danganronpa shifter

you know it

[lovemeark]

once again, dont interact with my content if you selfship with any of my f/os unless i tell you directly that i am fine with it. man, ignoring this boundary is rude as hell. im tired of being moots with someone just to find out they were a double that just didn’t post about it. its not even about the fact you’re a double its more-so the fact that you are deliberately ignoring my boundaries and crossing them repetitively. i dont want my doubles to enjoy my content. fucking hell. ive been moots with so many people who KNEW these boundaries just to end up seeing “soulbond with (my f/o)!!! yumetwt!!” on their goddamn twitter account. its why i left that shitty app

you’re seeing “oh but its just a character!” and im seeing blatant disrespect towards me as an artist and content creator. again, its the principle of it. if i tell you i dont want you to do something then dont fucking do it?? this is my account. it shows you do not respect me at all.

i have not only had this happen but i have also had people begin selfshipping with the same fucking character as me right after i become open about it. i think some of you are very parasocial about me and its weird as hell. you might think i dont notice this shit but i promise it draws my attention when i start liking three very specific characters and stumble across your alt account where you post about only them the very next day

quit fucking doing this