𖥻 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐊 .

𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐒 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚈 𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝙵𝙴𝙻𝚃 𝚂𝙾 𝙵𝙰𝚁 .

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𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐒      –      a   selective   and   private   writing   blog   exploring   themes   of   found   family   ,   the   secrets   that   plague   family   names   ,   nepotism   at   it's   finest   &   juvenile   minds   effected   by   pressure   from   elders   to   be   something   they   arent   .   loved   entirely   by   lila   and   inspired   by   various   forms   of   media   .   

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moving blogs! like this for the link! please only like if you intend on writing with me <3

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moving blogs! like this for the link! please only like if you intend on writing with me <3

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open starter !

         ୨୧         ❛   i   was   not   stood   up   !   theyre   just   running   late   is   all   …   —   what   are   you   even   doing   here   ?   ❜

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open starter !

         ୨୧         ❛   we’re   not   together   anymore   ,   remember   ?   i   can   do   whatever   the   fuck   i   want   now   thanks   to   you   .   ❜

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the  weight  of  weariness  and  a  tinge  of  remorse  form  an  indelible  expression  on  her  countenance  as  she  walks  out  of  the  police  station  ready to go home . finally .  her  eyes  scan  the  surroundings  ,  and  there  it  is — that  familiar  face  . she  should  have  been  at  home  but  instead  had  ventured  into  chaos ,  accompanied  by  an  unlucky  company  of  friends  .  consequently  ,  they  found  themselves  apprehended  for  trespassing  on  private  property  and  maddie  had  been  the  only  one  who had  stayed  there  the  longest . as  she  gets  closer  ,  maddie's  response  to  the  situation  is   unmistakable — a  subtle  roll  of  her  eyes mixed with a soft groan  ,  a  telltale  sign  of  her  exasperation  .  " who  told  you  i  was  here ? "  she  asks ,  deliberately  averting  her  gaze  from  them  .  she  had  contemplated  reaching  out  for  their  help  and  ask  them  to  go  pick  her  up  .  yet  ,  it  was  late  ,  they  were  probably  sleeping  and  she  reluctantly  abandoned  that  idea  ,  surrendering  to  the  reality  that  rescue  wouldn't  come  until  the  next  morning .  @loveorigins

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୨୧ brisk wind combs through raven locks leaving disarray , goosebumps lining dermis despite obsidian hoodie that clothed toned frame . was a chilly night and yet ... — had remained stuck in location just outside police station awaiting other for what could be calculated as hours . one call on cellular was all it took to haul homme from comfort of mattress to seek beauty to ease own beating vessel . sheer discontent for actions that landed her in such position visible on countenance , brims tightened shut so as to not let such incriminating thoughts spill just yet . ❛ one of your little friends that got you in trouble . ❜ palms seek refuge in pocket of hoodie , embers surveying darling for any mauve tints or lacerations — none seizing his attention . ❛ they already told me everything so you dont bother explaining yourself . ❜ resonance is weak , perhaps due to lack of sleep , though nonetheless serrated . certain both knew of whats to fall next from petals that dry in frigid weather . ❛ i thought you were smarter than most people , you know . ❜

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lovify

nose   scrunches   in   disgust   at   the   mention   of   parents   performing   carnal   actions   in   order   to   futurely   conceive   self,   free   arm   raising   to   lightly   slap   his   clothed   abdomen.   “   i’m   not   doing   that,   you   pervert.   ”   responds   in   equally   disgusted   tone,   glaring   at   boyfriend   for   mere   seconds   before   gaze   shifts   to   a   loving   beam   instead.   mimics   counterparts   action   by   taking   yet   another   sip   of   own   drink,   sighing   softly   after   tasting   the   sweet   vanilla   flavor   from   the   drink.   was   careless   to   how   relationship   was   perceived   by   outsiders,   only   caring   about   self   and   boyfriend   -   after   all,   the   relationship   was   theirs   and   no   one   else’s,   how   they   made   it   work   was   up   to   doublet.   “   just   how   often   do   your   parents   plan   these   things   ?   ‘cause   i   swear   they   had   one   like   last   month   …   -   but   whatever,   i’ll   happily   indulge   them.   ”   dark   hues   roll   and   a   deep   sigh   follows.   it   wasn’t   that   she   hated   his   parents   (   she   didn’t,   but   actions   hardly   display   her   true   affection   towards   them   or   anyone   else,   really   )   but   always   waltzing   from   event   to   event   brought   exhaustion   to   beauty,   especially   with   how   packed   her   schedule   was.   a   smug   expression   coats   mien   at   the   mention   of   shopping,   turning   head   to   glance   at   boyfriend.   “   i   totally   agree   -   i   have   to   look   good   to   make   a   good   impression   at   least.   plus,   we   both   get   a   good   treat   afterwards.   ”

         ୨୧         ❛   it’s   normally   every   other   month   ,   but   with   the   way   they   had   a   lot   of   traction   last   month   i   think   theyre   trying   to   keep   that   attention   and   build   on   it   .   they   keep   suggesting   displaying   some   of   my   pieces   but   i   dont   know   ...   ❜      shoulders   shrug   at   such   concept   ,   numerous   occasions   in   which   elders   inquired   homme   about   such   exhibition   replaying   in   cerebrum   like   a   sick   nightmare   on   loop   .      ❛   their   crowd   really   isnt   my   crowd   ,   you   know   ?   ❜      despite   being   born   into   sheer   opulence   ,   something   not   many   are   granted   ,   didnt   favor   such   grandeur   .   elite   in   which   parents   frolicked   with   both   immoral   &   conniving   in   their   own   ways   ,   would   merely   purchase   artwork   with   idea   of   hanging   up   golden   frames   in   brilliant   chateaus   .   would   much   rather   have   art   hung   in   facilities   where   a   purchase   went   to   someone   or   something   that   actually   needed   it   ,   something   elders   never   quite   understood   .      ❛   we   dont   have   to   go   if   you   dont   want   to   ...   ❜      cranium   tilts   to   study   beauty   in   embrace   ,   had   caught   wind   of   deep   sigh   &   knew   with   vigorous   training   program   she   participated   in   alongside   own   bubbling   endeavors   such   prancing   around   at   parents   whim   could   become   burdensome   .      ❛   i’ll   tell   them   something   came   up   ,   they’ll   forget   about   it   once   they   get   some   drinks   in   them   .   we   can   stay   in   where   theres   no   lingering   eyes   you   have   to   worry   all   night   about   ,   hm   ?   ❜

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stargrasp

❝    and    why    does    it    matter    if    i    still    have    her    number    ,    brooklyn    ?    it’s    not    like    i’m    fucking    texting    her    when    you’re    not    around    .    you    can    look    through    my    messages    yourself    since    you    felt    so    inclined    .    ❞

         ୨୧         ❛   because   i   fucking   told   you   to   delete   and   block   her   number   .   if   you’re   not   texting   her   at   all   ,   what   the   point   of   having   that   number   in   your   phone   ?   ❜      french   tips   seize   cellular   from   grasp   of   hommes   at   proposition   ,   would   never   say   no   to   such   invitation   even   if   having   no   absolute   reason   to   do   as   such   .      ❛   i’m   only   doing   this   because   you   give   me   like   ,   no   other   option   ,   you   know   .   who   knows   how   many   other   bitches   you   have   in   here   .   ❜      

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lovify  

mien   shifts   to   a   smile   when   words   are   registered   in   cerebrum,   nodding   in   response   before   simply   letting   go   and   following   his   lead,   eyes   shutting   close   and   lips   giving   into   the   kiss.   in   that   moment   it   didn’t   matter   who   did   and   who   didn’t   see   them,   importance   was   instead   on   own   feelings   of   happiness   and   calmness   that   were   brought   by   handsome   counterpart.   “   i’ll   go   home   with   you.   ”   breathed   out   once   there   was   enough   space   between   couple   to   speak   at   the   very   least,   yet   beauty   did   not   draw   further   from   him,   opting   to   stay   as   close   as   he   allowed   her   to.   another   breath   is   released   when   his   thumn   grazed   rosy   brim,   gaze   focusing   on   hand   of   his   rather   than   his   semblance,   finding   sight   appealing.   “   sounds   like   a   wonderful   plan   to   me   …   though,   shouldn’t   we   bid   farewell,   at   least   ?   or   would   you   rather   sneak   out   ?   again,   either   is   fine   by   me.   ”

         ୨୧         was   as   if   doublet   had   emerged   from   a   princess   movie   ,   one   where   prince   charming   gets   the   beauty   &   all   is   well   in   the   kingdom   —   their   personal   dwellings   being   the   comfort   they   exclusively   shared   with   one   another   .      ❛   we   should   sneak   out   while   my   parents   are   still   busy   entertaining   whoever   they   can   find   .   ❜      embers   survey   swarm   of   opulence   before   settling   on   elders   doing   exactly   as   such   ,   mingling   with   whoever   can   donate   to   fathers   mayoral   campaign   .   certain   elder   was   depositing   a   rather   good   word   for   son   who   currently   devices   scheme   to   break   out   of   chateau   .      ❛   come   on   ,   lets   go   through   the   back   .   ❜      fingers   intertwine   as   homme   is   whisking   away   darling   from   location   at   bar   ,   duo   snaking   between   exchanges   shared   as   pair   become   lost   in   crowd   hardly   able   to   breath   fine   oxygen   that   lingers   just   above   them   .      ❛   god   ,   i   cant   wait   to   get   out   of   this   suit   .   ❜      digits   tug   at   black   tie   that   chokes   esophagus   as   pair   break   free   from   horde   and   find   refuge   in   back   hallway   that   leads   to   emergency   exit   aperture   .      ❛   and   get   you   out   of   that   dress   .   why   is   there   so   many   ruffles   ?   ❜

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lovify

despite   quaint   background   self   can   be   considered   quite   modern   -   at   least   in   the   eyes   of   dearest   grandparents.   all   he   did   was   to   survive   and   maintain   lifestyle   family   sustained   -   so,   it   would   be   silly   to   pass   up   opportunity   provided   by   doll   before   taller.   “   really   ?   then   prepare   to   be   impressed.   ”   already   bowing   before   beauty,   taking   hold   of   her   hand   and   placing   a   delicate   peck   to   back   to   hand,   raising   face   to   display   smug   mien.   “   huh   ?   wasn’t   that   good   ?   i’m   sure   your   mom   would   approve   that.   ”   comment   is   nothing   but   display   of   self   gained   confidence,   believing   earlier   performance   was   enough   to   hush   parent’s   worries   regarding   daughter’s   partner.   body   becomes   frozen   when   question   is   raised,   semblance   cringing   when   opposite   becomes   right.   “   i,   uh   …   ha   ha,   was   it   really   that   easy   to   guess   ?   i   never   met   anyone’s   parents   -   nothing   ever   lasted   long   to   begin   with.   ”   gives   half   explanation   to   other,   not   wanting   to   reveal   whole   truth   to   her.

         ୨୧         string   of   giggles   part   crimson   painted   petals   ,   was   rather   amusing   observing   other   display   such   gentleman   like   tendencies   ,   was   as   if   something   out   of   a   fairytale   movie   .      ❛   she   would   approve   of   that   as   long   as   you   wipe   that   cocky   little   smile   off   your   face   when   the   real   thing   happens   .   ❜      kissed   palm   presses   against   homme’s   chest   offering   slightest   of   shoves   at   such   incriminating   expression   currently   adorned   .   knew   without   doubt   even   if   lacking   such   niceties   mother   would   approve   of   counter   with   swiftness   having   rather   horrid   dating   history   herself   ...   —   he   was   above   the   status   quo   ,   though   would   never   admit   such   aloud   .      ❛   shut   up   .   so   i’m   taking   your   meeting   the   parents   virginity   ?   and   its   not   even   real   ?   ❜      lower   brim   is   suddenly   pouting   at   such   concept   ,   one   hand   pleased   with   such   notion   other   hand   desiring   to   make   such   act   seem   as   real   as   could   be   .      ❛   we   should   take   this   serious   then   ,   you   know   ...   so   that   it   feels   sort   of   real   !   like   we’re   a   real   couple   !   ❜

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lovehaze

“   th-that’s   not   what   i   meant   !   i   mean   …   i   accept   the   offer,   i   was   just   -   i   was   just   really   surprised   that   you   asked   me   out   ,   i   didn’t   …   i   didn’t   know   i   was   your   type   is   all.   i   guess.   ”

         ୨୧         melodious   hum   is   produced   in   esophagus   at   words   of   beauty   ,   merely   gawking   at   other   like   a   deer   caught   in   headlights   .      ❛   so   cute   .   ❜      is   all   she’s   able   to   spare   ,   regaining   composure   as   vertebrae   straightens   and   blonde   settles   back   into   reality   .      ❛   and   what   do   you   think   my   type   is   ?   ❜

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myfaults

                                lashes   fluttering   as   eyes   roll   for   the   millionth   time   of   the   evening   ,   though   still   keeping   a   scandalous   lack   of   distance   between   self   and   selected   counterpart   .   “   maybe   that   is   exactly   what   we   should   pull   .   ”   will   muse   over   idea   before   attention   settles   back   on   femme   .   “   maybe   if   you   showed   or   pretended   to   have   at   least   one   quality   i   could   be   attracted   to   ,   this   night   would   be   a   breeze   .   but   i   guess   even   the   champagne   can’t   help   with   that   ,   no   ?   ”

         ୨୧         couldnt   halt   the   brisk   grin   that   tugs   on   pink   petals   at   others   eye   roll   ,   thoroughly   enjoyed   agitating   beauty   unlike   any   other   ,   was   the   only   plus   of   even   conceding   her   proposition   attending   such   tedious   event   with   one   another   .      ❛   i   clearly   have   one   since   you   invited   me   of   all   people   here   ,   no   ?   ❜      beam   cascades   into   something   far   more   insidious   ,   petals   pressing   against   flute   filled   to   brim   with   bubbly   concoction   .      ❛   you’re   into   me   ,   and   thats   just   a   fact   .   ❜      limbs   cross   over   bosom   as   she   entertains   such   concept   ,   warm   embers   surveying   doll   from   head   to   toe   .   was   use   to   such   ordeal   ...   —   having   array   of   beings   falling   to   their   knees   for   blonde   beauty   was   certain   she   piqued   some   sort   of   interest   within   others   beating   vessel   .      

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myfaults

                             pressure   felt   from   teeth   clamping   together   as   jaw   tenses   ,   already   aware   of   pandora’s   box   cracked   wide   open   .   “   i   didn’t   say   shit   ,   so   let’s   end   the   assumptions   right   there   .   i   just   can’t   believe   how   naive   you   can   be   sometimes   .   .   .   ”   spoken   from   experience   with   just   how   hungry   public   can   be   to   take   a   single   syllable   and   blow   it   all   up   —   dismissing   femme’s   demand   with   a   huff   ,   slumping   back   in   own’s   seat   .

         ୨୧         takes   words   that   resemble   daggers   straight   to   beating   vessel   .   defined   self   to   not   be   naive   but   simply   possessed   not   a   care   in   the   world   to   how   others   react   to   statements   spared   when   darling   herself   knew   own   reality   best   .   petite   limbs   fold   over   bosom   at   disposition   of   homme   ,   yearning   to   both   vanish   entirely   from   premises   &   aid   males   discontent   .     ❛   naive   ?   god   ,   you’re   so   full   of   yourself   .   ❜      resonance   stern   ,   lacking   emotion   so   as   not   to   reveal   inner   turmoil   currently   brewing   .      ❛   it   doesnt   matter   what   people   think   ,   dante   .   months   doing   this   and   you   still   havent   learned   that   ?   i   said   i   wanna   go   home   ,   get   up   .   ❜      leg   takes   a   swing   at   homme’s   own   ,   certain   force   was   bound   to   leave   mauve   tints  .

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myfaults

                          “   you   have   kept   me   entertained   ,   that’s   for   sure   .   ”      femme’s   confusion   will   have   corner   of   mouth   twitching   upward   ,   unable   to   mask   such   satiation   washing   over   .   “   tell   me   what   i’m   supposed   to   be   so   upset   about   ,   ser   .   ”   inflection   of   pet   name   serving   as   final   nail   in   coffin   .   “   having   you   bend   to   my   every   last   whim   ?   ”

         ୨୧         ❛   to   your   every   last   whim   ?   ❜      temper   is   thinning   by   the   second   ,   countenance   &   tone   alike   causing   petite   limbs   to   cross   over   bosom   as   distaste   coats   esophagus   &   settles   in   pit   of   abdomen   .      ❛   why   are   you   making   that   face   ?   and   why   are   you   talking   like   that   ?   ❜      soles   step   closer   to   infiltrate   hommes   personal   space   as   if   such   close   proximity   will   provide   all   the   answers   desired   before   plump   brims   were   to   do   as   such   .      ❛   tell   me   what   you’re   on   about   right   now   or   i’m   breaking   up   with   you   .   ❜

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lovify

doe   eyes   roll   at   comment   made   by   opposite   -   he   was   truly   perceptive,   knew   her   well   enough   to   know   just   how   her   body   reacted,   even   when   brims   denied   times   and   times   again.   “   you   have   no   idea   of   what   you’re   talking   about.   ”   unable   to   suppress   string   of   giggles   that   fall   from   rosy   petals,   eyeing   the   taller   fondly   while   doing   so.   when   question   is   posed   semblance   shifts   to   a   pensive   look,   knitted   brows   and   pursed   lips   whilst   gaze   escaped   counterpart   to   eye   another   corner   instead,   all   while   emitting   a   low   hum.   “   well,   i   could   give   you   one   buuut   …   i   don’t   think   you   behaved   well   enough   to   deserve   it.   ”   concludes,   eyes   settling   back   on   taller   once   chin   is   lifted   by   him.   “   i’d   love   to   !   maybe   then   you’ll   get   the   kisses   you   want   so   badly~   ”

         ୨୧         ❛   maybe   then   ?   ❜      bottom   brim   is   jutted   at   such   devastating   news   ,   palms   diving   into   back   pockets   of   darlings   jeans   tugging   her   as   close   can   be   .      ❛   what   if   i   want   them   now   ?   ❜      hums   against   silky   smooth   skin   of   neck   ,   petals   ghosting   surface   before   kissing   warm   area   tasting   of   sweet   vanilla   cream   .   all   too   familiar   what   buttons   to   press   &   sites   to   lay   petals   bare   to   get   exactly   what   prince   yearned   for   most   and   sensed   no   qualms   in   using   such   information   in   his   favor   .      ❛   even   just   one   now   ?   ❜      cranium   relocates   to   opposite   side   of   neck   ,   caresses   prolonging   just   enough   mauve   tints   begin   to   form   beneath   dermis   .      ❛   i   see   it   as   a   little   encouragement   to   behave   better   at   the   party   ,   you   know   ?   ❜      reclines   from   previous   position   now   face   to   face   ,   hues   flickering   from   doe   -   like   orbs   to   plump   ,   highly   inviting   ,   perfectly   plump   petals   .      

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lovetionary

                     “   i   don’t   know   because   you   made   it   sound   like   a   joke   when   you   told   me   about   it.   plus   .   .   i   didn’t   think   you   would   go   for   someone   like   that.   ”   there’s   an   intended   emphasis   on   the   word   to   match   the   judgmental   look   she   gives   him.   “   oh   my   god   ,   here   we   go   .   .   literally   what   reason   would   i   have   to   be   jealous.   i   mean   look   at   me   and   then   look   at   them   and   answer   that   on   your   own.   it’s   just   funny   ,   that’s   all.   imagining   you   dating.   ”

         ୨୧         ❛   someone   like   what   ?   ❜      turns   on   soles   to   face   darling   entirely   ,   treading   closer   toward   own   mattress   where   other   is   situated   atop   beautifully   so   .   inquiry   only   posed   to   scope   incriminating   thoughts   that   cloud   her   cerebrum   ,   certain   he’d   acquire   exactly   what   he   desired   most   .      ❛   well   ...   —   i   am   going   on   a   date   with   them   and   not   you   .   think   thats   enough   grounds   to   cause   some   jealousy   ,   no   ?   ❜      despite   doublet   being   best   of   friends   ,   could   never   quite   contain   oneself   from   toying   with   counter   ,   way   apples   of   cheeks   reddened   resembling   that   of   an   apple   so   easily   only   drew   such   rejoinder   in   further   .      ❛   i   can   actually   be   a   really   good   ,   loyal   ,   boyfriend   .   ❜      sentiments   spoken   aloud   are   more   so   phrased   for   his   own   assurance   .   never   one   to   woo   or   court   anyone   ,   being   far   more   in   favor   of   easy   one   night   stands   .      

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lovetionary

                       “   well   it   is   .   .   business.   ”   it   was   the   simplest   response   grayson   could   offer   and   an   entirely   inconsequential   one   at   that.   anything   more   would   dig   into   something   deeper   that   neither   of   them   needed   to   uncover.   he   believed   so   ,   anyway.   reaching   up   ,   fingers   brush   the   hair   out   of   his   eyes   before   he   sighs   out   in   discontent.   “   this   isn’t   about   last   night   ,   serena   ,   or   whenever.   it’s   business   now   and   it’s   smart   and   we   should   take   advantage   of   it.   ——   look   ,   this   could   really   help   me.   ”

         ୨୧         ponders   it   momentarily   —   business   affair   conducted   with   princess   would   signify   far   more   presence   in   one   anothers   lives   which   is   exactly   what   is   desired   most   .   supposes   could   begin   as   innocent   deal   though   certain   would   end   in   homme   falling   head   over   heels   in   love   with   her   ,   she’ll   make   sure   of   it   .      ❛   fine   .   ❜      surrenders   limbs   that   now   relax   beside   hips   ,   cranium   whisking   dark   tresses   behind   clavicle   now   in   support   of   such   endeavor   .      ❛   if   youre   cleaning   up   your   act   you   have   to   really   mean   it   with   me   ...   —   that   means   i   want   flowers   ,   on   the   regular   ,   you   hear   me   ?   ❜