Retired Loverboy

[gardengnosticator]

being a lesbian is awesome

[loverboy-55]

I always ask myself why I hate surprises then I realize I always plan my own birthday or special occasion for myself. I don’t expect people to do it for me, not anymore. I don’t expect gifts because it makes me realize that person knows nothing about me from the gift they chosen. My parents always say “ I gave you the money, go buy whatever you want” it wasn’t large amounts and I wasn’t expecting for more. Sometimes I just want a small simple gift. That would be a lot more meaningful. I finally found someone who makes my day with little. She didn’t love me with her money but she love me with her time. Yet I let that go

[loverboy-55]

Everyday, I find more reasons to hate myself

[loverboy-55]

I’m no better than most people who I judged

[loverboy-55]

I love her so much but for some reason i can’t love myself

11-27-25

[loverboy-55]

In a long time, I finally feel normal for once

Then suddenly its cloudy and dark

Why

[loverboy-55]

My gm just sold me out just to kiss my boss ass

[loverboy-55]

She kisses me to stop me from snoring at night 🌻

[sandmandaddy69]

[aadiwrites]

nah just cuddling ain't enough, I want to merge my soul with hers

[un-father]

I know a spot that would help you relax

*Starts fingering you*

[astronomicallywilling]

Making her suck the fingers you fingered her with >>

[8nin]

There is no revenge, you will never hear from me again.

[loverboy-55]

I always wanted to stop caring until I realized how scary it is not to care….

The less you care about

The less you live for

[loverboy-55]

For the first time a none family/friends asked me “ are you drinking everyday? Why”

Well my life fucking sucks 😀🤌

[loverboy-55]

Oh god one of these days those bitches gonna catch my punch. Bitch you lucky my anger issues is not acting up

[loverboy-55]

Have you ever wanted something so badly and keep chasing it your entire life? just to realize I’m happier alone