Allow yourself to be happy

Luisa. 20. Elephants lover. Life enthusiast. Things can only get better :)

[fliesandfins]

[boredpd]

me: [feels okay] me, five (5) seconds later:

[sjweminem]

“stop making jokes this is serious!”

[suplx-deactivated20190111]

[bpdgooglesearches]

how to stab myself without needing medical attention

[flowerbpd]

me, crying into my pasta at 2am: im coping

[yrg-bpd]

[loves-bird-blog]

me: you know what’s the worst thing though? I over share SO much it’s like my brain wants me to drill my life story into other people’s brains for the sake of attention and it’s annoying yknow sometimes I wonder if it’s bc my dad he used to be really cruel to me when I was younger sometimes he didn’t let me talk for hours my therapist says I have daddy issues which is bullshit I am totally fine haha but anyways so about this fear of abandonment I was telling you about,

cashier: I’m gonna ask you one last time: cash or card

[aguadebeber]

[ourlifeintransit]

[loves-bird-blog]

Person: Describe your personality

Me: ...Disordered

[loves-bird-blog]

my biggest talent: randomly stopping all my activities and switching to intense hatred for my own personal being and existence

[loves-bird-blog]

someone: i want you to trust me and be able to open up to me!!

me: *trusts and opens up to them*

them: yikes nvm

[loves-bird-blog]

me: *does something stupid and impulsive*

me: *immediately after* yikers lol I am going to regret that later

[talk-to-nobody]

[nocplesa]

-pale, nature, bruises and cigarettes blog-

@nocplesa​

[agustd-addy-deactivated20201116]

when you get really hype about a thing and decide to share that thing with someone and they dont have the reaction you hoped for so you just die a lil inside