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uhhh mental health stuff. send me asks it makes me happy.

[lovesick-kitty]

hey universe

does anyone actually care

like at all

[lovesick-kitty]

it shatters my own heart to say this, but I barely even connect to the “lovesick” title these days. I can’t remember the last time I got sick from my anxious attachment - that should be a good thing, but no I’ve just picked up a handful of avoidant tendencies and feel more numb than I’ve ever wanted to.. & it’s because I can’t trust people with my heart like that. now there is nothing where there should be everything.

[lovesick-kitty]

my friends do not like when I talk about my problems so I’m back to posting here I guess

[tearzah]

commissions are always open!

my TOS and options can be found here!

[lovesick-kitty]

I hate myself so much, it’s disgusting that I’m like this

[lovesick-kitty]

hey i hope youre doing okay!

I’m not but I appreciate the sentiment 🫶🏼

[lacedcvlt]

꒰ #oc ꒱ spilled my guts and you didnt care :/// ────୨ৎ────

[lovesick-kitty]

hey so, whats your favorite brand of lollipops?

idk if they still make them, but when I was a kid my speech therapist used to have these jolly rancher lollipops that I’d get at the end of our sessions. I actually faked my speech issues after they got better so I could keep getting the lollipops (don’t judge me too harshly I was like 5)

[lovesick-kitty]

I guess since I stopped my meds weeks ago, that means the suicidal thoughts are back..

[lovesick-kitty]

is it really true that healthy relationships don’t involve getting insulted and called names?

[escitalovely]

“…true, her skin seems too white, and the color of her hair and eyes are probably different in reality. but even so, her form is undeniably human.”

[lovesick-kitty]

lol whenever I try to talk about my feelings and discomfort, my friends just change the subject to talk about themselves. everyone likes talking about themselves, no one likes listening

[lovesick-kitty]

hi! i don't know anything about what meds you are taking for what conditions but just remember that suddenly stopping certain ssris can lead to other problems with your mental and physical health so keep track of any strange symptoms you might be experiencing and check in with your doctor if you can if anything weird comes up

<3 thank you, I’m educated on the subject and my dosage was low enough to not require tapering, but I’ve definitely felt some of the discontinuation side effects. It’s something I can manage

[lovesick-kitty]

I think having a grown ass man describe to me how he wanted to murder my family and myself when I was only 4 years old fundamentally changed me as a person

[lovesick-kitty]

it always feels like no one is genuinely interested in actually knowing about me & whats going on in my life and in my head. people just like to talk about themselves.

[lovesick-kitty]

Everyone really does just get tired of me, huh

[lovesick-kitty]

my “closest online friend” disappears/ghosts and makes everything invisible for weeks to months or even years at a time, but is still active with other friends during those periods. this has been a pattern for our entire decade + of friendship and im starting to reach my limit of how many “one sided friendships” I can take - am I wrong for feeling hurt?