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shark vs the universe
Sade Olutola

Love Begins
Aqua Utopia|海の底で記憶を紡ぐ

Andulka
ojovivo
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#extradirty

oozey mess
dirt enthusiast
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
i don't do bad sauce passes

JBB: An Artblog!
Claire Keane
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$LAYYYTER

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祝日 / Permanent Vacation
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I wish I wasn't afraid of myself.
I wanted to feel something more.
Something more than fear.
I wanted to be something more than the little psychiatric sick girl who needed compassion.
the rise of fascism has me sleep deprived
every night i dream of you kissing my forehead and holding my fears for a good night i can sleep on
my type, i fear
Sometimes, I see my old bruises in their old spots, and when I realize that there aren't any real bruises in my body anymore, I feel the need to make myself new ones. Not just to remember him and forget for a little my non-physical pain, but to punish myself too. Punish myself because I let a man lay his hands on me.
The only man I've ever loved.
Since then, every day has been the same. I would wake up and read till I got a headache, then, go downstairs and eat as little food as I could with my family, and take my pills in front of them, pushing ten o'clock. Then I'd go back upstairs to my bedroom and smoke a cigarette sitting on the window ledge, looking out onto the lamp-lit, cobblestone streets of my city, before I looked up at the moon and held onto the only hope I had of still being close to some sort of peace.
The thought that someday, that same moon I always loved and praised would light a night where I wouldn't be scared, sick or feared. I would be happy.
david lynch passed away i might just die