Live the life you've imagined.

Lisa • 22 • Belgium • soccer goalkeeper

[br-o-ken-poetry]

I've spent hours obsessing over why I'm not good enough. Hours lost, standing in front of the mirror, studying my face and wondering if it's because I'm not pretty enough. Reading back old conversations and wondering if I'm annoying, too needy, too much. Will anyone ever stick around? I try so hard, but I'm just never worth it in the end.

broken thoughts | 2am

[deadbyinsidee]

[valentina-poem]

[allthesepurplelights]

[uitvaagsel]

“Dus wees potverdorie eens lief voor jezelf als je weer eens bent gevallen. Het vallen zelf doet al pijn genoeg.”

— Tegen jou.  (via muisjee)

[verzonnen]

“Het maakt mij zo intens gelukkig wakker te worden wetende dat ik u heb.”

— Verzonnen

[dromenvangen]

Zo mezelf ben ik al jaren niet geweest.

Bij jou mag het.

[big-bad-bastard]

Me when someone plays with my hair: can you do that for the next 12 years thx

[6lacksoul]

[mompelen]

“Waarom krijg ik steeds meer het gevoel dat ik beter als een harteloos mens door het leven zou gaan?”

— Of moet ik echt telkens opnieuw mij later vertrappelen door onverschillige mensen?

[haleyincarnate]

[for-him-diaries]

“The worst reason to hate someone is because you loved them so much.”

— - P.G.G

[lovesoccerandpeace]

And maybe I should just be thankful for what happened. Because I would’ve never gotten over her when I didn’t have a reason to hate her as much as I do now.

[wasjopara]

*googles number i dont recognize calling me instead of answering*

[depressedbarbie]

[iits-all-about-lovee]

“Are you hiding your true feelings or am I just desperately wishing you are?”

— My heart

[uhnsaids]

“i’m losing my mind over these unclear conversations between our glances.”

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