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Three years ago I lost myself...and everything in between.

Or at least I thought I did.

Three years ago I saw this girl queuing during Dua Lipa concert in London.

6th November 2017.

I saw her and I think I knew that we were meant to be. I didn’t talk with her. She didn’t talk with me. We were just looking at each other like we knew each other. Hours spent watching hoping wondering and nothing happened.

Weeks after we found each other back, random thanks to an app. And I decided I didn’t want to waste a chance to know her. I texted her. We texted for days and then I asked her out. Best decision of my life.

I don’t want to even think about not finding her back in that app. I don’t want to think about the chance to not have been with her.

I lost myself just to find myself back, better, happier.

All this because I allowed myself to be loved by a person who I love back too. She loves me the most and I can’t wait to be her wife.

Three years and I can’t wait to have a lifetime with you.

I LOVE YOU. I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU.

[loveyoumorealways]

I am the lucky one!

[danataylorversion]

I love the way you look at me When I’m not paying attention You always see the best in me Even on my worst rendition It’s been three years and I could do a thousand more If I’ve got you right here then damn life is good

Baby with you, Damn life is good, damn life is good

When there’s so much to lose I know we get fired up Thinking one of us could choose To let it go just like that But the truth is I choose you Every time I wake up

@loveyoumorealways

[loveyoumorealways]

Ti amo tanto!

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I AM SO NOT OKAY!

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Finally I can say: I AM GETTING MARRIED!

28 May 2021

I will enjoy that day so much and be glad of the family I build on my own, my friends.

I won’t have my parents next to me. I won’t have my dad walking me to my future wife. I’m okay with it, really.

I will have friends that made me who I am. A proud human being. A queer woman who wants to share with the world her love for another proud queer woman.

It was a hell of a journey. Tears, pain, fear, deep darkness. It was all worth it.

If I can see my old self I will just hug her and tell her that she will have the greatest people on her side and she will love and be loved.

[loveyoumorealways]

Sometimes you just wish you could do anything to make her feel better but there is absolutely nothing you can do and it's freaking painful.

[danataylorversion]

“Vulnerable”

If I gave you every piece of me, I know that you could drop it

Give you the chance, I know that you could take advantage once you got it

If I open up my heart to you, I know that you could lock it

Throw away the key and keep it there forever in your pocket

If I gave the opportunity to you, then would you blow it?

If I was the greatest thing that happened to you, would you know it?

If my love was like a flower, would you plant it, would you grow it?

I might give you all my body, are you strong enough to hold it?

If I show you all my demons

And we dive into the deep end

Would we crash and burn like every time before?

I would tell you all my secrets

Wrap your arms around my weakness

If the only other option's letting go

I'll stay vulnerable, yeah

I'll stay vulnerable, yeah

I'll stay vulnerable

If I hand you my emotion, would you even want to take it?

If I give you all my trust now, would you fumble it and break it?

If I let you cross my finish line, then would you wanna make it?

I think I'm ready, won't you come and flip the switch and activate it?

If I show you all my demons

And we dive into the deep end

Would we crash and burn like every time before?

I would tell you all my secrets

Wrap your arms around my weakness

If the only other option's letting go

I'll stay vulnerable, yeah

I'll stay vulnerable, yeah

I'll stay vulnerable

If I show you all my demons

And we dive into the deep end

Would we crash and burn like every time before?

I would tell you all my secrets

Wrap your arms around my weakness

If the only other option's letting go

I'll stay vulnerable, yeah

I'll stay vulnerable, yeah

If I show you all my demons

And we dive into the deep end

Would we crash and burn like every time before? (I'll stay vulnerable)

I would tell you all my secrets

Wrap your arms around my weakness

If the only other option's letting go

(I'll stay vulnerable, yeah)

[loveyoumorealways]

[danataylorversion]

Diving into you with no regrets

No more phases, no more time to waste it

Starting out, we're nothing more than friends

Empty pages, fillin' in the spaces

Oh, I know I'm the worst sometimes

I've been hurt, but you know that, right?

Loving you, I never ask why

'Cause I've never felt like this with anybody

I wasn't sure of us, but now you got me

'Cause I wanna scream it out, tell everybody

I'm all fired up, I'm all fired up

Looking back, you answered all my prayers

I was aching, but then you came and saved me

Now my heart is beating out my chest

Oh, I feel naked, but what we got is sacred

Oh, I know I'm the worst sometimes

I've been hurt, but you know that, right?

Loving you, I never ask why

'Cause I've never felt like this with anybody

I wasn't sure of us, but now you got me

'Cause I wanna scream it out, tell everybody

I'm all fired up, I'm all fired up

'Cause I've never felt like this with anybody

The way that you hold me, I can tell you want me

When I feel you near, we're more than just two bodies

I'm all fired up, I'm all fired up

We can all get scared sometimes

But we don't wanna show it

All before we throw it all away

We got to make it right

I'ma just be honest

I'ma keep it honest

'Cause I've never felt like this with anybody

I wasn't sure of us, but now you got me

(Wasn't sure, wasn't sure, wasn't sure, wasn't sure, yeah)

'Cause I wanna scream it out, tell everybody

I'm all fired up, I'm all fired up

'Cause I've never felt like this with anybody

(I've never felt like this before)

The way that you hold me, I can tell you want me

(Know you want, know you want, know you want, know you want me)

When I feel you near, we're more than just two bodies

I'm all fired up, I'm all fired up

Fired up - Grace Carter

[loveyoumorealways]

She did it. She asked me to marry her. In her amazing cheesiness way that I was hoping for. This is one of the reasons why I love her. She's so romantic in a way that I couldn't even imagine. The perfect spot, the perfect speech, the perfect music. Everything was perfect. She's perfect and I'm so lucky to marry her. I love her so much and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with her. I'm so happy I can't even realise what happened yesterday.

[loveyoumorealways]

She says I smell like safety and home

I named both of her eyes forever and please don't go

I could be a morning sunrise all the time, all the time yeah

This could be good, this could be good

And I can't change, even if I tried

Even if I wanted to

And I can't change, even if I tried

Even if I wanted to

My love, my love, my love, my love

She keeps me warm, she keeps me warm

[loveyoumorealways]

It's been a hell of a week. Yes I know it's only Wednesday but at work is been really busy and I'm really exhausted. Today I come home later than usual and there she is. Cooking dinner for us. Already cleaning the dishes and the washing machine on. For someone it might be nothing but for me it was a lot. It seems like that we're not spending time together for ages because I'm always tired. But yet she still finds a way to spoilt me. This is way I love her so much.

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My lungs are black, my heart is pure

My hands are scarred from nights before

And my hair is thinnin', falling out

Of all the wrong places

I am a little insecure

My eyes are crossed, but they're still blue

I bite my nails and tell the truth

I go from thin to overweight

Day to day it fluctuates

My skin is inked, but faded too

But she loves me, she loves me

Why the hell she love me

When she could have anyone else?

Oh you love me, you love me

Why the hell do you love me?

'Cause I don't even love myself

Baby, the best part of me is you

And lately everything's making sense too

Oh baby, I'm so in love with you

I overthink and still forget

I lose my phone and place my bets

And I never catch the train on time

Always thirty minutes behind

Your worries ain't seen nothin' yet

But you love me, you love me

Why the hell you love me so

When you could have anyone else?

Yeah yeah, he loves me, he loves me

And I bet he never lets me go

And shows me how to love myself

[loveyoumorealways]

Missing you.

It's crazy how you can miss someone even if you're together all the time. I miss holding her hand, I miss kissing her, I miss cuddling her. But on the other hand I love how we steal kisses and how we try to hold each other.

[loveyoumorealways]

That feeling is still here. After an year and a half I feel the same way as the first day. You can see it in this picture, how we look at each other. How much we love each other. I'm sure I'll feel always this way, no matter what. Every time I hear your voice, every time I look at you, every time I kiss you. I'm sure I can't live without all of this.

I love you more.

[isiyamor]

[loveyoumorealways]

Miss you.