2am thoughts

poetry and thoughts - a diary luuurk aesthetic ✔️GW 1: 133 lbs ✔️GW 2: 126 lbs ✔️GW 3: 119 lbs ✔️GW 4: 112 ✔️ 🔒GW 5: 105 lbs 🔒GW 6: 98 lbs 🔒UGW: 90 lbs

[slaygirlyboopop]

[lowcalifornia]

I feel like all the childhood emotional abuse, depression, loneliness, ed obsession, falling in love so deeply and getting heartbroken, has completely ruined my ability to love completely that I always end up doubting and self-sabotaging every good thing in my life.

[lowcalifornia]

Progress - 110 lbs

[publiicvoid]

🩰

[lowcalifornia]

SKINNY TRAIN

creds to @sk1nshow1ng

• 114 • 113 • 112 • 111 • 110 • 109 • 108 • 107 • 106 • 105 • 104 • 103 • 102 • 101 • 100 • 99 • 98 • 97 • 96 • 95 • 94 • 93 • 92 • 91 •

[lowcalifornia]

corset story: you won’t regret.

[lowcalifornia]

Weight Loss Tracker:

126  [ ⤬ ]

125 [ ⤬ ]

124 [ ⤬ ]

123 [ ⤬ ]

122 [ ⤬ ]

121 [ ⤬ ]

120 [ ⤬ ]

119 [ ⤬ ]

118 [ ⤬ ]

117 [ ⤬ ]

116 [ ⤬ ]

115 [ ⤬ ]

114 [ ⤬ ]

113 [ ⤬ ]

112 [ ⤬ ]

[lowcalifornia]

I did it. ✨

[lowcalifornia]

[lowcalifornia]

I always look at my current weight and think back to 3 months ago. If I was strict 3 months ago, I would be so much lighter now.

I have to move on though, and think about 3 months forward, where I will be at my goal weight.

[lowcalifornia]

Weight Loss Tracker:

126  [ ⤬ ]

125 [ ⤬ ]

124 [ ⤬ ]

123 [ ⤬ ]

122 [ ⤬ ]

121 [ ⤬ ]

120 [ ⤬ ]

119 [ ⤬ ]

118 [ ⤬ ]

117 [ ⤬ ]

116 [ ⤬ ]

115 [ ⤬ ]

114 [ ⤬ ]

113 [ ⤬ ]

112 [ ⤬ ]

[xxskinnixxlegend]

Gotta love constantly hating yourself 🥲✌️

[i-mminentannihilation-deactivat]

meanspo literally the funniest shit ever lmfaooo call me a pig again and i will beat you the fuck up

[burymeinmypity]

[lowcalifornia]

📝 Thinspo Quotes 📝

[lowcalifornia]

Lmfaooooo my blog got terminated but this one suddenly became reinstated

[question-meme]

Leave a character in my ask and I’ll give you a list of personality traits we share

[lowcalifornia]

Who wants to distract me from this stress that I can’t do anything about at the moment? 🙃

[lowcalifornia]

Stressed waiting for my passport to come back, trying to finish my application to study abroad but need to check my passport number is correct, my parents had sent my passport off to apply for visa for some religious thing or some shit (which I didn’t even want to go to) and now I’m stressed because I can’t finish my application without my passport ughhhhhh