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When your mum love your boyfriend.. you know you've hit the jackpot 🥰🥰

So I've not been on here for ages, just to update this. My and George arent together anymore. It wasnt working out. But I've moved on and met someone who likes me for me. Who gets along with my family (my mum loves him more then me 😂) my luck is finally beginning to change 😁💕

To my eldest son, tonight is your last night of being a child and tomorrow you turn 13! I know I'm only your stepmum but to me your my son. I'm so proud of how far you've come and I love you unconditionally. Your mums and your dad love you so much, I can't believe you're turning 13, you're literally becoming a teenager. When I met you, you was turning 11. 2years ago I met you and we connected like mother and son. We've had our ups and downs but I wouldn't change you for the world. You, your brother and your sisters mean everything to me. And I'm so glad you knew about mine and your dad's baby. I wished the baby was here today to see you turn 13. But I know they're looking down on their big brother and wishing you a very happy birthday.

Hope you have a lovely birthday and get everything you wanted.

Your mums and your dad love you to the moon and back Joshua ❤️❤️❤️❤️

I have 4 stepchildren who I love as they're my own. But I would love to say my daughter or my son without the step in front. I'm 25 and not getting any younger, I just want to be able to call George my husband and to say our children. Rather saying his children or charlottes children. Don't get me wrong I love them to pieces I just want that feeling..

Why am i so hungry!?!?!

A year ago I couldnt stand my fiances ex. I hated the fact she was the mother to my stepchildren. But now we're all getting along and she had now become one of my best friends. She has completely changed and is becoming a mummy to our babies. She's even accepted the fact that I'm their stepmum. She calls me mummy to the children and says to then they have 2 mummies and 1 daddy. It's crazy knowing someone you hated for so long is now one of your closes mates!!

I don't speak to my family anymore. And I don't miss my mum or dad.. And tbh I don't really miss my big brother. But some family I do miss. And their the ones who have no idea what's happened and why I'm not there anymore. My niece, nephew, little brother and sister.. I miss them and there is nothing I can do about it. The worst part is that my brother niece and nephew are probably going to forget about me. They're only young

Hate the fact my fiances ex and the "mother" to my stepchildren and I have too much in commen. Like the same things. We're both quarter Irish. Both wear glasses.. Fucking hate it! It's crazy how someone who has so much in common with you can be your arch enemy!!

Why am having mood swings?? One minute I'm fine and the next aggy.. 🙄🙄

Being home with my family is the best thing that has happened. They might be a pain in the arse but I wouldn't change them for the world. I cannot wait to finally share their last time. My fiance. My sons and my daughters

Also happy 10th birthday to my second son Brandon! Have a lovely day. Lots of love mum dad and your brother and sisters ❤️❤️❤️

I managed a whole week with out being blamed for anything.. Go me!

That clearly ended today 🖕

Can I have a break from being blamed for everything? And just enjoy my relationship and my children, without being accused of childish crap!?

... Guess not. Anyone else want to blame for for anything..?

I miss you so much. Its breaking my heart to be away from you. I can't wait to hug you and never let you go. You're my everything. I love you ❤️💔

Why can't my parents understand I'm not a child anymore! They're ruining my life! I just want to be left alone with my fiance and My children

So I have all of my bridesmades now, my 3 sister in laws and my 2 best friends. Everything is now falling into place and to top it off Karma has got my fiances ex! Her boyfriend has finished with her and made her chose between her and the kids. She chose the kids. So just need to get that sorted. Things are finally starting to look up. Although I'm not over the moon about George helping his psycho ex but she is the mum to the kids so I can't do anything about it. George is being the bigger person. Making things right with my mum for my sake and helping out his ex for the children's sake. I'm so happy and proud of him ❤️❤️❤️

Hate the fact my sister in law has become really good friends with my ex. Because now she brings him. I realy dont want anything to do with him. People saying i can't stop him but end of the day this is my house too I live here. If I don't want my to come round he won't. My my ex for a reason. I want nothing to do with him!!!

So tonight my ex came round with my sister in law. I thought Id be okay with him being here and I realised I'm not. I have no feelings for him everything I ever had for him has gone. I knew that a year ago. But seeing him here I realised I don't want anything to do with him. He broke me, be chose his friends over me, he made me feel guilty every time I tired to leave him. He made me feel like I wasn't important. I cant handle him being here. All I want to do if forget about him and forget his existed. But I cant now he's good friends with my sister in law, I can't even look at him without my blood boiling. So things weren't awkward I spoke to him had a laugh but that was all fake. I'm struggling even thinking that I'm going to have to see him again, I can't do it. I feel sick even knowing I was ever with him. All I want to consentrate on is George, our kids and our wedding. But I feel shit even knowing he might come down again.

I really thought id be okay with him being here but I'm really not. People saying it's not up to me but it should be he's my fucking ex this is my house. Unless we had a child together I shouldn't have to see him!!

I want nothing to do with him. Everything he put me through I can't stop thinking about..

IT'S OFFICIAL ME AND GEORGE ARE ENGAGED!!.. Just need a ring 💍❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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