if i’m going to be completely real here:
the main reason for my absence on this blog is because i think i’m kind of fading away from what used to take up so much space in my life. i’ve been so occupied that i haven’t had time nor the ability to express the passion that i used to have for bts. i don’t get excited when they’re on vlive, when they’re new bangtan bombs, when there’s new photos from my bias’ or when there’s a new comeback. this doesn’t mean that i’m not supporting them anymore, i am, but just from a much calmer place that is barely visible. i saw their comeback and their stages in silence and peace rather than scream and freak out like i used to. bts has come so far and i couldn’t be more proud and happy that i was there for a good portion of their journey as a fan.
i know this blog makes a lot of people happy and therefore i’d like to keep it up, maybe i’ll post photos once in a while but i’d rather not force it.
if anyone out there is feeling sad or upset, feeling like they’re not valid or important; if you ever need someone to talk to, please come and talk to me because i’d love to remind you of all the good in this world. you can reach me on my personal tumblr: @dearmercuries.
thanks to every single one of you who followed this account for the past year and made me feel like i had a safe place to turn to and to share my love for bts.
peace out. x