pretty kinda dirty face

you forget the sound of your father’s voice. you think it was around the same time you gave up your bones to silence, as though you ever had a choice. you breathe, you sleep, you pray. you find bruises on your knees you don’t have a name for. you catch a boy’s eye, set your heart on fire. you burn the quiet edges of your rice-paper skin, shame licking your wrists like gasoline. you wonder what your mother would say if she saw you, barefoot and lonely, hands held up to the moonlight. it’s a test. it’s all a test. you stay up till four in the morning on your hands and knees, scrubbing ashes from your sheets until your nails bleach white, wondering if this is it.

[luca-wolf]

harlowbaines:

A nice little splash of color would do it some good- anything but the dull greys and browns covering… well, everything.

—"Hey, you think we could get away with painting this whole block? It needs happy colors."

[luca-wolf]

flick-white:

"Hookers?" Felix raised a brow. "Well, that’s certainly a new suggestion. I mean, you’re probably right—but there’s no harm in trying to find out. Are you genuinely not even a tad curious about what he could be hiding?”

—"Yeah. Dev's bound to want a share of his meat, right?" Luca shrugged, her eyes flickering up to his in a wave of indifference. "Maybe I used to be a bit curious, but now I just can't be bothered to give a shit anymore. What's the point? There are other important things to worry about."

[luca-wolf]

harlowbaines:

Ah, s’mostly used up anyhow. Got bored and decided to do some vandalizin’.

—"Well then, if that's the case then go on. About time this place got a makeover anyway." 

[luca-wolf]

etixnne:

         ❝ Tell you what, kid. I see that fever in your eyes—- I’ll give you three and a light, free of charge. Just for you. But don’t tell anyone it came from me, got it? Women I hate, but kids are a whole other thing. ❞

—"Don't call me kid, I'm not a child... but, you're serious? Gee, thanks. I won't tell anyone, I swear."

"What if I need more?"

[skllfck]

[luca-wolf]

etixnne:

         ❝ Depends on what you’re willing to give, of course. ❞

—"Tell me what you want, and I'll give it to you if it's within my power. Just name your price."

[luca-wolf]

cvlking:

Oh you would’ve made a fantastic mother.

—"Ha ha ha, very funny but I happen to detest children if you haven't already noticed. You on the other hand would make a lovely father, I can just almost picture your children slaving away while you watch iced tea in hand."

[arcanarpg]

Is anyone else curious about what’s outside? I mean, Dev said it was all just coal and lava, but don’t you think there’s something rather fishy about that?

[luca-wolf]

flick-white:

—"Probably a bunch of hookers running around, too. Who knows? No point wondering if you're never gonna know for sure."

[luca-wolf]

florianbfuchs:

What does a guy ‘ave to do to get a cigarette around ‘ere? Not all vices are permanently sated posthumously, y’know. My throat’s dry as ‘ell and some good ol’ nicotine would do ze trick, I’m sure. Would probably clear my headache and pessimistic disposition right up as well.

—"Suck a dick, Vlad. That's what you have to do."

[rcdlips]

I never thought Hell would be quite this boring.

[luca-wolf]

scarletatrest:

—"No one ever thought Hell would mean being locked up like rats, but here we are."

[luca-wolf]

harlowbaines:

What? It’s lipstick. Swear on my grave.

—"No point wasting a perfectly good shade of red"

[luca-wolf]

byemorgangreene:

Sometimes, I really hate having to stay in my cell all night.

—"I'm offended"

[luca-wolf]

etixnne:

         ❝ New pack of cigs to the highest bidder. A lighter can be provided for, upon purchase. ❞

—"What do you want?"

[cvlking]

As well as you? Scaredy pants.

[luca-wolf]

Shut up. I already have to deal with you guys, okay? I'm not looking to add to the crazies, especially not from children. Eww.

[arielwinters-blog-blog]

Fancy meeting you here. [Morgan & Luca]

[arielwinters-blog-blog]

The girl put up more of a fuss than Morgan would have thought. She sure was fired up, even more than Morgan was when he arrived in Hell. He could sympathize with her though. When he arrived in Hell, he thought it was all a dream or that he was on some television show. He couldn’t believe what was happening to him. Eventually, after talking to more of the residents, Morgan got used to the thought. He didn’t know if his new room mate would though. Not by the way she was acting now. Somehow, Morgan knew that he shouldn’t bother her right now. He didn’t think she would listen to anything he had to say, regardless of what he said.She even looked mad to be with him in the room.

Looking over at her, he pulled his legs up onto his bed and and crossed his arms. He was having a hard time holding his tongue. Even when he was alive, he liked to talk on and on. It was one of the few things people liked about him. He could always keep a conversation going for hours at a time. Now, he was trying to be nice and keep quiet, but he just couldn’t. His urge to try and talk to her about everything she was going through was too strong.

"Hey, are you alright? I know we’re in Hell, but it’s not as bad as it seems." He got off and the bed and walked towards her, still giving her a good two feet around. "You can leave the cell later once you get a grip on everything in the morning," He leaned on the bars beside her, just watching her for a moment. Hopefully she didn’t lash out at him. He had heard of a few people going crazy. Figuring out that you’re in Hell is a pretty eye opening thing, even if you kind of realize that you’ll end up there.

[luca-wolf]

Luca froze and watched him walk towards her, backing away a few steps despite the distance he left between the two. Her eyes trailed him as he leaned against the bars, gaze hard and cold. "You think I give fuck about being ending up in Hell?" The young girl couldn't help but laugh a bitter laugh, humorless. Luca had never thought about the consequences of dying when she was still alive, not once did the thought of a life after the demise crossed her mind. Sure, she grew up as a child of the church but it  was never her choice. She hadn't known better, she was blinded, but even then she was skeptical. Heaven or Hell, to think that a person could be categorized between good or bad— as if it were that simple.

She would have probably laughed if she ended up at Heaven's gates, hysterical. It was funny. But that wasn't the point, it wasn't about where she ended up.. it was about where he was, and how she would get there. "I don't care." She continued on. "Heck, I know I deserve being thrown into this shit hole just as much as you probably do. I just— wait, what?" The mention of being able to leave, however, had stopped her mid-sentence. She could leave her cell, she could look for him! "I can..I can leave..?" Luca swallowed, allowing the question to hang in the air for a few moments as she stared at him, her eyes now sporting a look that was more.. hopeful. "In the morning..I get out....I can leave." Though the way she said if sounded more like it had been a reassurance to herself.

Luca looked up at her apparent cellmate once more before running her hands through her hair in an attempt to soothe the wayward strands. Straightening up, she wiped the back of her hand across her eyes, though, she hadn't technically cried. Breathing out, she bit her lip and lowered her gaze to the floor. "I just need to look for someone. I need to know if he, you know, made it out here..." That was as close to an apology he was gonna get from her that night, Luca knew that much. "I just have to wait 'til morning. I can wait...I'll wait." She found a spot in a corner and sat on the ground, hugging her knees to her chest when she dared look back at him. "I'll wait."

[alphabetsoupandspillingit-deact]

and when they shout

he does not love you

shout back

so what

you do not exist

for his affections

[cvlking]

I don’t know, I try my best to stay clear of that area. So far, so good.

[luca-wolf]

It's probably wisest if you continue doing so.