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[sun-sakura]

My nocturnal serenade (Moondrop x GN! Reader) Part 5

The silence that followed was long.

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[luckybunny1274]

On another wrestling rant. The whole vibe to wrestling was off for me. I first joined in freshman year and it was my first ever sport and I wanted to be included and be apart if smth but I was going through some shit so I only made one friend and she left for dance I was literally left alone the whole time like I can’t even describe how embarrassing it was to go to the wrestling gym everyday and just sit in the middle of the mat on my phone while my small wrestling team(maybe 4 boys and 3 girls) got along like I dreaded going because I felt so isolated and this one girl I tried befriending, Charlotte, was nice and I thought she was pretty and she was very polite and I can adapt to anyone’s sense of humor, and hers was kinda basic Instagram but that’s fine so I tried getting along with her cause she also just sat on the mats kinda alone. But I light don’t know why but she was so awkward?? Not like new new awkward but like she didn’t want to be near me? I was genuinely hurt because I didn’t smell or be mean like I tried getting along with her even just on a classmate level but she just didn’t like me, she would move away from me whenever I told her I needed to get smth real quick, I’d come back to her moved away to another part of the mat and at that point I thought it was me but it hurt like I never did anything to her??? When we wrestled she’d show me moves and be nice but idk. In sophomore year I was more confident, Charlotte left wrestling but I’d pass her in the halls, I used to smile and wave politely in greeting and I remember she’d just half grimace half smile back like she was awkward or didn’t want to see me. It hurt. But in sophomore year I completely ignored her in the halls, I’d feel her eyes on me when we’d accidentally catch each other’s eyes but because we wore masks I pretended to not even see her. It felt so good to completely look over her as I literally walked right past her while I could feel her glance at me, I felt so badass lol like I was willing to be her friend and change my humor to match hers to just get along, I feel better to stop that shit lol

The year ended with me being alone in wrestling and I was kinda off out but I signed up again in sophomore year, I didn’t wrestle cause COVID but when I came back to school we had a new wrestling coach, Ms Luna, I thought a female couch would be better and she actually taught us more moves but I still felt isolated the whole year, I tried getting along more with others cause at that point I really flourished and found my confidence and I thought I could do better to befriend them but I still felt so alone like the wrestling team was so small and tightknit and I couldn’t get into it. Not to mention Ms Luna was always on my back about attending practice and I liked it but I also just wasn’t feeling it anymore, fake it till you make it doesn’t work. So I never went to practice and she was always up my ass about it, to the point I’d literally skip just to not interact with her she couldn’t even greet me properly without first asking if I’m gonna go to practice. So I left wrestling altogether cause I was failing from not attending practice, and she was confused???? “You could’ve just done what you do and make it till the end?” Like no I couldn’t I was literally failing as soon as I joined the normal PE class I was passing.

But the wrap up is I just wanted to be apart of smth and make friends, I thought I could be apart of a team and be valued and connect but I really just couldn’t no matter how I tried, I love wrestling but it seemed like my teammates never really extended too much effort to include me, especially given with how small the team WAS. I couldn’t go back to wrestling for junior year, that shit hurt two years ago and I’m still confused by some things that happened, idk idk but the team energy ruined the sport for me which is sad. I remember when I first joined wrestling FIRST class wrestling match 🤼‍♀️ I was rustling with a girl and I could hear the other senior players saying how I looked strong and how I could hold my own, I felt so proud even tho I cried a lil from my first fight, I thought I was really gonna bond with them. It sucks

[luckybunny1274]

Never forget the time my bitch wrestling teacher Ms Luna didn’t allow me to cuss as if I wasn’t ducking 16 and as if she’s my fucking mom but she was watching over me as I was trying to tell a joke smth about food so I was trying to say the Gordon Ramsey meme “finally some good fucking food” but I couldn’t cause it had a cuss in it so I said it as just “finally some good food” and it flopped and I knew it and my table mates knew it cause they looked awkward and this stupid mf that I BEFRIENDED CAUSE THEY WERE LONELY AND “the weird kid” SAID “it’s almost like you tried to say a popular cool meme but failed” FUCK YOU BITCH I HELPED YOU GET OUT OF YOUR SHELL CAUSE I UNDERSTOOD YOU I SUPPORTED YOU WHEN YOU CAME OUT AND THEY HAD THE AUDACITY TO UTTERLY OBLITERATE ME I LITERALLY CRIED SOBBING INTO MY PILLOW WHEN I GOT HOME BECAUSE I WAS ALWAYS THE FUNNY KID AND I FAILED FUCK YOU TOO MS LUNA FOR TELLING ME YOU WERE GONNA KICK ME OUT OF YOU CLASS IF I CUSSED AGAIN YOUR NOT MY FUCKING MOM AND I SAID ASS AND FUCK LITERALLY EVERYONE IN THAT CLAS CUSSED IM PISSED AND YOU JELT ASKING ME WHY I WONT COME TO PRACTICE “your gonna get kicked out if you don’t come you know🤨🤷‍♀️” BITCH I KNOW I WAS GOING THROUGH SHIT AND YOU CONSTANTLY PESTERING ME ABOUT GOING DOESNT MAKE ME WANT TO GO IN FACT ITS THE REASON I SKIPPED YOUR CLASS I LITERALLY DREADED INTERACTING WITH YOU OMFGGG AND WHEN I ACTUALLY JUST SWITCHED FROM YOUR CLASS YOU HAD THE AUDACITY TO SAY “you could’ve just done what you’ve been doing for the end of the year?🤨🤷‍♀️🤚🤔” I WAS LITERALLY FAILING YOUR CLASS AND SKIPPING AS SOON AS I SWITCHED TO A NORMAL PE CLASS I WAS PASSING FUCK YOU YOUR THE REASON IM NOT GETTING BAXK

But yea anyways I’ll be posting more wrestling class rants

[luckybunny1274]

Realized I have 200*$ of calico critters and my collection is small compared to others, one part red roof mansion(30$), grocery store(30$), 3 families(20$ each), bathroom set(20$), living room set(20$), a fashion cat?(20$), washing machine and vacuum(10?$), 3 small things(8-10$), rabbit mom with rabbit and chipmunk baby(20$)

Gotdamn

[luckybunny1274]

Fuck summer this shit so boring

[luckybunny1274]

I LOVE calico critters and love expanding my collection, but goddamnit it’s so expensive, I love stealing ❤️

[wilfcrd]

Pls this is so fucking funny

[odiomnibusvobis]

No one is talking about the true victims of the Suez Canal.

[luckybunny1274]

[satyriconmp3]

[rosescries]

is mutt willing to let his relationship with black completely drop to protect and love mc?

Short answer is yes, though it'd be a painful process for him. And he definitely doesn't want it to come to that.

But he knows Black is in the wrong and he genuinely loves Mc. And she loves him. He's not willing to give that up, so as much as it hurts.. he will. And he knows Black holds a grudge, but is likely to come around eventually. And when he does, Mutt's willing to repair their relationship.

[frognonbinary-deactivated202412]

as yall know, im finally moving out of my (homophobic, transphobic, trump-supporting) parent’s house in a month lemme hear some noise!!!!!

[frognonbinary-deactivated202412]

my roommate and i have been splitting money for living room furniture and got most stuff covered, but i do need help with just one thing–bedroom furniture! after clicking around, i found that i could get a decent set for 950 total! this includes the mattress, bedframe and a dresser.

my bday is coming up (feb 20) so if you’d like to help me and wish me well on my new stage in life, please consider donating here:

https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/rtk0220

or venmo: rhysespieces2

[agelie]

Hi, I’m a teacher in Mindanao and I’m trying to find people who can help this kid, she needs medical assistance right away. Due to the pandemic I can’t really reach out to other foundations but I have been trying to and trying other ways to get some help with this poor kid. Her name is Princess Mae Deloso she is 10 years old her family is very poor and both parents cannot support her medical needs. For the support or donations kindly send this here.

Thank you and God Bless!

[bideogaymes]

my father in prison caught coronavirus, my stomach is in knots. 🙁🧿

prisons are not providing prisoners with PPE or safety protocols. if you want to help him afford toiletries or food, please send something to his cash app with a note encouraging him to stay strong:

cash.me/Slugga31

[bideogaymes]

his cash app isnt working rn so redirect donations to my cash app and put in the notes “FOR DAD” please:

cash.me/sheisresting

[nevaehtyler]

26-year-old Jamarion Robinson’s grandmother Beverly Nixon said her grandson was bipolar and schizophrenic. Still got shot 76 (!!!) times. Would a white person get the same treatment?

The witness said he saw more than a dozen patrol cars at the complex where US Marshals killed Robinson on August 5, 2016. Why were there no behavioral specialist? Surely one of them would know how to interact with a bipolar schizophrenic better than the police.

I’m absolutely disgusted.

Here’s Jamarion’s mother’s GoFundMe in case anyone is willing to help.

#JusticeForJamarion   #BlackLivesMatter

[kingrudegyalchina]

Oh god ..

[ordeal-moved-deactivated2021020]

this is how much they’ve raised as of June 26th, 2020.

[musicxmusingsxmemes]

$48,589 out of $100,000 raised as of September 28th, 2020

[justasimplegoblin]

$52,212 as of January 19th 2021

This is still relevant. If you can’t offer financial support please do your part and share so it can get to people who can.

#JusticeForJamarian

#BlackLivesMatter

[pacificsalmon]

i’m sorry to have to ask for help again so soon but me and my mom really need help making money for our car insurance. we’re homeless and disabled and our car is the closest thing we have to a permanent home. because of our situation our chance of being caught without insurance is way too high. the last time we couldn’t afford it, we ended up being caught and my mom had to spend the rest of her retirement fund on a ticket. and that was the officer “letting us off easy” (according to him). so we literally cannot risk that happening again. it’s $120 and due the 18th, literally anything at all would help. otherwise, please reblog this if you can. thank you.

paypal cashapp venmo

15 / 120 (thank you so much!)

[cracklet]

Hey guys.

I need help. Im a disabled bi non binary person, I need to move out of my house. My father has restricted me of food and showering. My house is currently unheated as well. I live with my brother who is violent towards and my father who is a far right conservative.

Please anything will help, I'm almost there anyway. I am working full time but not earning enough to live

My v-nmo is @/Brooke-b-73

[fruitbasket]

Please help me move out of my abusive home or my mum will likely k*ll me

It hurts to make this but I have no other choice. My only source of income is my Etsy store which I have only opened yesterday so as such, I don’t have much money at all (besides what I’ve saved over the years)

If you could donate just $1 I would be a step closer to freedom

Ko-fi / PayPal

I also do art commissions and I have an Etsy store

If you can’t donate please reblog this thank you so so much!!