Lyra ⭐🪽

** remind me to fucking lose weight** 18 🪽 japanese

[luckylittledream]

Stats (165cm 5'5")

SW: 58.5kg / 129lbs (2 days ago lol)

CW: 57.5kg / 127lbs

CW: 57kg / 126lbs

CW: 56.4kg / 124lbs

GW1: 53kg / 117lbs

GW2: 50kg / 110lbs

GW3: 45kg / 99lbs

[unfortunatelyjuni]

From Pinterest, not me

[smllxx]

Spo🪽

[luckylittledream]

honestly i feel pretty fucking lonely

[luckylittledream]

so when my mother eats nothing in a day, it's dieting, but when I, a teenage girl-

[luckylittledream]

how embarrassing would it to be in therapy to go like "oh yeah...I compare myself to other people because they're smarter, more talented, more hardworking...and skinner and prettier than me."

most fucking vain thing ever like this is why i can't tell my therapist the truth

[luckylittledream]

lowkey would prefer not to have an £D but EVERY SINGLE FUCKING PERSON AROUND ME IS ANAREKSIC.

no fucking way am i letting myself be the fattest person in the room in every single place.

if everyone around me was fat af it'd be so much better like i should move to america

[gentlyfrenziedbunnies]

if i were a pig i'd be prime bacon material cuz theres sm fat on my belly lmao fuck

[luckylittledream]

lmfao

[luckylittledream]

ya see i do kind of want to talk about this shit with my therapist but i gotta weight until i reach my gw in case she steps in and stops me

[luckylittledream]

Binged on ice cream and marshmallows at the campsite then pvrged. So fucking cooked if my teeth rot off.

[y0ur1nt3rn3tang3l]

she's such underrated sp0

[luckylittledream]

met my new therapist today and told her about how much I just love cooking

[luckylittledream]

I've lost over 2 kilos in 4 days but I am literally about to kms

[luckylittledream]

I feel so fucking depressed whilst restricting. But I fucking hate my body to the point of crying at my reflection else wise.

To be thin and depressed or ugly and moderate?

[w1tchyval]

[luckylittledream]

going camping tomorrow there's going to be so many marshmallows and crackers -_-'

[luckylittledream]

how many calories in agedashi tofu? estimates are ranging from 150 to 300 online -_-;;