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Fall off the clouds into something better… Fall into a world you’ve always dreamed of, a world you’ve always been told did not exist…

suddenly exists.

When I think of

escape

I think

relief

and when i think of

relief

i think

finally.

oh my…

finally,

create something?

#truth

Just something to chew on

I never mentioned anything about Montana

it was petrifying. Saturday evening left quite the bitter taste in my mouth...

Am I agoraphobic?

I feel like it sometimes.

Fraudulent.

It made me think about life and growing up and wondering if I ever will and it made me think about weddings and love and it made me ask Nick if he thought we’d ever get married and he said a lot would have to change and it made me wish I was somebody,

anybody

else.

It only takes three days.

Today,

Lucy Cinderella woke up at 8:30 AM. She never really sleeps any later than that. Immediately, she eats two pieces of candy, because that’s what helps her start her day. She had big plans today. She knew the energy the candy would provide, though stolen and obtained in disgustingly dishonest circumstances, would be crucial and the key to following through with her plans.

Lately, however, Lucy Cinderella has found herself in the midst of an obsession. She’s been binge watching a teenage soap drama from nearly twenty years ago. She has found herself infatuated with one of the main characters – a sexy heartthrob known for being a “bad boy,” No doubt influenced by James Dean—complete with hairdo, motorcycle, and sexy, classic convertible. It wasn’t just her attraction to this specific character, or even the actor for the matter. It was how much this character reminded her of her own love, the real human being she knew and kissed and slept with and fought with. Lucy Cinderella suspected that was the reason she was so fascinated by this television show that went off the air so long ago—along with the ability to escape into another world, where others had problems, others had solutions. Lucy Cinderella likes to forget about reality, especially her reality, for it is bleak and confusing and gray and farmiliar. Shake it off. Shake the candy off.

Maybe

No hope available

Montana Bound

Going to Montana tomorrow

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The Lofts is an apartment complex in Essex Jct. For more than a year now, “we”* have been using their rather large parking lot as a meeting place. Not for anything weird, just as a spot for me to leave my car when I get into his, or when we go out on his bike. [it is a fact, however, that I once spent close to six hours here–right around this time last year, I remember it being incredibly hot. I remember bring incredibly thirsty–my car was dead, and I waited for six hours for him to come and pick me up. He did, & we took shots and went to the fair that night. I went in alone and then met him at the fence to give him my ticket so we’d only have to pay for one… We made out on the Ferris wheel.]

Since then, especially in the last four or five months I have spent a tremendous amount of time here at the parking lot of The Lofts-Essex. [and i’ve seen things in that parking lot that would not even believe, your mind could not comprehend it, your spirit could not fathom the chilling and horrific things I’ve seen in that damn parking lot.] …just kidding. Yeah, I have spent an insane amount of time in that parking lot, but I think the only thing I’ve seen happen there out of the ordinary is the shit “we”* pulled in that parking lot.

Yeah, the memories here are quite depressing, quite unnecessary, quite painful… The Lofts - Essex

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Note to incredibly confidence-less self: When walking down the street, especially this one, SMILE. smile, smile, smile. Look really damn happy even if it's not the case. It is true what they say, ya know-- the actual physical act of smiling releases happy endorphins, so we're all happy campers. When you're alone and life is making you lonely, You can always go #downtown ~en route gracia's tobacco shop

#burlingtonvermont #churchstreet #garciastobaccoshop

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