Lueanna's rambles

Just a little thought adrift in the wind. I write angsty fics and sometimes doodle. Current works: The End is a Gift (ao3, Linked Universe)

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Teaser:

It smells like smoke and must, but the air tastes cloyingly sweet.

And for a moment that was everything.

While I'm alive and typing, progress is a tad slow. I just about finished 1 chap which is great. I think I'll hold for a batch again. I think the next batch will include the finally after all. (I'd expect 1-2 months maybe)

I'm struggling a bit with handling the Chain's reaction. I can write Naari/Link and Four, but somehow the Chain...

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Ch 38: The End is a Gift

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64428076/chapters/229406961

🙃

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The chapters done, but the editting hasn't been finished. I'm on vacation (NYC), but I'll post it when it's done. Sometime this weekend.

Well then it was my first time flying.

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Crossing my fingers I can cobble something together by next week or so

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Figuring out how dialogue works

👍🏼

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I post!

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

I thought I wouldn't be able to make it to celebrate the end of finals, but here it is!

Some favorite lines with no context:

Sunken hopes in a cup of merry accompanied by the type of loneliness that’s only accomplishable in a crowd.

Silence is too violent a thing to bear, so the clutter of thought bolstered itself into a barrier.

This church lurches in his heart like a ship at sea, but it erects itself like a mountain for his parents. He doubts a single thing has changed for all 11 years since then.

Maybe that’s why Mother and Father only take him to falling churches and this poor graveyard. He wouldn’t know, for while he bears a burdened name, it affords him no insight.

The statue looks so lonely cast in smoke and dirt. Its form remains unchipped and wondrous, but it lords over nothing. He feels like it deserves someone at least to lend an ear and keep it company.

“No, tragedies only seem appealing from afar, writ on paper and bound between leather.” Sky agrees. “But reality often surprises us with tales born anew. Very few know the true impact of such tales.”

"Aged tragedies inspire more fear than they do sympathy."

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just me lurking on the internet instead of reading my 2 chapters from last week which is on my final TODAY. ...and avoiding everything else

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“Could we purchase a single lotus from your pond?”

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

ah...hi not my proudest chapter by far, but the writing process was so fragmented I hardly feel bad about it. Honestly, it was just a hard write, so I'm happy with it. Anyway, Wild scene!

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I've decided I'm posting a chapter Friday. Actually, I think I may be able to post for the next 2 weeks afterwards. I decided to edit through, and I surprisingly do have a complete chapter. We'll have to see how the other 2 decide to handle themselves tho.

So news for the void! Hurray!

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I hit the google docs character limit today...

I'm also in such a rut right now. I'm just stuck with bridging my ideas, and I'm such a sequential writer that skipping scenes isn't much of an option. I'm trying though. I'm thinking about getting a chapter or two finalized to post soon. No promises though since I haven't edited a single sentence

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Just wanted to say hi. It's been a chaotic few weeks but I'm back to it.

Idk

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Yeah, nothing’s going to happen for 4 weeks probably. I'll be lucky to find the time to write a single sentence...

<3

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chap 34 and 35 out. They were to joint to separate fully so here.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapter 33!

Yeah!

Ignore my chaotic upload...

Couple random thoughts from random points

New parts:

I love new parts! There’s something relieving about having a reset. Lot of the world building resets, so I can just spit out whatever. Figuring worldbuilding out is my happy place too. I write much better when I’m still figuring things out (though it’s harder to decide the plot.) Somehow it just makes things so much less stressful.

Unfortunately, it inevitably provides the conflict of not knowing where the story is going anymore. I find worldbuilding, themes, and mechanics are nearly impossible to put into a story. It’s so easy and fun to figure it all out, but words? Ha! Nope! It’s so hard finding a starting place or even a coherent plot to thread everything together.

Doubts:

I made a few...questionable choices. Maybe for storytelling in general and for my capability to tell it. Unfortunately, keeping has never been in doubt. I'll share more in 3 chaps.

Challenges:

I set out to emphasis a bit more of the loop's worldbuilding in a meaningfil way. Tried adding a 'mystery.' Tried adding religous tones to Sky's pov. Of which I have no experience. Struggled coming up with scenes to come before ___, and I sadly need those scenes.

This week:

Oh, this week...Well, to start my laptop charger broke Friday, and I'm a CIS major...managable because the charger was meant to arrive Sunday-Monday-Wednesday? Oh, dad ordered the wrong one...That's fine. I'd borrow a charger if it wasn't fairly exclusive. Can't rent a campus laptop since they don't come with required apps, and won't let you download it. I just need to use lab machines with 8 hours of hwk left due Fri. Of which I am available 3 hrs. If I refuse to live a life maybe I can get 6 hrs. Because, I'm forced into the wardrobe crew for a class. (Not really a problem except I have NO time.) 5-12pm! For an entire week. Every other moment I'm literally in class. Maybe managable if I could do my coding at home. I'd just pull an all-nighter. Nope, lab machines. 7am-10pm. So...Yeah. Still figuring that out.

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2 weeks.

I think I've reached the point where the beginning has stabilized enough that I'm willing to let it see the light of day. So I think I'll post a few chapters starting in 2 weeks.

other general rambles below:

Anyway I took a break for a few days this week. I felt really guilty about it, but I think it did me some good. I feel a lot less pressured about what I'm writing. Plus, it's let me detach just enough that I'm spitballing (which is my more creative state). It's probably not the most coherent or well written, but it's coming out again, and I like to think it's at least interesting.

Anyway. I've hit 'the point.' Yes that one. The one that no one other than me knows. (gasp in awe). It's one of my more...doubtable choices for the Part. I've thought it over a million times. I'm keeping it; that hasn't really been the question. It's just my implementation and the consequences of the decision. I think it'll be fine...

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Finally, finally I finished the first draft of the first section. Took forever and about 17k words, but the 'prolouge' this Part is done. T-T

Now to get into the meat of it. This is also the part where I should decide whether to wait or not to post. I also now need to figure out how to write this next section...