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I saved post on post to pacify my impatience.

Dude I’d have a plan for any day.

I saved breakfast spots we could try.

A few board games we could buy.

I even thought of booking a pottery class and imagined how I’d convinced you to come.

I planned so far ahead, so confident that your mind was moving as fast as mine.

Now I’m 3 weeks to coming home. And you’ve locked the door and moved on.

Doesn’t it suck when someone tells you they miss you when you’re 4000 miles away .

And when you return, they tell you

‘I’ve moved on’

How many times were you lying ?

Or was it easier to play along at the end of every call.

I’m here now. I still miss you, you’re 30 minutes away, but you’ve moved on.

I hope I see someone who doesn’t think I’m a burden.

I hope I meet someone who doesn’t say I’m annoying.

I hope I meet someone who is not so busy they reject me.

I hope I meet someone who doesn’t choose someone else over me.

I hope I meet someone who doesn’t hurt me.

I hope I meet someone who doesn’t deny being with me.

I hope I meet someone who thinks of me on valentines.

I hope I meet someone who doesn’t make me cry.

I hope I meet someone who I’m not scared to be myself around.

I hope I meet someone who doesn’t make me feel like I’m competing for their eyes.

I hope I meet someone who values me.

I hope I meet someone who wants to learn about me.

I hope I meet someone who’s happy walking in the park with me.

I hope I meet someone who values me.

I hope I meet someone.

I hope I meet someone not like you.

- Lullilo0o

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flamingos flying over tanzania’s lake natron, a salt lake which is home to three quarters of the world’s three million lesser flamingos, as well as toxic multicoloured extremophile cyanobacteria that thrive in water so hypersaline it would strip away human skin. for the flamingos, however, the tough skin and scales on their legs prevents burning, leaving them uniquely free to drink from the near boiling freshwater found from springs and geysers at the lake’s edges. (x, x, x, x, x)

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Where my mother is,

that is my heaven.

‪I gotta just trust that things are gonna smoothen out and I won’t feel this empty piece in my heart. ‬

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I don’t wanna waste this life being sad man

‪You miss people, you miss moments, you miss voices, you miss memories, you miss the presence, you miss things that you never thought would be amiss .

It’s just a lot of missing.

If you talk shit behind them you best have that same confidence when they next to you.

This space allows me to grieve in silence,

Typing words to myself.

Words slipping off my fingers, dripping with emotion.

@lullilo0o