Let's explore new things.

Experience is fun!

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Norway, you amazes me over and over again!

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Dear my love...

I always asked God for my dreams to happen and it happen! I feel blessed that you are one of the reasons why I am here. You're very supportive for what I am doing even though I always start a fight between us (sorry about that my dear, I still love you!)

We're currently experiencing long distance relationship and I must say, it's hard, indeed! Many sacrifices, patience and trust we need to invest to make it our love stays until the end.

I just realized, it's true that in every relationship, we need God to be the center of it. Always. It's like, having directions on what path to take and the advantage of that, you know what is wrong to right. Imagine, there's millions of temptations around you but you keep focusing on the light that God provided for you not to be distracted. You always follow that light and at the end of that light will not to harm you but give you happiness.

When I get something I prayed for, I always make an exchange for that. When God give me the greatest blessing, I promise Him not to waste it for nothing. I promise Him to go away from temptations. I promise Him to always do good things for other people. And I promise Him to faithfully love you, choose you and be there for you ni matter what happens.

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Lisbon, Portugal

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Flying is fun, they said.

I'm 10 days unofficial ofw/seawoman who will sailing the boat by my own self, conquering the ocean despite of the waves. Will be finding future independently 'cause I have alot of dreams (who has not?)

More than a week remaining starting today, I felt millions of feelings (well, that's only hyperbole). Scared, excitement, curiousity, anxiety, happiness, greatness, love and gratitude.

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Mon amore

If you can't understand me, I can't understand you.

There's so much words that I prefer to keep inside me than explaining it to you 'cause I know I will not be able to construct my sentences based on your own understanding. I understand. I kept quite. I'm just observing. But there are times I ask myself, as a woman, am I being selfish to always brag about my feelings and not notice that I need to be sensitive to your feelings too? Whenever I ask you what things you hate about me, you just said nothing. Whenever I asked you 'are you okay?' you just said yes im okay. Whenever I asked you what is your favorite food, you just said nothing.

I insist an open forum for the both of us always ended up, me! Still confused about your character. We're going 2 years but damn! You're such a mysterious guy! And I hate it! I fu*king hate it!

The reason why because I want both of us to have a connection. We're like 20 kilometers away, it so hard to meet you halfway. And whenever we fight, I always wanted you to understand my thoughts. Saying sorry means nothing if the reason is you doing it again and again.

I know I have my flaws too. As a girlfriend, I'm not perfect. We don't have perfect relationship. That's why I'm still here for you, and you for me. Holding each others arms and conquering the odds.

But thinking about the future, are we going to be like this for a lifetime? We fought a fight, win it and did not learn any single lessons? We fought again, win it. End of cycle. I wanna grow up. You too. I wanna grow up together with you. If we care less today, the cycle doesn't stop. We ended just here, not there.

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Be an Audrey Hepburn in this world full of Kardashians. I do so much appreciate her beauty and classic iconic fashion. She earned alot of respect of everyone only by just seeing her.

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I'm in a current mood right now thinking about you and our future together for a lifetime. If i'm rich enough, be able to finish responsibilities to my parents, I would chose to live a life under the same roof with you. Can't wait to sleep with you, talk to you until 3:00 am, buying midnight snacks, traveling together, cook you food, kiss you every morning, hug you so tight, do pillow fight, netflix and chill and most importantly, building our own family.

I love you so much my love. My heart beats while writing this.

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My perspective

I do believe in God (the creator) I also do have religion but not devoted kind of person.

This is my point of view, even though atheist said that there are no existing God, I'll still believe, they still have God DEEP IN THEIR HEARTS because they know how to love, to care and to respect other people. That's what God wants us to do to our brothers and sisters. To love one another. We have differences but despite of that, we try to understand each other to avoid war and revolution. God is living in our hearts that's why we called Him "God is love" whatever you do, whatever you believe in, we are all have connections through Him. 💕

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Google said, there are approximately 2,400 religions in the world.

Google said, there are approximately 2,400 religions in the world.

Honestly speaking, di ako palasimba at pala attend ng misa dahil inaantok at tinatamad ako. But I do visit church to pray. Guilty ako kasi mas madami yung dahilan na nagvivisit ako ng church dahila may problem lang ako kesa dun sa pagpapasalamat. Pero ginagawa ko naman yung best ko para may lumalim pa yung spiritual ko. At palagi ko sinasabi, babawi ako sayo, Lord. Kulang na lang lumuhod ako sa simbahan para lang pagbayaran ko yung mga pangakong napako ko kay Lord. Pero I know, deep in my hearts, I love Him.

The reason why I don't want to commit my 100% self to any religions is because I want to feel isolated from, you have to do this, you have to do that.

This is my own beliefs and I deeply respect theirs.

For me, the purpose of life is not something you do inside the box. Explore. Commit mistakes. Learn. Getting mad, forget everything at maging mapagpatawad. I do have a religion which is the catholic, but I am not devoted. Ang basis ko palagi sa lahat ng point of view ko, yung verse na "God is love"

Again, there are 2,400 religions in the world. What is reason for you to compare? To trigger war? To trigger debate na wala din namang pupuntahan dahil walang magpapatalo? Let be the actions be the most louder than words. Let us all love and accept each others races, religion, beliefs, and culture. Yan naman gusto ni Lord eh ang magmahalan lahat despite of the differences.

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I just remember a year ago, that's when I learned to let go of someone I loved who doesn't love me at all. That someone is defenitely not the right person for me. If he's the one, he will pursue. He will care. He will take the risk and most importantly he will not backed out just because he already see the negative parts of me. Diba kapag totoong nagmamahal ka tatanggapin mo lahat ng kahinaan niya kasi ikaw yung magsisilbing lakas niya? Wala naman siyang mahahanap na perpektong tao eh. Yung lelevel sa standards niya. Kaya I don't set standards eh. Basta may moral and spiritual values. Pag kasi naramdaman mo na yung love na yan mawawala na lahat. This is my last letter. A letter for letting myself free for everything I've done stupid to someone who doesn't deserve my presence. But i'm not bitter. I just want to appreciate and live my whole life happy without him. Makakahanap din ako ng taong tatanggapin ako ng buong buo. Walang labis. Walang kulang.

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It's not the right time and place, it's the right person.

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Fall inlove with me, again.

Sandy’s POV

I’m sitting on a computer’s chair while watching the raindrops from the outside. It’s cold. I wear my favorite jacket my mom gave me before she went back to the states. I miss her already and her cup of coffee as well. Yup, every morning. A cup of creamy latte on my desk. I want to call her but I know she is into her work today soooo nah. I will go outside and buy some coffee at the starbucks nearby. I just bring my favorite book to read. I start the engine of my car and continue driving. When I reach the coffee shop, I sit down where I am going to be more comfortable. While I was reading, I heared someone sitting infront of me.

“Can I?” he asked. “Yes. It’s ok.” I answered without taking my book out of my face. Cause i’m a busy bee yah know. “Thank you, Sandy.” I fold my book for awhile to see the guy calling me Sandy. And oh, it’s Eli. “Why are you doing here? Oh I know ofcourse you want to take a break from a stressful days and life. Or you came here because it’s raining?” What the heck I am saying those words? “I love you.” While I was talking, he said it straigth to my freakin’ eyes. I was shocked and speechless. “Is that how you say it so easy?” I don’t know but this words comes to my mind first. I’m getting serious at this time. “Yes. Because I like you so much.” he can’t take off his eyes on me. Don’t know why i’m looking at his also. “You don’t know what you’re talking about.” I said. “But I know what I feel.” he added. “What you feel is just a temporary.” "No." He insist. "Your feelings to me is just an infatuation, because you see all the positive traits of me on the outside. Infatuation and love is different." Eli: Is that how you think about me? Sandy: I just don’t like to feel it again. That’s when I fall in love already, they will leave because they see the negative parts of being me. I don’t want to trust someone anymore. Eli: Sandy, we’re not the same as you think I am. Just give me a chance. Sandy: A chance? Eli: A chance to fall in love… With me… Again… I told you I am not the same person as before. I just realized my mistakes. To lose you. Sandy: Why? Eli: I am here. In front of you… Appreciating you as a whole. Your heart. Sandy: Appreciate after you broke it? Eli: Sandy… Sandy: Eli, we’re almost there! Then all of a sudden it’s just like nothing happened between you and me. And then there you are saying those stuffs to me as if you are not hurting me again. Eli: I really hurted you so much. Sandy: That’s how I loved you. So much. Before. Eli: Im sorry.

If you were to put on Sandy’s shoe, would you like to give him a chance?

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Masterpiece

People will only believe in your capabilities when it is already done. People believe when the success can see by their naked eyes. People will compliment you when you have something to be proud of. Well, nature of a human, indeed. So don't do it for anybody else. Do it for your own good. Don't need to compromise. Do not be affected by their opinions that will break you down. Always remind yourself to stay calm. Think about how you gonna make your life more productive that your future will thank you for. I know it's hard on the first part, but believe me, when you're in the middle of the battle, you will become stronger and eager to get the prize at the end. Just trust God and yourself as well.

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I love you. Is that how you say it so easy? Yes. Because I like you so much. You don’t know what you’re talking about. But I know what I feel. What you feel is just a temporary. No. Your feelings to me is just an infatuation, you like me because you see all the positive traits of me in the outside. Infatuation and love is different. Is that how you think about me? No. I just don’t like to feel it again. That’s when I fall in love already, they will leave because they see the negative parts of being me. I don’t want to trust someone anymore. What can I do for you to believe me? Nothing.

[mydarkenedeyes]

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Customer is always right?

This is an open letter para sa lalaking naging customer ko kanina. Actually, dalawang beses na kitang naging customer sa counter ko. Nung unang pagkikita natin kilala na agad kita kasi ikaw yung nakasakay ko sa jeep na inaaway mo yung estudyante. Sa pagkakarinig ko, ang kinagagalit mo eh nasiko niya lang yung mukha mo ng slight pero di ko alam sayo bat galit na galit ka. Hinampas mo pa nga sa tuhod yung estudyante eh. Nag sorry naman siya sayo pero ang dami mo paring sinasabi. Pero yung kanina talaga hindi ko makakalimutang pangyayari sa buong buhay ko. Eto yung conversation natin kanina. 

Customer: Dalawang steak nga yung isa walang drinks. Ako: For dine in po? Customer: Oo dine in

Nung una maayos ka naman nakipag usap sa akin pero nung nagkamali lang ako ng punch, actually ikaw naman talaga mali don kasi hindi mo ako ininform na nagbago na pala isip mo na isa na lang oorderin mo. Pero okay lang tinawag ko na lang manager ko para ipacancel order mo. Tapos nung nagkamali lang ako ng bilang ng sukli sayo nag iba na tabas ng dila mo. Alam mo? sobrang inis na inis ako sa'yo nung time na yun. Alam mo yung gusto kitang sagutin pero di ko magawa kasi ayoko lang pahabain yung debate. Abala ka pa sa trabaho ko. Ganito yung sinabi mo sakin.

Customer: Eh bobo pala to eh! (sabay duro sa akin) Isa lang ang order ko tapos 380 pesos sukli ko? 

Ako: Ay sir cancel na po ba yung isang walang drinks? 

Customer: Ay tanga! 

Di lang ako nagsasalita nun eh. Sa totoo lang hindi talaga ako pala murang tao pero minumura na kita sa isip ko.

Customer: Ako wag mong uutakan pagdating sa pera. Graduate ako ng accounting 4 years!

Ako: Sa isip isip ko (gagong to tinatanong ko ba?)

Ang lakas ng boses mo nun. Pinahiya mo pa ako sa maraming tao. Ichinismis mo pa ako sa isang customer na nasa likod mo.

Customer: Eh ang bobo kasi eh! Tanggalin niyo na nga yan. Nako di yan pwede dito. Tanggalin niyo na yan!

Eh sakto nandun yung manager namin na ina aasist ako kasi bago pa lang ako. Eto sasabihin ko sayo. Hindi porket customer ka at crew lang kami eh mangdadown ka na ng tao. Oo nga, CUSTOMER IS ALWAYS RIGHT. Pero sa sitwasyon kanina, ikaw ang mali. Kung talagang graduate ka ng accounting 4 YEARS, ALAM MO KUNG PAANO RUMESPETO NG TAO. Daig ka pa ng taong walang pinag aralan at hindi nakatapos ng kolehiyo dahil sa ugali mo. Kung lema ka sa buhay sarilinin mo na lang wag mong idamay yung ibang tao.

Estudyante ako. 4 year degree course! 2nd year upcoming 3rd at malapit na grumaduate. Hintayin mo isasampal ko sayo diploma ko pag nakagraduate ako. Pero syempre di ko gagawin yun kasi hindi naman ako katulad mo. Good luck na lang sa'yo kuya. Sana makahanap ka na ng katapat mo.