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29. Scot. Traveller (the ethnicity, not the hobby). Autistic. Genealogist who sometimes writes things.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 6/? Fandom: Line of Duty Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Ted Hastings, Steve Arnott, Kate Fleming (Line of Duty), Original Characters Additional Tags: Backstory, dark themes Summary:

“You have in mind to keep me quiet and although you can try, better men have hit their knees and bigger men have died.” (‘Raise Hell’, Brandi Carlile).

A young Detective Sergeant is murdered while trying to get to the bottom of a crime committed long before she was born. A DI’s Bible brings the case to AC-12’s door. She knew everything. She knew more about Ted Hastings than Ted Hastings does. Now it’s up to AC-12 to do what she never got the chance to do: raise hell.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 6/? Fandom: Line of Duty Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Ted Hastings, Steve Arnott, Kate Fleming (Line of Duty), Original Characters Additional Tags: Backstory, dark themes Summary:

"You have in mind to keep me quiet and although you can try, better men have hit their knees and bigger men have died." ('Raise Hell', Brandi Carlile).

A young Detective Sergeant is murdered while trying to get to the bottom of a crime committed long before she was born. A DI's Bible brings the case to AC-12's door. She knew everything. She knew more about Ted Hastings than Ted Hastings does. Now it's up to AC-12 to do what she never got the chance to do: raise hell.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

“This bent all the rules. He was doing exactly what he investigated other police officers for. It sat uncomfortably with him, which generally meant it was something he should not have done. But something else was fighting that. The rulebook and his instinct did not match up; that terrified him.

Still checking behind him for any persistently tailing cars, Ted turned left at the junction and headed towards a hotel on the other side of the city from the James Hotel. “Take off the coat and hat.” In its car park, he stopped the engine and said, “I’m about to tell a lot of lies. Follow my lead.””

Chapters: 5/? Fandom: Line of Duty Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Ted Hastings, Steve Arnott, Kate Fleming (Line of Duty), Original Characters Additional Tags: Backstory, dark themes Summary:

“You have in mind to keep me quiet and although you can try, better men have hit their knees and bigger men have died.” (‘Raise Hell’, Brandi Carlile).

A young Detective Sergeant is murdered while trying to get to the bottom of a crime committed long before she was born. A DI’s Bible brings the case to AC-12’s door. She knew everything. She knew more about Ted Hastings than Ted Hastings does. Now it’s up to AC-12 to do what she never got the chance to do: raise hell.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

“This bent all the rules. He was doing exactly what he investigated other police officers for. It sat uncomfortably with him, which generally meant it was something he should not have done. But something else was fighting that. The rulebook and his instinct did not match up; that terrified him.

Still checking behind him for any persistently tailing cars, Ted turned left at the junction and headed towards a hotel on the other side of the city from the James Hotel. “Take off the coat and hat.” In its car park, he stopped the engine and said, “I’m about to tell a lot of lies. Follow my lead.””

Chapters: 5/? Fandom: Line of Duty Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Ted Hastings, Steve Arnott, Kate Fleming (Line of Duty), Original Characters Additional Tags: Backstory, dark themes Summary:

“You have in mind to keep me quiet and although you can try, better men have hit their knees and bigger men have died.” (‘Raise Hell’, Brandi Carlile).

A young Detective Sergeant is murdered while trying to get to the bottom of a crime committed long before she was born. A DI’s Bible brings the case to AC-12’s door. She knew everything. She knew more about Ted Hastings than Ted Hastings does. Now it’s up to AC-12 to do what she never got the chance to do: raise hell.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

“This bent all the rules. He was doing exactly what he investigated other police officers for. It sat uncomfortably with him, which generally meant it was something he should not have done. But something else was fighting that. The rulebook and his instinct did not match up; that terrified him.

Still checking behind him for any persistently tailing cars, Ted turned left at the junction and headed towards a hotel on the other side of the city from the James Hotel. “Take off the coat and hat.” In its car park, he stopped the engine and said, “I’m about to tell a lot of lies. Follow my lead.””

Chapters: 5/? Fandom: Line of Duty Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Ted Hastings, Steve Arnott, Kate Fleming (Line of Duty), Original Characters Additional Tags: Backstory, dark themes Summary:

"You have in mind to keep me quiet and although you can try, better men have hit their knees and bigger men have died." ('Raise Hell', Brandi Carlile).

A young Detective Sergeant is murdered while trying to get to the bottom of a crime committed long before she was born. A DI's Bible brings the case to AC-12's door. She knew everything. She knew more about Ted Hastings than Ted Hastings does. Now it's up to AC-12 to do what she never got the chance to do: raise hell.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 4/? Fandom: Line of Duty Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Ted Hastings, Steve Arnott, Kate Fleming (Line of Duty), Original Characters Additional Tags: Backstory, dark themes Summary:

“You have in mind to keep me quiet and although you can try, better men have hit their knees and bigger men have died.” (‘Raise Hell’, Brandi Carlile).

A young Detective Sergeant is murdered while trying to get to the bottom of a crime committed long before she was born. A DI’s Bible brings the case to AC-12’s door. She knew everything. She knew more about Ted Hastings than Ted Hastings does. Now it’s up to AC-12 to do what she never got the chance to do: raise hell.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 4/? Fandom: Line of Duty Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Ted Hastings, Steve Arnott, Kate Fleming (Line of Duty), Original Characters Additional Tags: Backstory, dark themes Summary:

"You have in mind to keep me quiet and although you can try, better men have hit their knees and bigger men have died." ('Raise Hell', Brandi Carlile).

A young Detective Sergeant is murdered while trying to get to the bottom of a crime committed long before she was born. A DI's Bible brings the case to AC-12's door. She knew everything. She knew more about Ted Hastings than Ted Hastings does. Now it's up to AC-12 to do what she never got the chance to do: raise hell.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 16/24 Fandom: The Thick of It (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Nicola Murray/Malcolm Tucker Characters: Malcolm Tucker, Nicola Murray, Nicola Murray’s Children, Original Female Character(s), Original Male Character(s), Original Child Character(s) Series: Part 5 of Black Water Summary:

“When the martyrs fall from the castle wall and menace clouds the air; when reason dies to the sound of lies, you’ll be far away from there; so tell me that you’ll hold me; stronger we will stand; I can see the day when we’ll know the way; and we’ll return to the land.” - ‘We Will Stand’ by Tide Lines.

Sometimes the women have to stand together and take control of the situation, whatever and whoever might block their way.

Part five of Black Water.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 16/24 Fandom: The Thick of It (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Nicola Murray/Malcolm Tucker Characters: Malcolm Tucker, Nicola Murray, Nicola Murray's Children, Original Female Character(s), Original Male Character(s), Original Child Character(s) Series: Part 5 of Black Water Summary:

"When the martyrs fall from the castle wall and menace clouds the air; when reason dies to the sound of lies, you'll be far away from there; so tell me that you'll hold me; stronger we will stand; I can see the day when we'll know the way; and we'll return to the land." - 'We Will Stand' by Tide Lines.

Sometimes the women have to stand together and take control of the situation, whatever and whoever might block their way.

Part five of Black Water.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 3/? Fandom: Line of Duty Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Ted Hastings, Steve Arnott, Kate Fleming (Line of Duty), Original Characters Additional Tags: Backstory, dark themes Summary:

“You have in mind to keep me quiet and although you can try, better men have hit their knees and bigger men have died.” (‘Raise Hell’, Brandi Carlile).

A young Detective Sergeant is murdered while trying to get to the bottom of a crime committed long before she was born. A DI’s Bible brings the case to AC-12’s door. She knew everything. She knew more about Ted Hastings than Ted Hastings does. Now it’s up to AC-12 to do what she never got the chance to do: raise hell.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 3/? Fandom: Line of Duty Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Ted Hastings, Steve Arnott, Kate Fleming (Line of Duty), Original Characters Additional Tags: Backstory, dark themes Summary:

"You have in mind to keep me quiet and although you can try, better men have hit their knees and bigger men have died." ('Raise Hell', Brandi Carlile).

A young Detective Sergeant is murdered while trying to get to the bottom of a crime committed long before she was born. A DI's Bible brings the case to AC-12's door. She knew everything. She knew more about Ted Hastings than Ted Hastings does. Now it's up to AC-12 to do what she never got the chance to do: raise hell.

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Not-grandfather: My parents were awful hard on me.

Also not-grandfather: My mother made me go to school when we were camped at a quarry bridge so I plugged the burn drains and nearly drowned the whole camp in the middle of the night.

Me: No wonder they were hard on you. You were a wee prick.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Holby City Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Henrik Hanssen Additional Tags: Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Past Child Abuse, Past Rape/Non-con, Past Sexual Abuse, Panic Attacks Summary:

Henrik Hanssen has never needed air more. And now the world is airless.

Set as an end to the final scene of episode 40.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Holby City Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Henrik Hanssen Additional Tags: Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Past Child Abuse, Past Rape/Non-con, Past Sexual Abuse, Panic Attacks Summary:

Henrik Hanssen has never needed air more. And now the world is airless.

Set as an end to the final scene of episode 40.

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Not to be a downer or anything but I've been lying here planning my own demise for nearly an hour and if this is the way my brain is going to continue (as it has since I was a kid, I first remember making these plans when I was 6) idk maybe I should just get it over with 🤷‍♀️ I usually keep these episodes to myself, just me and my bed, but that's not cutting it. All that's doing is telling me it's another reason to go right ahead and die

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Exhibit A:

My natural hair colour and the reason I have routinely dyed my hair since I was about 15.

The difference now is I that I know where that colour probably came from and I hate it even more because of that 😂😭

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My step-niece's father is actually one of the biggest wankers I've met.

Today he refused to say whether or not he was picking her up from school, after cancelling 20 minutes before she got out of school yesterday. We had to assume he wasn't picking her up and I went to the school as a back up in case he didn't. In the end, he showed up, but he never did communicate that he would go after hinting that he wouldn't earlier in the day. It felt like a mind game designed to worry my sister-in-law because she dared to ask him this morning to give her more than 20 minutes notice about cancelling in future.

Now he's playing the victim because my sister-in-law doesn't trust him to do it and asked me to go (I had to go in that direction anyway), despite the fact he deliberately refused to say whether or not he intended to pick my niece up. Not like he's father of the fucking year anyway; even my niece complains that she feels like he can't be bothered with her.

All in all, I don't like him and I don't know how much sister-in-law has put up with his shit for a decade 🙃