Just A Normal Human Next Door

I post cute things, weird things, and thoughts I would never tell to anyone I know IRL.

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Made my costume for Halloween. Went as Cinderella, took me 3 months to make because I sew by hand and procrastinate ALOT

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My two moods

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I have never been good at picking out gifts for people and have always loathe the process of it. Which explains why I hate Birthdays and Christmas. As a child I could tolerate it and put on a smile but as I got older I started to hate even receiving gifts. The thought and action of it fills me with dread, anxiety, and a bit of rage especially with expensive gifts. I'm not good with surprise gifts and hate my birthday even more with every passing year, this year my sister surprised me with a sewing machine. (A little background info) I had received one when I was a preteen from my deceased grandma and I had been excited at the time but also immensely confused and anxious because I had no idea how to use it, it took me years after she passed to even attempt to try it out and my sewing skills haven't really improved since. Back to the present day my reaction to my sister's good intentions were met with my smiling face turning to a stunned and disappointed expression. "I already have a sewing machine" I said, her response was "Well I saw you looking at a sewing machine in (such and such craftstore) when we went out a while back and bought you this". I exploded quickly spouting my reasons for not needing a new one "I already have one, I hardly even use my current one as is, I barely sew anymore, I don't even paint or draw much nowadays...I don't really do anything". My loving sister didn't argue back she didn't even get mad or sad looking, I'm an awful human being. I left my card for my sister and mom to buy Chinese to eat and went to bed citing the excuse that I'm tired. My mom yelled at me saying "They(my sister and nieces) came here to see you!" but I ignored it and shut myself from the world in my darkened room. I waited a couple of hours lying in my bed for them to leave and before they did my sister sent me a message saying they're going home, happy birthday and that they love me. I just feel like a burden to my family, I don't like expensive gifts cus I feel like I don't deserve them and that somehow it puts a financial strain on the person who gives them to me. I rather buy myself something and call it a day, he'll I'd rather not celebrate my birthday at all and pass the day like any other one. I truly am sorry for being the way I am and regret being born at all.

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Repeat after me, FAKE SNOW IS A NO GO. It may look pretty but have fun with forever vacuuming it up everytime you touch or bump the tree. And say goodbye to the clothing you wore that day if it even touches it, cus that "snow" ain't coming off until you wash it(if you're like me and rarely own a lint roller).

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So a squid and a cheeto had a baby together and then it became a coat... that's it that's the joke. This was the true treasure I found on my way out of the mall today.

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Dressed up as Poison Ivy for Halloween but I didn't have time to style the wig I bought so I just called it a day and used my own hair. Let's pretend the towels and shower curtain ain't in the background. For the corset I sewed leaves onto it and then painted green glitter glue to them, the leaves started to curl up when dried so I hot glue-gunned beading wire to the back of them at the decolletage. Make sure to seal the painted leaves with some type of water-proof sealant otherwise any contact with a liquid will reactivate the glitter glue.

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Don't mind me. I just died a little bit more inside from finishing the last four episodes of squid games. They fucked me up pretty good and I feel betrayed. I'mma go eat my semi-burnt waffle now.

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I haven't swam in a whole two years and I'm being forced to go swimming Monday. My body is not where I want it to be so my anxiety is just going into ✨overdrive✨

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Another picture of my pancakes but from a different angle cus the stack is too THICC not to share(there was actually more pancakes but I can only eat so many).

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Pancakes from scratch that I made a month and half ago, felt like posting it because why not? The blackberries are ones I picked from my backyard. They're more sour than the ones from the store but I prefer a tart flavor to sweet.

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Close up shot of "Femme Fatale".

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"Femme Fatale" made using prisma pencils, ink, and white gel pens

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So I just finished the movie Darlin(2019) and....I think Darlin would make the perfect daughter for Hannibal. That would be an interesting crossover. The film gave me Raw(2016) meets We Are What We Are(2013) vibes, I usually don't like cannibal films cus I find most to be very torture porn-esque but I can say this one was not that so I could stomach to watch it. Although to get the whole story behind the Women that raised Darlin you would have to watch the first movie The Offspring(2009) and then The Woman(2011). They're both very much gory and torture porn so if you'd rather skip that and read the synopsis on wikipedia I don't blame ya.

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Where I live it snowed... it's April...AND IT FUCKIN SNOWED. Just give me the sunburn already Mother Nature please I'm begging you.

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I finally have a rank in the stylist arena (┛✧Д✧))┛彡┻━┻

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Okay but here me out. A story prompt: What if a cannibal killed and ate someone but then they are haunted by that persons ghost. That ghost would be shit talking about the cannibal the whole time. Cannibal will be cooking some part of the persons body and the whole time the ghost is judging the seasoning they use or how they didn't even cook them right.

Ghost: "Y'all didn't even glaze my thigh right, smh PATHETIC".

Cannibal: "Please shut up"

Ghost: "Oh telling me that when your the one who took my tongue and then ended up turning it into a brick of charcoal when you tried to pan fry it"

And then the ghost just yells out of nowhere Gordon Ramsey quotes every now and then. And the cannibal ends up accidentally burning his house down when hes cooking the last bit of the ghost. The ghost ends up fistfighting the cannibals ghost. I wanna see this as a dark comedy type movie.

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Just finished the final season of Hannibal. I am not okay now.