haven’t been on here in a while bc i’ve been trying to actually recover. im not the best writer, but i want anyone who reads this to know that recovery is possible. for YOU. i didnt think i could do it. i was determined to hang on to my ed because i thought that was the only way to be happy. i dont even really know how i got to where i am now. just time, and sitting through a lot of discomfort. and staying off of instagram definitely helped😓. it wasn’t pretty. so many nights i fell asleep, convinced i wouldn’t wake up in the morning because the pain was just too much. but im here now, and im so glad i am. it gets better. it gets so much better.
a hungry woman is a weak woman. you are meant for more than this. you deserve food and love and friendship. i hope u all can realize this and make it a reality for yourselves.
