i miss being high from fasting. i miss the constant empty feeling in my stomach. i miss seeing my rib and hip bones. i miss being disgusted by food. i miss not eating for multiple days. i miss being able to be around food without eating it. i miss feeling light and clean. i miss seeing progress daily. i miss seeing the number go down. i miss being dizzy. i miss feeling superior because i skipped another meal. i miss being uninterested in food. i miss being in control.





















