lust > love

Small town 

[myonlywayoutofhere]

Maybe without me, you will finally be happy again

Day 380 (via myonlywayoutofhere)

[prospects]

[preventive]

[matchagirl]

[slowbriety]

[lustlovedrugsandotherstuff]

higher

I’ve become completely and totally consumed with self destructive tendencies. I’ve lived this way all of my adolescence, I’ve grown to have this mind set that leaves me with nothing in the end. I’m constantly battling this electric feeling in my finger tips, the sensation is as if my muscles need to protrude out of my skin. Migraines are the easiest of it all. Melatonin doesn’t help at this point, sleep isn’t my escape as it used to be. My reality is blurred, I can’t remember what was a dream and what actually occurred. What’s wrong with me? 

I’m trying to be the strong person people hope I am, but I can’t seem to make the cut. I want to run. I don’t want to feel this way anymore. 

The only way I know how to get rid of the confusion, heart ache, and anxiety is by self medicating. This time of the year is the absolute worst. I just want to get high, higher than before.

[tackled]

[rheaplus]

[sotick]

[tackled]

by The little fawn*

[scentedtints]

I WANT TO LEAVE

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[caravstheworld]

[adrenaline]

[thelittleprettykitty-deactivate]

Game over👾

[wu-jot]

[stunningpicture]