Before I Fall For You

My journey through life, love, and heartbreak

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“I know longer know who I am around you, for you engulf me in love that leaves me drowning”

-590

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“I want you to love me but I understand why you love her instead”

-day 599 (via myonlywayoutofhere)

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“We did things only lovers do in the dark

but we did them in the bright of day

Under the warmth of the sun

With smiles and laughter”

-day 589

[perfectquote]

“I plant roots so deeply in the people I love that I always lose a piece of myself when they go.”

— Unknown

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“I finally left you like I never thought I would”

-Day 588

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“Do you miss me like I miss you?”

-Day 587

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“I warned you

To the boy who fell in love with me

You can’t say I didn’t warn you

Can’t call me a bitch

Like I didn’t already you that I was one

I wear my story on my sleeves

It’s not my fault you didn’t read in between the lines

I told you not to love me

I told you I was known to flirt with others

You should’ve read the terms and conditions before you checked you accepted

Because I will lie straight to your face and kiss you all in the same breath

My favorite color is red

Because it matches the flags that I bare

I get pleasure from playing games

You shouldn’t have stray to close

Now you are entangled in this web

I will haunt you at every place that you go

Every song that you hear

I’m not one for love

I told you that to begin with

I told you I would break your heart

So don’t you dare say I didn’t warn you

Sincerely

The girl you’ll never forget”

-Day 586

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“I both love you and hate you, and it’s driving me insane”

-day 585

[londonfromparis]

“I wanted so badly to talk to you. We’d gone from speaking every day to radio silence. What could I say though? Nothing I wrote felt right. Besides, did you even want to hear from me? Anyways, it felt selfish of me to reach out for my own comfort. All I could do is hold my breath and find my own kind of closure.”

— Will we speak again? // 9.30.2021

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“I’m sorry that I still love you”

-Day 584

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“Break my heart”

-Day 583

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“You should never love a person like me because I’ll go from loving you to hating you in a matter of minutes.”

-Day 583

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“I created the monsters that haunt me and they will follow me until the end of time.”

-Day 582

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“I keep dreaming of you and waking up sad because those dreams will never become reality.”

-Day 581

[myonlywayoutofhere]

Might I be your friend?

I would love that

[myonlywayoutofhere]

I need new friends

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“People always ask me how I can be friends with my ex’s and I tell them I can because I no longer love them like that but when in reality I don’t know how to let go of the ones I love.”

-Day 580